Disclaimer: CardCaptor Sakura is owned by CLAMP, ano nagkakaintindihan ba tayo? Kathleen and John is mine ok?
Author's note: I give my warmest thank you's sa mga friendzz ko si Syaoran no hime my idol, si Fireblaze ang regular e-pal ko, Atehh L. Hiiragizawa sa mga advice, si Candy and Neth-neth sa support. Kung may nakalimutan me, thank you po.
And to DARYL, sana matauhan ka na, na hindi ka na mahal ni Kath ok?!! Sayang wala kang internet para mabasa mo toh!!! tsaka nandito naman ako ah!! unfair ka!!!
Please read and review!!! Enjoy!!
Don't look at me with that smile
Chapter 1
Love left for me
(Author's note: John and Kathleen are new students from US clear na po? And grade 9 po sila d2, meaning 15 yrs old cla. John and Kathleen transferred in Tomoeda when they are in gade 8, and for Eriol, he just transferred this present year.)
"I can't believe that we have to pass that stupid project! It's just a waste of time! Well, I better go to the park
to relax." the raven-haired lass said.
The park was about half-mile away from school, and the cool breeze made the walk pleasant. The park was full of Cherry Blossom trees so it is called the Sakura Park (AN: it's not the King Penguin Park ok?). She sat under the sakura tree and watched the breath-taking scenery, the sunset. She smiled as she remembered the times when she was with Sakura, the cardcaptoring days and when she played as the matchmaker of her friend and Syaoran. That place holds too many memories, the sad ones and the good ones.
And actually this is the same place where she saw John kissing another girl…
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Flashback
"Kathleen, I know that you don't love me but I just want you to know how much I care.." He was silenced by
Kathleen's soft lips. And their lips parted.
"I love you too John." Kathleen replied.
Tomoyo's eyes went wide seeing John kissing another girl, her eyes began to water and fall uncontrollably.
'Why am I crying?'
'Was it the kiss?'
'Am I jealous?'
'What?!!'
She didn't mean to eavesdrop, she just want to tell John that their partners for their Music project but when she was about to yell at him she saw Kathleen and the whole thing. Tomoyo decided to go home and let herself cry till her eyes were all sore.
End of flashback
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'I'm not in love with him, I'm not in love with him, I'm not in love with him!!!' she
repeated to herself.
'You're just making it worst Tomoyo, admit it! you love him!' her conscience demanded.
"Why does it hurt so much?! Am I that clueless?! That I didn't even notice that I had fallen in love?!" tears
flowed uncontrollably.
"Maybe, you're too dense to feel it ne Tomoyo-chan?" a male voice interrupted.
"Who are you?" her voice was cold.
"Well, its me Hiragizawa your seatmate." The voice replied.
"What do you want Eriol?!" her voice was still cold.
"I'm here because your alone, I want to keep you company." He looked at her straight in the eyes, his eyes
was full of concern.
He sat beside Tomoyo.
"You don't have to do that, I'm fine." Her voice was calm now.
"No, you're not fine! stop pretending Daidouji, I know that behind that mask of yours, you're suffering." he
said.
"How can you tell that?! were not that close, your just my seatmate!!" she almost yell.
"Of course, I'm just your seatmate, but for me you are my friend. Your eyes show it all, Trevore might not
see the spark of the night's tears but I do."
"Trevore? What about him?" she narrowed her eyes.
"You love him." it was a statement not a question.
"How did you know?" she turned her back from him.
"Because I know." he said in a mysterious voice. "But don't worry I wont tell him, just remember I'll wait even
if it took me forever, I'll wait I promise."
"Sure, you always say that you'll wait but I really don't understand what you mean." She rolled her eyes.
"I gotta go, its getting dark." she stand up.
"Wait, I'll walk you home." he said.
"Thank you for walking me home and keeping me company, it really helped a lot." She gave him her warmest
smile.
"Its nothing, but just one favor."
"And whats that?" her brow arched.
"Smile for me. Sayonara!" he waved his hand.
"Weird." She rolled her eyes.
She stared infront of the mirror, she forced herself to smile to cover up the pain but everytime she did that tears fall on her eyes. She touched the picture of John and her smiling.
Friend…
'that's what I am to him…'
Love…
'that's what I feel for him…'
'but cannot be returned…'
"Oh I hate, yes I hate
All your lies…
I'm so scared
And I feel what I see in your eyes
(You don't feel anything)
But I hope and I dream
And I search and I pray
That you have some
Love left for me
Do you have some
Love left sor me?" she wrote in her notebook.
