I'm back! I know it's been a long time since I last updated and I'm sorry bout that! I've been so busy with my schoolwork and my B/F (hehe) but that's a different story! Well I'm back and I have decided that phoenix is going to be with Jason in this one! Thanks Amanda!
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*Last time: Adam picked me up and carried me to his room.
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I realized that I was placed on a couch and looked up at Adam, who was only smirking at me with what I use to love, but despise now. I glared at him, got off the couch, and got into his face "what the hell do you think you're doing?" I yelled angrily at Adam. He only smirked and then suddenly pulled me close to him and was crushing his lips to mine. I shoved him off me and slapped him in the face then ran to the door, but was stopped by Adam's strong arms wrapping around me and pushing me to the couch, making me fall on it. Adam took advantage of this and jumped on top of me tearing at my clothes, with me pounding, slapping, and pleading with him to stop but he didn't. I yelled at the top of my lungs, hoping that someone would hear me, and thank god Jeff and Matt were going by the room or else Adam would have gone further with me, which I didn't want. Jeff and Matt broke the door down then Jeff came and pulled Adam off me and threw him to Matt, while he came over to me. I
heard Adam grunt in pain and turned back around to see Matt cussing in his face, beating the shit out of him, and spit in his face before he followed me and Jeff. I was too tried from crying and struggling with Adam that I fell asleep in Jeff's arms while he carried me to my room and laid me down on the couch. I heard Jeff telling Jason what had happened and then heard cussing and shouting from Jason as he tried to get past Jeff to go beat the shit out of Adam, but Jeff told him that Matt took care of that.
I woke up 30 min after Jeff and Matt left and saw Jason watching me with a worried look on his face and I thought I saw a flicker of something. 'Was that love I saw in his eyes?' I thought to myself as I watched Jason get up and come over to me, but shook the feeling away when he said hey. I smiled up at him "please tell me that didn't just happen" I pleaded with Jay, but the look of anger and worry for me was enough to tell me that it did happen and I wasn't just dreaming of it. I broke down into tears and felt Jay's arms wrap around me protectively and whispered soothing words in my ear. I calmed down a little and after all that had happened I felt save and secure with Jay, like nothing could harm me when I was with him. I looked up at Jay " thanks" I simply said before I leaned in and kissed him, which shocked both him and me. I pulled away quickly and started blushing, trying to come up with an excuse, but couldn't think of one. Then Jay came up behind me and wrapped his
arms around me "don't be afraid, please" Jay half pleaded half stated. I looked up at him startled and shock written on my face, but was replaced with calmness when Jay bend down and gently pressed his lips on mine in a sweet kiss.
After the kiss I sat down with Jay "why didn't you say anything before?" I asked softly "I was afraid that you would reject me and I couldn't take the pain of being rejected by you, phoenix" Jay said.
"You really live up to your name, when I'm with you all I fell is warmth and a burning feeling inside me," Jay added as he looked deeply into my eyes. I felt tears fall from my eyes and Jay wiped them away and kissed me again, but this time with a hunger that's finally able to come out. I eagerly returned the kiss with as much passion as I had been keeping inside for so long. A knock at the door brought us down from our cloud 9 and back to reality "who is it?" I asked trying to keep calm " it's me, your father" Paul said behind the closed door. I laughed a little and went to open the door to see a very pissed Paul standing there "what's wrong?" I asked, "where is that son-of-a-bitch?" Paul questioned angrily. I sat him down and told him what happened and that it's over with and not to worry so much. Paul agreed reluctantly and left after he hugged me and gave me a kiss on the forehead. I jumped slightly when I felt arms wrap around me and turned to see Jay standing there
with a smirk on his face. I glared at him and shoved him down on the floor, which I could only do and get away with. He growled lowly at me and then pounced on me, sending us both down to the floor with him on top of me. I giggled nonstop while Jay kept tickling me nonstop.
*So you guys like so far? I hope so and like I said before, I'm sorry for not updating sooner then usual, forgive me! Anyway hope u still R&R and give me some more suggestion cause I'm running out of ideas. Right now I'm just going with scratch and just going with the flow1 lol, just like me huh? Oh yeah and because of some family issues I might not be continuing with the story. I know I promised to have this done and whatever, but I might not get to keep this promise and have someone finish it for me, with my permission and stuff! Ja na!
