Disclaimer: I do not own Buffy the Vampire Slayer. There is not real hinting at who the couple is but whom I wrote them as, is Willow and Spike. I do not own Don't Let Me Be The Last To Know. That belongs to Brittany Spears, and who ever else own the rights to it.

DEAD-ication: To Shar for reading this for me a few

months back.

  Complicated

HER P.O.V.

Don't Let Me Be The Last To Know

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My friends say you're so into me

And that you need me desperately

They say you say we're so complete

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Everyone told me he loved me but why didn't he? I even saw it in his eyes a couple of time, but put it down as wishful thinking. Why? Why can't he tell me?

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But I need to hear it straight from you

If you want me to believe it's true

I've been waiting for so long it hurts

I wanna hear you say the words, please

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God I can't take it anymore. I'm so afraid I'll slip up and tell him. I don't know what I'd do if he didn't love me. Mack's trying to talk me into going to La with him for a little while… I don't know yet. I can't take anymore of him loving her. Even though he say's he doesn't… but I can see it in his eyes…

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Don't, don't let me be the last to know

Don't hold back, just let it go

I need to hear you say

You need me all the way

Oh, if you love me so

Don't let me be the last to know

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Oh god. If only he'd say it. I'd never leave his side. Why can't he tell me?

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Your body language says so much

Yeah, I feel it in the way you touch

But til' you say the words it's not enough

C'mon and tell me you're in love, please

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I see it in the way he does little things for me. Like holding my coat for me while I put it on, and opening doors for me… but then again it could be just his gentleman in him showing up.

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C'mon baby, c'mon darling, ooh yeah

C'mon, let me be the one

C'mon now, oh yeah

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I think I'm gonna go with Mack. Maybe it'll be good enough to wake him up. I can't let anybody know I'm going though cause they'll try and talk me out of it…

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I need to hear you say

You love me all the way

And I don't wanna wait another day

I wanna feel the way you feel

Oh, c'mon

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So here I am writing my goodbye letters. I'll be back in a few weeks. But I can't go without letting them know that I'm fine. They'd never forgive me for that.

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Don't, just let me be the one

Don't hold back, just let it go

I need to hear you say

You need me all the way

So...baby, if you love me

Don't let me be the last to know

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Bye, I love you. I whisper in his direction as I slip out of the place I've shared with him as friends for the last year. And as the full moon shines down upon my head a single tears escapes my eyes.

The-End