Paramour Part 5
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I'm starting to settle into my apartment. It seems so strange and
empty. I keep opening a door and expecting one of the three lights to
be there. I saw them on TV a few days ago, they're really great
although a bit cheesy, there is so much passion in their songs, so
much hope, I wish I had hope. I have nothing. I'm living by myself,
it's not even living it's just surviving. I feel the need to survive
past this but it's so hard. I can't seem to do anything right. I've
managed to keep myself fed but that's all. I feel constantly
confused. I should be smart I know it, but I'm broken. Seiya made it
so much better, she made life seem bearable with her smart-ass
remarks. She's on tour now though I can't even talk to her, she
doesn't want to be my friend. No one does. I'm sitting on the window
ledge staring at my hands. I'm so dirty, my memory has been wiped
clean and yet I feel tainted. I stare out the window with unseeing
eyes, why can't I try to be your friend?
*******
"Chikuso" I felt a rock bite into my shoulder as I fell.
"Fighter!" I heard Healer and Maker shout from behind me. A
..thing... was attacking us, it was incredible strong, each time we
attacked a chunk of it blew off and replicated the monster. We were
up against four of these things already. I pull myself up from the
ground and prepare to attack, maybe it has a limit as to how much it
can be blown apart. "Star.. Serious...Laser." It didn't work.. now
the monster count was up to five. What the hell were we going to do.
One of the youma's grabs my arms and holds me in place. What the hell
am I supposed to do?
*******
I feel like there is something crawling under my skin, burning to get
out. I stumble over to the bathroom.. maybe I'm sick or have a fever.
I almost fall over as a ..need.. washes over me. An overwhelming want
to be elsewhere.. Colors start flashing before my eyes,
and I feel my mind slip into darkness.
*******
The point of a sword is inches away from my bare skin. I try pull
away but to no avail, the creature holding me won't let up. The sword
comes closer and I close my eyes bracing my body for the pain. I hear
two words ring out in the chaos.
" World ..Shaking!" The blast of energy envelops the creature and it
fades from existence. I look at my savior, what the hell is she doing
here? Our eyes meet and she continues fighting the creatures, killing
each one swiftly. She looks slightly different. Her hair seems
whiter, her eyes a more intense teal. Soon the demons are all gone,
she defeated them by herself when all three of us couldn't.
She turns to go back to wherever she came from
" Haruka-san?"
" I'm not Haruka." She turns back to me
" Nani?"
" Do you really think she could fight in the state she's in?" She
jumps onto a nearby building.
"Yamete! What's wrong with her." I yell after her.
" I thought you didn't care." She whispers, her voice carrying on the
wind.
" If you aren't Haruka who are you?" Taiki jumps to her other side so
she is in between us.
" I'm Sailor Uranus."
" Ten'ou Haruka is Sailor Uranus we know that for a fact." Taiki
stated, taking a fighting stance.
" I didn't come here to fight you, I don't need to give you an
explanation but since you seem to want it so desperately let's go
somewhere we can talk." She seemed somewhat perturbed. I led us back
to the hotel room and we slipped in unnoticed.
We de-transformed but she didn't she stayed in senshi form.
" I'm.. different from most other senshi. When I was reborn I didn't
take over Haruka's mind, I was just always in the background while
she lived her life, when it came time for my awakening I didn't merge
with her consciousness , We are almost one person but we are still
two minds sharing one body. Right now she doesn't know about me. I'm
letting her figure out her life before I give her memories and my
memories to her."
" You made her have amnesia?" I was infuriated, how could she control
Haruka's life like that.
" It's for the better Seiya-san, you don't know what happened."
" Then tell me!"
" I thought you didn't care."
" I lied."
" I can't tell you she'll have to do that herself, Fighter, take care
of her she needs someone right now.. she wants you to take care of
her Seiya... Onegai.."
" Where is she?"
" I am her.. she's .... asleep, Do you promise Fighter-hie?"
".. hai..."
" Arigato." She closed her eyes and fell backwards on to the bed, her
uniform dissolved into pajamas and color coming back to pale cheeks,
a tinge of blonde going into her silver locks, a few seconds later
the only sign of Uranus was the massive amounts of cherry blossom
petals left in the hotel room.