"Wow, I didn't know that I have a poetic side." she laughed.
"Mmm.. I'm going to put some music so that it can be a song."
"I'm going to build a group, hmm.. that's a great idea!!!" she smiled to herself.
'This is the only way to tell him how feel, not may be in words but in a song' she sighed.
"I better sleep its already nine."
"Ohayo minna-san!!!" the raven-haired lass greeted.
"Ohayo Tomoyo-san" the auburn-haired boy replied.
"Oh, good morning John." She felt her cheeks warm.
'Tomoyo don't blush! You'll ruin everything!" she scolded herself.
"Are you okay?" John asked.
"I'm fine don't worry bout me." she smiled.
"Okay."
John walked out of the classroom.
"Pheww…" she sighed.
"You better do that often, I miss that smile of yours." A baritone voice said.
She turned around and saw a smiling Eriol Hiragizawa. "Hi Eriol!"
"Thank God, your in ur genki self again." He hugged the surprised Tomoyo.
Though surprised, she hugged back. "Thank you, I didn't know you cared that much."
"I care more than that" he whispered.
"Yeah right." she giggled. "Well, I'm planning to form a band, I heard that you play piano?"
He nodded.
"Since I can play the guitar, I'll be the guitarist and the lead singer and you the pianist, is that okay with you?"
she asked.
"Sure, I think that's a great idea but what for?"
"Umm.. remember the poster outside, it says that our school needed a band for the contest, we'll be the
representative of Tomoeda high here, read it." she handed the poster.
'TO ALL STUDENTS,
We are having a contest "Band Competition". First the Elimination, the semi finals and the grand finals. If you win in the grand finals you'll be the representative of Tomoeda High for the Grand Contest. All schools here in Tomoeda will be competing in the Grand Contest. For more information please contact Mr. Terada or any of the faculty..
The Principal
"Are you sure that this is the only reason Daidouji?" he eyed her suspiciously.
"Of course." She smiled innocently.
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That's all for today! Hope you enjoy reading it! please review ha!!! Lam ko na this chappy sucks but don't worry I'll try to make it better k? jaa!!!
Author's note: I give my warmest thank you's sa mga friendzz ko si Syaoran no hime my idol, si Fireblaze ang regular e-pal ko, Atehh L. Hiiragizawa sa mga advice, si Candy and Neth-neth sa support. Kung may nakalimutan me, thank you po.
And to DARYL, sana matauhan ka na, na hindi ka na mahal ni Kath ok?!! Sayang wala kang internet para mabasa mo toh!!! tsaka nandito naman ako ah!! unfair ka!!!
Please read and review!!! Enjoy!!
Don't look at me with that smile
Chapter 1
Love left for me
(Author's note: John and Kathleen are new students from US clear na po? And grade 9 po sila d2, meaning 15 yrs old cla. John and Kathleen transferred in Tomoeda when they are in gade 8, and for Eriol, he just transferred this present year.)
"I can't believe that we have to pass that stupid project! It's just a waste of time! Well, I better go to the park
to relax." the raven-haired lass said.
The park was about half-mile away from school, and the cool breeze made the walk pleasant. The park was full of Cherry Blossom trees so it is called the Sakura Park (AN: it's not the King Penguin Park ok?). She sat under the sakura tree and watched the breath-taking scenery, the sunset. She smiled as she remembered the times when she was with Sakura, the cardcaptoring days and when she played as the matchmaker of her friend and Syaoran. That place holds too many memories, the sad ones and the good ones.
And actually this is the same place where she saw John kissing another girl…
~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~
Flashback
"Kathleen, I know that you don't love me but I just want you to know how much I care.." He was silenced by
Kathleen's soft lips. And their lips parted.
"I love you too John." Kathleen replied.
Tomoyo's eyes went wide seeing John kissing another girl, her eyes began to water and fall uncontrollably.
'Why am I crying?'
'Was it the kiss?'
'Am I jealous?'
'What?!!'
She didn't mean to eavesdrop, she just want to tell John that their partners for their Music project but when she was about to yell at him she saw Kathleen and the whole thing. Tomoyo decided to go home and let herself cry till her eyes were all sore.
End of flashback
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'I'm not in love with him, I'm not in love with him, I'm not in love with him!!!' she
repeated to herself.
