Disclaimer: I do not own Buffy the Vampire Slayer. There is not real hinting at who the couple is but whom I wrote them as, is Willow and Spike. I do not own I Thought She Knew. That belongs to N'sync, and who ever else own the rights to it.

I Thought She Knew

HIS P.O.V.

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I Thought She Knew

She was my once in a lifetime

Happy ending come true

Oh, I guess I should have told her

But I thought she knew

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I thought she knew. I loved her but she never knew… how could she not know? Everyone else did. Everyone who knew us knew. But how did she not know? I guess I should have told her. Then she would have known.

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She said I took her for granted

It's the last thing I would do

Oh, I'll never understand it

'Cause I thought she knew

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She says we all took her for granted. I'll admit we did. But… No there's no excuse for us doing that to her. We should have respected her more, and we should have known better… But those are we should haves. Just like I should have told her.

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(I thought she knew)

I thought she knew my world

Revolved around her

My love light burned for her alone

But she couldn't see the flame

Only myself to blame

I should've known, I should've known

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I look at the full moon out tonight. She always loved those. I guess it had something to do with her last guy. When he left her like he did. I could have killed him. HE never knew just what a diamond in the rough she was. She was a one of a kind. But then again… I'm just as bad; cause I never told her just how special she was to me.

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A heart full of words left unspoken

Now that we're through

I tell my soul to have the silence broken

Oh I thought she knew

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All this silence kills me. The others are surviving. But me… I don't think I can. I thought she knew that I was hers and hers alone. But as always I go and screw it up. This time I should have said something though. But my insecurities of all the other times threw themselves at me, and I didn't.

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I thought she knew my world

Revolved around her

My love light burned for her alone

But she couldn't see the flame

Only myself to blame

I should've known, I should've known

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She was so special. She accepted me for me, and not the mask I put on. She saw the facades I put on. She knew that I was hurting even when I said I wasn't. Now that she's gone, out of my life… I have to let her go.



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She was my once in a lifetime

Happy ending come true

Whoa I guess I should have told her

But I thought she knew

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She's gone and it's all my fault. I should have said something when I knew… but now its too late.

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I thought she knew

I thought she knew

I thought she knew

I thought that she knew

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She's moved on left us all. She ran away in the night. Of to get married to some guy that she started hanging around with… She left me in the middle of the night to elope. Why? Why didn't she know? Why could she see me inside out, but she couldn't see my love? I should have told her, but I though she knew…

The-End