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I know I know.. it's short... gomen... I couldn't think of
anything... this part was supposed to go a lot differently.. oh
well.. I guess I'm satisfied with it although my wording is extremely
clumsy. Ja Ne
Caspy-chan
**********
I'm starting to settle into my apartment. It seems so strange and
empty. I keep opening a door and expecting one of the three lights to
be there. I saw them on TV a few days ago, they're really great
although a bit cheesy, there is so much passion in their songs, so
much hope, I wish I had hope. I have nothing. I'm living by myself,
it's not even living it's just surviving. I feel the need to survive
past this but it's so hard. I can't seem to do anything right. I've
managed to keep myself fed but that's all. I feel constantly
confused. I should be smart I know it, but I'm broken. Seiya made it
so much better, she made life seem bearable with her smart-ass
remarks. She's on tour now though I can't even talk to her, she
doesn't want to be my friend. No one does. I'm sitting on the window
ledge staring at my hands. I'm so dirty, my memory has been wiped
clean and yet I feel tainted. I stare out the window with unseeing
eyes, why can't I try to be your friend?
*******
"Chikuso" I felt a rock bite into my shoulder as I fell.
"Fighter!" I heard Healer and Maker shout from behind me. A
..thing... was attacking us, it was incredible strong, each time we
attacked a chunk of it blew off and replicated the monster. We were
up against four of these things already. I pull myself up from the
ground and prepare to attack, maybe it has a limit as to how much it
can be blown apart. "Star.. Serious...Laser." It didn't work.. now
the monster count was up to five. What the hell were we going to do.
One of the youma's grabs my arms and holds me in place. What the hell
am I supposed to do?
*******
I feel like there is something crawling under my skin, burning to get
out. I stumble over to the bathroom.. maybe I'm sick or have a fever.
I almost fall over as a ..need.. washes over me. An overwhelming want
to be elsewhere.. Colors start flashing before my eyes,
and I feel my mind slip into darkness.
*******
The point of a sword is inches away from my bare skin. I try pull
away but to no avail, the creature holding me won't let up. The sword
comes closer and I close my eyes bracing my body for the pain. I hear
two words ring out in the chaos.
" World ..Shaking!" The blast of energy envelops the creature and it
fades from existence. I look at my savior, what the hell is she doing
here? Our eyes meet and she continues fighting the creatures, killing
each one swiftly. She looks slightly different. Her hair seems
whiter, her eyes a more intense teal. Soon the demons are all gone,
she defeated them by herself when all three of us couldn't.
She turns to go back to wherever she came from
" Haruka-san?"
" I'm not Haruka." She turns back to me
" Nani?"
" Do you really think she could fight in the state she's in?" She
jumps onto a nearby building.
"Yamete! What's wrong with her." I yell after her.
" I thought you didn't care." She whispers, her voice carrying on the
wind.
" If you aren't Haruka who are you?" Taiki jumps to her other side so
she is in between us.
" I'm Sailor Uranus."
" Ten'ou Haruka is Sailor Uranus we know that for a fact." Taiki
stated, taking a fighting stance.
" I didn't come here to fight you, I don't need to give you an
explanation but since you seem to want it so desperately let's go
somewhere we can talk." She seemed somewhat perturbed. I led us back
to the hotel room and we slipped in unnoticed.
We de-transformed but she didn't she stayed in senshi form.
" I'm.. different from most other senshi. When I was reborn I didn't
take over Haruka's mind, I was just always in the background while
she lived her life, when it came time for my awakening I didn't merge
with her consciousness , We are almost one person but we are still
two minds sharing one body. Right now she doesn't know about me. I'm
letting her figure out her life before I give her memories and my
memories to her."
" You made her have amnesia?" I was infuriated, how could she control
Haruka's life like that.
" It's for the better Seiya-san, you don't know what happened."
" Then tell me!"
" I thought you didn't care."
" I lied."
" I can't tell you she'll have to do that herself, Fighter, take care
of her she needs someone right now.. she wants you to take care of
her Seiya... Onegai.."
" Where is she?"
" I am her.. she's .... asleep, Do you promise Fighter-hie?"
".. hai..."
" Arigato." She closed her eyes and fell backwards on to the bed, her
uniform dissolved into pajamas and color coming back to pale cheeks,
a tinge of blonde going into her silver locks, a few seconds later
the only sign of Uranus was the massive amounts of cherry blossom
petals left in the hotel room.
**************
I know I know.. it's short... gomen... I couldn't think of
anything... this part was supposed to go a lot differently.. oh
well.. I guess I'm satisfied with it although my wording is extremely
clumsy. Ja Ne
Caspy-chan