'You're just making it worst Tomoyo, admit it! you love him!' her conscience demanded.
"Why does it hurt so much?! Am I that clueless?! That I didn't even notice that I had fallen in love?!" tears
flowed uncontrollably.
"Maybe, you're too dense to feel it ne Tomoyo-chan?" a male voice interrupted.
"Who are you?" her voice was cold.
"Well, its me Hiragizawa your seatmate." The voice replied.
"What do you want Eriol?!" her voice was still cold.
"I'm here because your alone, I want to keep you company." He looked at her straight in the eyes, his eyes
was full of concern.
He sat beside Tomoyo.
"You don't have to do that, I'm fine." Her voice was calm now.
"No, you're not fine! stop pretending Daidouji, I know that behind that mask of yours, you're suffering." he
said.
"How can you tell that?! were not that close, your just my seatmate!!" she almost yell.
"Of course, I'm just your seatmate, but for me you are my friend. Your eyes show it all, Trevore might not
see the spark of the night's tears but I do."
"Trevore? What about him?" she narrowed her eyes.
"You love him." it was a statement not a question.
"How did you know?" she turned her back from him.
"Because I know." he said in a mysterious voice. "But don't worry I wont tell him, just remember I'll wait even
if it took me forever, I'll wait I promise."
"Sure, you always say that you'll wait but I really don't understand what you mean." She rolled her eyes.
"I gotta go, its getting dark." she stand up.
"Wait, I'll walk you home." he said.
"Thank you for walking me home and keeping me company, it really helped a lot." She gave him her warmest
smile.
"Its nothing, but just one favor."
"And whats that?" her brow arched.
"Smile for me. Sayonara!" he waved his hand.
"Weird." She rolled her eyes.
She stared infront of the mirror, she forced herself to smile to cover up the pain but everytime she did that tears fall on her eyes. She touched the picture of John and her smiling.
Friend…
'that's what I am to him…'
Love…
'that's what I feel for him…'
'but cannot be returned…'
"Oh I hate, yes I hate
All your lies…
I'm so scared
And I feel what I see in your eyes
(You don't feel anything)
But I hope and I dream
And I search and I pray
That you have some
Love left for me
Do you have some
Love left sor me?" she wrote in her notebook.
"Wow, I didn't know that I have a poetic side." she laughed.
"Mmm.. I'm going to put some music so that it can be a song."
"I'm going to build a group, hmm.. that's a great idea!!!" she smiled to herself.
'This is the only way to tell him how feel, not may be in words but in a song' she sighed.
"I better sleep its already nine."
"Ohayo minna-san!!!" the raven-haired lass greeted.
"Ohayo Tomoyo-san" the auburn-haired boy replied.
"Oh, good morning John." She felt her cheeks warm.
'Tomoyo don't blush! You'll ruin everything!" she scolded herself.
"Are you okay?" John asked.
"I'm fine don't worry bout me." she smiled.
"Okay."
John walked out of the classroom.
"Pheww…" she sighed.
"You better do that often, I miss that smile of yours." A baritone voice said.
She turned around and saw a smiling Eriol Hiragizawa. "Hi Eriol!"
"Thank God, your in ur genki self again." He hugged the surprised Tomoyo.
Though surprised, she hugged back. "Thank you, I didn't know you cared that much."
"I care more than that" he whispered.
"Yeah right." she giggled. "Well, I'm planning to form a band, I heard that you play piano?"
He nodded.
"Since I can play the guitar, I'll be the guitarist and the lead singer and you the pianist, is that okay with you?"
she asked.
"Sure, I think that's a great idea but what for?"
"Umm.. remember the poster outside, it says that our school needed a band for the contest, we'll be the
representative of Tomoeda high here, read it." she handed the poster.
'TO ALL STUDENTS,
We are having a contest "Band Competition". First the Elimination, the semi finals and the grand finals. If you win in the grand finals you'll be the representative of Tomoeda High for the Grand Contest. All schools here in Tomoeda will be competing in the Grand Contest. For more information please contact Mr. Terada or any of the faculty..
The Principal
"Are you sure that this is the only reason Daidouji?" he eyed her suspiciously.
"Of course." She smiled innocently.
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That's all for today! Hope you enjoy reading it! please review ha!!! Lam ko na this chappy sucks but don't worry I'll try to make it better k? jaa!!!