Disclaimer: I don't own anything, especially Sailor Moon and Gundam Wing, they both belong to their respective owners.

Author's Notes: This is my first fic, so please take it easy on me. And a big thanks to all the people that reviewed, it really meant a lot to me.

This is for Sky, I thank you and consider your advise, but I'll still take into account who people vote for. But thanks all the same.

A Missing Heart

Chapter 1

"I'm worried about her, she doesn't respond to us anymore... it's like she's not there."

"Give it time Mina-chan, she'll come around." Answered Haruka giving the girl a reassuring look, not knowing whether she was saying it for the sake of the others or trying to just reassure herself, as well.

"Are you sure about that? It's been a while and she's still the same. She has this empty look to her... like she's just an empty shell with nothing inside you know," replied Makoto, her emerald green eyes showing her worry.

"Stop worrying about odango atama..... she'll come around, she knows why we did it... we did it for her sake and to remind her of her duties."

"Are you sure about that Rei?" Hotaru asked cryptically, "Are you sure we did it for her sake... for Usagi... or did we do it all for ourselves?"

The whole room was immediately silenced... each wondering the same thing. Did we do the right thing? Was all we did for Usagi... our princess... or for us?

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Usagi POV

They still wouldn't listen. They don't realize that he was... is my lifeline now. I needed him to go on. Having him taken from me like that, left me feeling numb. It was a strange sensation.

I've closed off my heart now. It's safer that way... without my heart it would all stop hurting and then no one can hurt me again. No one can get in making it, so that I can't get hurt again... ever.

They think that I'll get over it. That I'll forget him and move on and be with Mamoru again, therefore fulfilling my destiny. I think I'd rather die than do that... wait a minute I would rather die than do that.

I have nothing against Mamoru, its just that I don't love him the way you would love a lover. I love him as if he were my own brother and I know he knows this and understands, but he can't do anything about my situation.

I reached over and touched my cheeks momentarily, to brush away the uncomfortable feeling there. My hand comes back wet... I'm actually crying, I thought I was all cried out.

"Neko-chan."

I immediately wiped my tears and turn around. And I find all of them behind me. Rei, Ami, Makoto, Minako, the inners, and Haruka, Michiru, Setsuna, and Hotaru, the outers... funny... they hated each other before this happened. They couldn't even stand being in the same room and fighting together in battles and now they band together. I find it all so ironic.

"So how have you been, Usa-chan?" Minako asked quietly.

That was the stupidest question that they've asked me yet. They keep on asking me that over and over again and my answer never changes, but they still refuse to believe that I'm not alright.

I looked straight into their eyes all of them. My gaze never flinching and hard. They all immediately look away not willing to look me in the eye and to see how much I despised them all.

"Princess, please... you know we did it for you. We had to do it to ensure the future... to ensure that Crystal Tokyo will exist. Don't you want to see Chibi-Usa again?" reprimanded Setsuna.

Oh that hurt. Incredibly low of them to bring into picture my future daughter. But I have to show that I don't care... that it doesn't matter to me, so that they don't win. So I don't reply.

"Come off it odango atama!!! How heartless can you be? Don't you care about the future and what could happen to all those people if we didn't take him away..." Rei ranted and was immediately cut off by Ami.

"Rei please, we don't need this."

"No!! She needs to get it through her thick head that we had to do it... that it wasn't our fault. You know she's blaming it all on us. She thinks that we're so unfeeling and heartless for doing all this, well she's the one that's heartless only thinking about herself and her happiness with that guy..."

I tuned her all out, not caring to hear it and tears immediately came rushing down. I started walking away, barely acknowledging her screaming at me to come back. I'm surprised that none of them have made a move to catch up with me. Just goes to show how much they care.

Rei's screaming and talking bad about me might have bothered me before, but now my heart's been closed off, not caring about her, anyone, not even myself. I started running to... I don't even know where... I just started running and I ended up at... the roof of the school?

I was looking down. Thinking about my options.

What do I have left in this life? My friends don't care or understand me. My family don't know what's going on and he's not in my life anymore.

Maybe if I jump, I'll see him again. Maybe we'll be together again, somehow. That's a lot of maybes. But maybe just maybe it might happen. That the fates might be kind to me after that all I've done for this world and bring me to where he is.

I know I'm being selfish, but I can't imagine life without him. I can't go on with a facade of happiness, knowing of what I could have had, but was taken from me. All I really want is him. I don't care about being Queen and ruling Crystal Tokyo. I'll miss Chibi-Usa, but I know she'd understand.

I go over the railing and look down. All I can think about is him. His smile that was meant for only me. His dark eyes. Oh... I love him so much.

"I'll find you again my love, I promise you this."

The next morning, Tsukino Usagi was found dead having jumped off the school rooftop.

Well, what did you guys think? The ending sucked I know, but I didn't know what to do. Please, please review and keep on telling me who you guys want Usagi to be with. Anyone of the Gundam Wing guy characters will work. Suggestions are always welcome. Thanx.

~Akiko