Disclaimer: I do not own Buffy the Vampire Slayer. There is not real
hinting at who the couple is but whom I wrote them as, is Willow and Spike.
I do not own Complicated. That belongs to Carolyn Dawn Johnson, and who
ever else own the rights to it.
DEAD-ication: To Shar for reading this for me a few months back.
Complicated
HIS P.O.V.
*~*~*~*~*
So scared that the way that I feel
Is written all over my face
When you walk into the room
I want to find a hiding place
*~*~*~*~*
Should I tell her? Every time I think about doing it… all the time's I was rejected come flying back at me… I know she'd never do those things to me but I can't help it.
*~*~*~*~*
We used to laugh, we used to hug
The way that old friends do
But now a smile and a touch of your hand
Just makes me come unglued
*~*~*~*~*
She's my friend. How can I tell her this? We're close, closer then close. So close we know each other inside out… well except for this…
*~*~*~*~*
Such a contradiction, should I lie or tell the truth
Is it fact or fiction, oh the way I feel for you
*~*~*~*~*
I can't tell her, I can't lose her friendship, but can I gain her love?
*~*~*~*~*
So complicated...so frustrating
I want to hold you close, I want to push you away
I want to make you go, I want to make you stay
Should I say it...should I tell you how I feel
I want you to know, but then again I don't
It's so complicated
*~*~*~*~*
She's got a date tonight. And all I wanna do is hold her tight, and never let her leave my side… but she's not mine… and were just friends.
*~*~*~*~*
Just when I think I'm under control
I think I finally got a grip
Another friend tells me that
My name is always on your lips
*~*~*~*~*
Everyone's always telling me that all she's always talking about me… but, does she love me? All I do is push her away, and hide behind my masks. So how could she love me?
*~*~*~*~*
You say I'm more than just a friend
You say I must be blind
Well I admit I've seen you watch me
From the corner of your eye
*~*~*~*~*
You say were the best of friends, but I can't handle just being friends anymore. All I wanna do is hold you. Sometimes… I catch you watching me, but is there anything behind it?
*~*~*~*~*
It's so confusing...I wish you'd just confess
But think of what I'd be losing
If your answer wasn't yes
*~*~*~*~*
If I told you and you didn't feel the same way… I'd lose everything, your friendship, and your trust. Everything I've worked so hard to form over the last two years. Can I take that risk?
*~*~*~*~*
So complicated...so frustrating
I want to hold you close, I want to push you away
I want to make you go, I want to make you stay
Should I say it...should I tell you how I feel
I want you to know, but then again I don't
It's so complicated
*~*~*~*~*
If I told her would she leave me? If her answer wasn't yes, would she still be friends. I don't think I could live without her in my life anymore. Or would it be worse… would she laugh in my face? No… she's too good to do that, but still…
*~*~*~*~*
So complicated...oh, I hate it
Cause I've waited so long for someone like you
Oh, what do I do
Should I say it...should I tell you how I feel
Oh, I want you to know, but then again, I don't
So complicated
*~*~*~*~*
I can't tell her, I'd rather love her from afar, than have her know and not feel the same.
The-End
DEAD-ication: To Shar for reading this for me a few months back.
Complicated
HIS P.O.V.
*~*~*~*~*
So scared that the way that I feel
Is written all over my face
When you walk into the room
I want to find a hiding place
*~*~*~*~*
Should I tell her? Every time I think about doing it… all the time's I was rejected come flying back at me… I know she'd never do those things to me but I can't help it.
*~*~*~*~*
We used to laugh, we used to hug
The way that old friends do
But now a smile and a touch of your hand
Just makes me come unglued
*~*~*~*~*
She's my friend. How can I tell her this? We're close, closer then close. So close we know each other inside out… well except for this…
*~*~*~*~*
Such a contradiction, should I lie or tell the truth
Is it fact or fiction, oh the way I feel for you
*~*~*~*~*
I can't tell her, I can't lose her friendship, but can I gain her love?
*~*~*~*~*
So complicated...so frustrating
I want to hold you close, I want to push you away
I want to make you go, I want to make you stay
Should I say it...should I tell you how I feel
I want you to know, but then again I don't
It's so complicated
*~*~*~*~*
She's got a date tonight. And all I wanna do is hold her tight, and never let her leave my side… but she's not mine… and were just friends.
*~*~*~*~*
Just when I think I'm under control
I think I finally got a grip
Another friend tells me that
My name is always on your lips
*~*~*~*~*
Everyone's always telling me that all she's always talking about me… but, does she love me? All I do is push her away, and hide behind my masks. So how could she love me?
*~*~*~*~*
You say I'm more than just a friend
You say I must be blind
Well I admit I've seen you watch me
From the corner of your eye
*~*~*~*~*
You say were the best of friends, but I can't handle just being friends anymore. All I wanna do is hold you. Sometimes… I catch you watching me, but is there anything behind it?
*~*~*~*~*
It's so confusing...I wish you'd just confess
But think of what I'd be losing
If your answer wasn't yes
*~*~*~*~*
If I told you and you didn't feel the same way… I'd lose everything, your friendship, and your trust. Everything I've worked so hard to form over the last two years. Can I take that risk?
*~*~*~*~*
So complicated...so frustrating
I want to hold you close, I want to push you away
I want to make you go, I want to make you stay
Should I say it...should I tell you how I feel
I want you to know, but then again I don't
It's so complicated
*~*~*~*~*
If I told her would she leave me? If her answer wasn't yes, would she still be friends. I don't think I could live without her in my life anymore. Or would it be worse… would she laugh in my face? No… she's too good to do that, but still…
*~*~*~*~*
So complicated...oh, I hate it
Cause I've waited so long for someone like you
Oh, what do I do
Should I say it...should I tell you how I feel
Oh, I want you to know, but then again, I don't
So complicated
*~*~*~*~*
I can't tell her, I'd rather love her from afar, than have her know and not feel the same.
The-End