Logan woke up in one swift movement . He sniff the air and listen carefully .

He could hear big echoes of snores coming from around the mansion but there was one sound

That was different . And it was coming from Sorcha's room .

He could hear the creaking noise of a window being opened and heard the wind breeze blowing

In her room .

He knew that she didn't just opened a window to let out – 20degree cold wind and ' get some fresh

Air ' . So he took his jumper and headed to Sorcha's room .

Sure enough he couldn't hear her heart beat or her normal breathing .

Logan quietly went outside , in case if he woke anybody up and disturb their sweet dreams .

The air was chilly . And Him only wearing a tee-shirt and a jumper didn't help either .

He could smell his scent , a sweet smelling scent that is . And follow her trail leading to

The dark forest .

After 10 minuets of going around in circle and occasionally into a deep icy hole , he finally saw her .

She was staring at the silver moon which appear to be very big as if it was about to touch the earth .

She knew that he was there thought but she didn't move or say anything .

Logan quietly walked and sat beside her on a tree stump .

" So . Are you going to change into a wolf as well ? " he asked after few minuets of rubbing his hands

together .

" Here . " Sorcha took his hands in hers . It was comfortably warm despite the chilling cold and she

wasn't wearing a glove .

" So what are you doing here ? at night ? "

He stared at the moon . It was incredibly large .

He pointed to the moon . " I never seem moon that big before . It looks like it was about to

Explode from the size . "

Sorcha giggled softly . " It's only illusion . The real moon is not that big , ya know . "

She suddenly fix her attention to a tree log in front of her .

" Oh . So you got a short attention span too ? "

She shot him a look .

" Ever have nightmare , Logan ? " her tone was vicious .

" Yeah . All the time . "

" What about ? "

" Stuff . " he refused to answer in this one .

" I always have nightmare . But when I wake up I can't remember any of it . Funny eh ? " Sorcha said .

Logan only looked at her and his hands which was in Sorcha's .

" Even thought I don't really know what my nightmare was about I could always feel it in daytime .

The feeling of your thought being haunted and watched . That dark shadow that always follow you

Everywhere . " She shook her head slowly . " What am I saying . You won't understand . Nobody

Understand . "

Her usually bright sparkling eyes seem to dim slowly , losing the spark in the depth of it .

Logan saw this and his heart began to chill as if someone with icy hand slowly squeezing it .

Sorcha saw Logan's look and smiled at him . " Don't worry about me . I 'll be better tomorrow . "

Sorcha somehow was amazed in her own words . " Worry ? " she said in whisper .

" Nobody worry about me or cared in that matter . What am I saying . I 'm dillusioning ."

Logan didn't say anything . There was a lot that he wanted to say but he couldn't get them out .

So he only watched the cloudless sky and the Super big Moon .

" When it comes out does it hurt ? " Sorcha rubbed Logan's knuckle slowly while inspecting it

in great interest .

" All the time . "

" Sorry if I kick your ass too hard . " Sorcha giggled softly while receiving a vicious glance from

Logan .

" I was easy on you . " Logan smiled back at her .

" Oh yeah ? No wonder I could beat you easily . Next time we should have a real one . "

" Yeah but I feel kinda sorry for all the students who took a bet on me . They suffer great loss . "

Both laughed in unison .

" Haven't you ever wander what your past life was about ? " Logan asked quietly after they were

sitting in silence for a while .

" No . It hurt to much . Have you ? "

" I spend a year searching in Canada trying to find my past life but all I know was that I was

a god damn fucking GuineaPig . " Logan yanked his hands from Sorcha's in torment furry and

stood up and took his anger out on the nearest tree .

Sorcha took a deep breath and seem to be thinking hard . She keep glancing at Logan and the

Ground , Logan and the ground as if there was a lot that troubles her .

" I could .. " she said in hesitation . " I could show it to you . If you want . "

Logan stopped vandalizing the tree and stared at her mutely .

" What ! " He barked loudly . His expression was mixture of anger and amazement .

" Yeah.. If you want . But listen to me . Even thought you know about your past will it help

you right now ? What happen that you just know all the terrible things that you will never

want to know ? What happen that if you knew it that you will become more bitter and

self loathing . I don't know … " she trailed into a mumble .

The showers of question left Logan standing still in his spot . After a while he realised

That it was really really cold so he sat next to Sorcha who took his hand in hers .

" Ok . Show me my past . Please , Sorcha . Professor Xavier couldn't even do it .

But now since you are probably the world most powerful telepath you could do something

About it . " Logan look into Sorcha's eye which was brighter and there was hope and light

In her eyes but her face looks very tired and she seems to look older than before .

" Alright Logan . I will do it for you . " she nodded in agreement .

Logan and Sorcha both close their eyes together . In the middle of the forest with his

Super hearing ability he could hear every slightest movement of night creature and even

The heartbeat of the forest itself . He became part of the nature . Calm and peaceful .

The images of memory slowly appear before his eyes as if he was in that moment as

Well . The first flood of the memory was when he was just a boy . Playing in the

Playground and being bullied . They push him hard to the concrete ground .

With bleeding knee he cried and cried but once they were gone and calling him a wusies

The blood stop flowing and the wound heal by itselfs . The present Logan was there ,

Standing right beside himself when he was young and wander how he came soo far .

The present Logan also make a mental note of the bulliers incase if he met them someday

And wanted a revenge from his childhood lives . It was unlikely but hey it was worth a shot .

Then there was a fast current of memories . It was too fast to grasp but at the same time he

Could feel and see it in depth with bitter and sweetness .

The last thing he saw was a women . She was pretty in her wedding dress and there was

A man beside her . Logan didn't recognize him for a second but when the groom turned

Around and gave his newly wife a kiss and the joy in his eyes was clearly visible , Logan

Knew that he was looking at himself .

The images slowly disappear and dissolve before he could fully grasp it and take it to

His heart .

He must have been sitting in the cold for a long time because when he open his eyes he

Realize that his arm already gone numb despite a warm gentle fire in front of him .

He looks around but couldn't find Sorcha anywhere .

He was flooded with emotion he couldn't really control . For the first time in his life he

Knew that once before they turn him into a wolverine he had a real life , a normal life .

He wanted to rip off all the scientist's head who did this to him , to make him into a monster

And wiped out his entire past .

But despite the confusing clash between his emotion , he found himself letting a silent tear that

Froze instantly and shatter into hundreds sparkling pieces .