Will it be too late? (partI) By Yu

Yu's words:

This story is created by me. All incidents are not real. Words in green are memories. Words in white are Neon's thoughts.

Kurenai, are you still there?

Will you be there for him?

Will he be happier if you're with him?

Will he ever thought of me if I'm gone?

A figure was praying hard at the stars as she looked from her window. Tears falling down her cheeks. Her heart was torn apart by someone she loved. She didn't want to break her promise...

As she went nearer to Kurei's room, her heart was beating faster and faster. As she was afraid to see his angry face... or disappointed face.

Will he get angry to see me again?

He disliked to drink the soup I cooked.

Is the soup taste horrible?

Or just, it was not cooked by his love, Kurenai?

"Kurei-sama!" Neon shouted as she carried a bowl of soup into the living room.

"Kurei-sama. Kurei-sama." Neon smiled at him as he was talking with Raiha and Joker.

"Kurei-sama. Neon's calling you." Raiha whispered to him as he tried not to respond.

Why Neon always cook the soup?, Kurei thought as he saw Neon carrying the bowl.

"Kurei-sama. This soup is good for your health." Neon smiled as she handed the bowl to him. "Please drink it. Please." She smiled and walked back into the kitchen.

Kurei looked at Raiha and Joker, hoping they would help him to drink.

"Kurei-sama. Neon SPECIALLY cooks for you!" Joker said as he didn't want to drink. "I think you better drink it."

"Kurei-sama." Raiha added. "Drink a bit."

"Good for my health? I think it'll harm rather good." Kurei said as he disliked to drink.

Kurei poured the soup into a pot of roses near him. And passed the soup to Raiha and left the living room.

"Wasted!" Joker said as he saw Kurei pouring away the soup.

"Then why don't you drink earlier?" Raiha asked.

"Don't you know that it was SPECIALLY cooked for Kurei-sama?" Joker answered. "I saw Neon last night preparing the soup."

"..." Raiha listened and added. "Then?"

"She stayed up late just to cook soup for Kurei-sama. But..." Joker added. "But Kurei-sama poured it away everytime she handed to him."

"Why Neon still cook when she knew that Kurei-sama would not drink?" Raiha asked curiously.

"No idea?" Joker answered. "Maybe only she know."

As Neon reached Kurei's room, she was afraid. She remembered Raiha's and Joker's question.

"Why Neon still cook when she knew that Kurei-sama would not drink?" Raiha asked curiously.

"No idea?" Joker answered. "Maybe only she know."

Why I was still cooking when Kurei-sama wouldn't drink it?

Maybe only she know, Joker's voice ran through her mind.

Yeah, only I know. I just hope that one day he would drink it. Maybe yes. Maybe no.

Or he would just want to drink the soup cooked by Kurenai

Kurenai, his love. His Forever love...

"Why am I still cooking it?" Neon asked herself in the kitchen alone.

It was midnight. Everyone in the house was asleep except Neon. She was busy preparing the soup for her beloved Kurei-sama. Even though he would poured it away when he got it from her.

"May Kurei-sama would drink it." Neon prayed when she was cooking it.

May Kurei-sama would drink it.

He would not drink...

Would not drink...forever.

"Kurei-sama. Please drink it." Neon smiled at him.

Kurei was angry as he hated to drink it. But Neon cooked it everyday for him. Finally he decided to ask her not to cook again.

"I don't want to drink!" Kurei shouted. "Stop cooking!"

"But Kurei-sama... It was good for you." Neon smiled as she knew that Kurei was unhappy to drink it everytime she handed it to him.

"GOod?" Kurei said. "I think it Harms rather good." He looked angry at Neon.

"And stop cooking before I get very angry." Kurei added. "Or I'll make you break your promise." Then he left Neon standing alone in the living room.

"And stop cooking before I get very angry."

"Or I'll make you break your promise."

"If you don't mind, I'll be with you till the end. We can find some place to settle down"

That was the promise with Kurei-sama.

Will he want me to leave him?

I don't want to leave him. I just want to be at his side forever.

Neon came to Kurei's room and asked a figure beside her.

"Are you sure?" Neon whispered to the figure.

"Will he be happier if you're here instead of me?"

The figure shaked her head and said softly, "Neon, why don't you ask him? Maybe he know."

Neon was afraid to hear Kurei's answer. Then she looked at the figure.

"If I'm gone, please take care of Kurei-sama." Neon asked. "Please, Kurenai."

Kurenai nodded her head. But she hoped that Kurei would teasured Neon as she saw how much Neon loved him. She had to choose to stay in Neon's body or remained as a fire angel into Kurei's body.

But the final choice was Kurei's answer. Because Kurei would chose the one who would stayed....

Will it be her or his beloved Kurenai?

It will be Kurenai...his love

I love you, Kurei. Even though you disliked me.

Sayonara...my love.

Yu's words:

It will continue in (Will it be too late? partII) Please email me at yoyo_zyz@hotmail.com for giving comments. Thanx ^_^