Disclaimer: I still don't own any of these animes. Sailor Moon and Gundam Wing definitely don't belong to me even if I keep on wishing and wishing for it to happen. *sigh*
Author's Notes: This is my first fic, so take it easy on me please. This takes place after Endless Waltz. Usagi and the Gundam Pilots are 16. Milliardo and Noin are 25. Characters may be OOC, but this is fan fiction so it's all good. Sorry to all those people that wanted Milliardo with Usagi, it might not happen cause Noin and Milliardo are sorta together. *sigh and bow my head in shame* *then jumps around in joy* Thank you, thank you, thank you to everyone that reviewed!!! It totally made my day. Milliardo and Noin live together in the middle of nowhere.
A Missing Heart
Chapter 2
Noin didn't think she truly knew the meaning of boredom until that moment. She finally knew what it truly meant to be bored. And she hated it. Despised it.
She wished to do anything, absolutely anything. But no... there was nothing to do. Zechs... or Milliardo as he liked to be called now... was currently on some sort of little assignment and didn't need her help. So she was stuck here. Here in the middle of nowhere, with absolutely nothing to do.
Why was she in the middle of nowhere again? Oh yeah, because she insisted on staying with a man that everyone thought to be dead. This was the price of falling in love with such a damned complicated and supposed to be dead man.
She had totally lost all sense. Acting out of character, she looked up into the clear blue skies as she stepped out into the backyard. Please Kami... if you loved me at all. Let anything... absolutely anything happen right now.
She closed her eyes momentarily, waiting for anything. Upon opening her eyes and finding nothing different, she cursed her stupidity. This is all your fault Milliardo...
As she made a move to go back inside, she gasped in surprise at the sudden appearance of a golden light, just above their swimming pool. Out of nowhere, a girl just so happened to come out of said light and land in the pool.
Noin could only look in completely astonishment and surprise. She looked up to the sky again with a smirk on her tanned features. Thank you Kami...
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"Why?!?!" Luna yelled in rage. Her face holding a mixture of pain and anger, with tears flowing down in two steams downs her face. "How could all of you do this to her? She was... no is our princess... the one that all of you are sworn to protect. And what did you do? You drove her to kill herself... how could you live with yourselves knowing that you... all of you are the reason that this happened? How could you live with yourselves?" Luna finally ended, whispering through her tears, staring at each of the scouts through her tear-strained eyes.
Artemis not liking the condition that Luna was in came over and tried his best to comfort her. Whispering soothing words and stroking her cheek with his head. "Luna, please don't cry. You know I don't like seeing you like this. Don't blame yourself because you know its not your fault."
"Yes it is my fault. I'm her guardian and I failed her... I wasn't here for her in her time of need. I deserted her."
"Luna, you couldn't have done anything. We weren't here when this happened. We were in America with Mamoru remember. She wanted us to be there to discuss with him about the coming of Crystal Tokyo... we couldn't have done anything even if we knew about it." Artemis replied quietly.
"Luna..." Ami said hesitantly.
"NO!!! I don't want to hear anything from any of you. I don't care what kind of excuses any of you can come up with because I'm not going to hear it. All of you relayed what happened to her when you told me, and all I can see is that you drove her into committing suicide... and that's that. You cannot get yourselves out of this one." Luna cried indignantly.
"Please Luna... just listen." Michiru replied, her aquamarine eyes showing her troubled state.
"Luna, you have to understand that what we did was for the future. The future of this world. If we hadn't taken away that boy, it would have caused much damage to our future and changed it drastically." Setsuna replied calmly. "I just never saw it in the timelines that Usagi would ever resort to killing herself, that's why we couldn't have stopped it from occurring."
"How could you not have seen it from happening? You're the Guardian of Time for Kami's sake." Luna all but screamed out.
"I may be the Guardian of Time, but even I am restricted from seeing too much of the future since no one should ever have the power of knowing and seeing their own future. The future can be changed significantly by little actions and decisions that everyone makes and its because of this that the future is not set in stone." Setsuna explained.
"If you say that the future is not set in stone and can be changed quite easily... then how come none of you could have just been happy for her... for choosing that boy... for choosing a different future from what she's already seen and undoubtedly doesn't want to live ?" Luna said softly, tears already falling once more.
"But Luna..." Makoto said softly.
"How come none of you could have just been happy with her decision? Happy for her? Happy for the love that she has managed to find? Were all of you so blinded with what you wanted in life, blinded by your own selfishness that you couldn't see what she wanted. That she never wanted to rule Crystal Tokyo, she never wanted to become Sailor Moon, never wanted to be the Moon Princess, but she did it all for you... her best friends, her protectors. She did it all because she felt an obligation to all of you. She felt an obligation to protect all of you and all of the people in this world... that's why she did everything that she did. Couldn't you have just let her have this one chance of happiness? To let go of her duties... to let her start living her life the way she always wanted to? Well couldn't you?"
Silence filled the air. No one could answer... because they all knew deep down that Luna was right. They failed their princess and most importantly their best friend. Realization dawned on all of them and then suddenly cries of pain were heard followed by sobbing.
Luna looked up at the moon, tears streaming down her eyes. "Usagi-chan, I'm so sorry."
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"Who do you think she is?"
Noin looked at the golden-silver haired girl intently and shook her head. "I have no idea, but she can't be from around here. She fell out of the sky with a flash of light, for Kami's sake. I'm even willing to bet that she's not from this world."
"Not from this world?" Milliardo asked startled. He had arrived home to find a teenaged girl unconscious on their couch, soaked from head to toe, but he couldn't just believe that this girl came from another world.
"Well how else can you explain it. Have you ever seen her kind of colouring and look at her, she looks like some sort of angel..." Noin replied, her voice coming into a whisper. "So when do you think she'll wake up?"
Milliardo looked at her in surprise. "I have no idea. But she better wake up soon because we need answers." And I need to know why I feel this way for you. Why I feel like I know you and why I feel the need to protect you so.
The characters are OOC, but that's the beauty of fan fiction right? *giggles nervously* Please keep on reviewing and tell me what you think and who Usagi should be with. And again thank you to everyone that took the time to review, it meant a lot to me. I promise that the Gundam guys will be in the next chapter. I promise and besides my sister is about ready to kill me because the guys aren't here yet.
~Akiko