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*Last time: Adam picked me up and carried me to his room.
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I realized that I was placed on a couch and looked up at Adam, who was only smirking at me with what I use to love, but despise now. I glared at him, got off the couch, and got into his face "what the hell do you think you're doing?" I yelled angrily at Adam. He only smirked and then suddenly pulled me close to him and was crushing his lips to mine. I shoved him off me and slapped him in the face then ran to the door, but was stopped by Adam's strong arms wrapping around me and pushing me to the couch, making me fall on it. Adam took advantage of this and jumped on top of me tearing at my clothes, with me pounding, slapping, and pleading with him to stop but he didn't. I yelled at the top of my lungs, hoping that someone would hear me, and thank god Jeff and Matt were going by the room or else Adam would have gone further with me, which I didn't want. Jeff and Matt broke the door down then Jeff came and pulled Adam off me and threw him to Matt, while he came over to me. I
heard Adam grunt in pain and turned back around to see Matt cussing in his face, beating the shit out of him, and spit in his face before he followed me and Jeff. I was too tried from crying and struggling with Adam that I fell asleep in Jeff's arms while he carried me to my room and laid me down on the couch. I heard Jeff telling Jason what had happened and then heard cussing and shouting from Jason as he tried to get past Jeff to go beat the shit out of Adam, but Jeff told him that Matt took care of that.
I woke up 30 min after Jeff and Matt left and saw Jason watching me with a worried look on his face and I thought I saw a flicker of something. 'Was that love I saw in his eyes?' I thought to myself as I watched Jason get up and come over to me, but shook the feeling away when he said hey. I smiled up at him "please tell me that didn't just happen" I pleaded with Jay, but the look of anger and worry for me was enough to tell me that it did happen and I wasn't just dreaming of it. I broke down into tears and felt Jay's arms wrap around me protectively and whispered soothing words in my ear. I calmed down a little and after all that had happened I felt save and secure with Jay, like nothing could harm me when I was with him. I looked up at Jay " thanks" I simply said before I leaned in and kissed him, which shocked both him and me. I pulled away quickly and started blushing, trying to come up with an excuse, but couldn't think of one. Then Jay came up behind me and wrapped his
arms around me "don't be afraid, please" Jay half pleaded half stated. I looked up at him startled and shock written on my face, but was replaced with calmness when Jay bend down and gently pressed his lips on mine in a sweet kiss.
After the kiss I sat down with Jay "why didn't you say anything before?" I asked softly "I was afraid that you would reject me and I couldn't take the pain of being rejected by you, phoenix" Jay said.
"You really live up to your name, when I'm with you all I fell is warmth and a burning feeling inside me," Jay added as he looked deeply into my eyes. I felt tears fall from my eyes and Jay wiped them away and kissed me again, but this time with a hunger that's finally able to come out. I eagerly returned the kiss with as much passion as I had been keeping inside for so long. A knock at the door brought us down from our cloud 9 and back to reality "who is it?" I asked trying to keep calm " it's me, your father" Paul said behind the closed door. I laughed a little and went to open the door to see a very pissed Paul standing there "what's wrong?" I asked, "where is that son-of-a-bitch?" Paul questioned angrily. I sat him down and told him what happened and that it's over with and not to worry so much. Paul agreed reluctantly and left after he hugged me and gave me a kiss on the forehead. I jumped slightly when I felt arms wrap around me and turned to see Jay standing there
with a smirk on his face. I glared at him and shoved him down on the floor, which I could only do and get away with. He growled lowly at me and then pounced on me, sending us both down to the floor with him on top of me. I giggled nonstop while Jay kept tickling me nonstop.
*So you guys like so far? I hope so and like I said before, I'm sorry for not updating sooner then usual, forgive me! Anyway hope u still R&R and give me some more suggestion cause I'm running out of ideas. Right now I'm just going with scratch and just going with the flow1 lol, just like me huh? Oh yeah and because of some family issues I might not be continuing with the story. I know I promised to have this done and whatever, but I might not get to keep this promise and have someone finish it for me, with my permission and stuff! Ja na!