Chapter 2: All The Pain
Ginny woke up and knew directly where she was. Madam Pomfrey. She kept her eyes closed but listened carefully. Mum. Dad. She couldn't hear Ron but she knew he was there. Most likely sitting in a chair all quiet with a painful glimt in his eyes. And she wanted to throw up.
try to ignore the tears in their eyes
but they burn on my skin
Sick. She felt really sick. Scared. She hadn't known that being terrified included physical pain. Now she knew why the Cruciatus Curse could end with a trip to St. Mungo's. She wanted to rip herself into pieces. Anything to ease this pain. She couldn't stop the tears any longer. She cursed herself for her weakness. She cursed everybody in the room for seing her like that. And she cried.
I have nothing left
to loose
in a sea of tears
you can't recognize
anything new
Arms around her doing more harm than any cut ever had. Everything was happening too fast. The fact that things were about to change scared the shit out of her. A change is not equal with a change to the better. What if I'm left in this state of mind. Or worse. And they wont let anything happen to their precious little Ginny. That means no more blood.
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Voices asking her how she's feeling. Voices assuring her that things will get better.
all the pain
and the
bloodstains
on my pretty
white dress
the kitchenknife is
in the sink
maybe, maybe
I can wash away this mess
She couldn't deal with this right now. She begged them to give her something to make her sleep. The world became black again and she was given temporary peace.
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A/N: It was hard to write but here it is. I'll hope you enjoyed it. Thank you reviewers and readers.