Chapter 5: Braver Than Yesterday



It was summer break. Ginny lied in Hermione's bed and the both girls were asleep. Both families knew about their relaionship and took it pretty good. Ginny's family were grateful that Ginny was doing better and they knew and trusted Hermione. Ron had been the least accepting but after a fight with Ginny where she enlighthed him in some of her "past reality" and asked him if he wanted things to be that way again he went pale and turned more approving. Hermione's parents had known about her "situation" for a while now. She didn't like to keep secrets and her parets where almost a bit grateful. Being gay was something they at least could understand unlike the many wonders their daughter more and more started to see as her reality.

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it has been fine
far to long
i can feel the storm
coming along
high waves running
though my veins
lying on the floor
got to keep it sain



Ginny felt the usual satisfaction when she saw the blood streaming from the fresh cut. She closed her eyes and took a deep breath. She felt so calm. So peaceful. She was floating in a daze of pleasure when she heard a furious voice taking her down and bashing her right into reality.

"Ginny? How could you do this to me?"

Ginny lied there listening to the angry voice that slowly faded away and she was left alone. So utterly alone.

"Ginny?"

Warm arms aroud her.

Ginny sobbed against Hermione's shoulder. "I dreamt that i cut myself and you hated me and left me."

Hermione strengthened the embrace and started talking in a soft soothing voice. "I would never leave you. Of course I would be sad but that's because I don't want you to hurt. If you ever cut yourself then tell me. I will just be there for you and do my best to make you feel well."

"I don't deserve you."

"That's bullshit."

Ginny giggled a little against Hermione's neck. "If you use such harsh words I just have to believe you." She nibbled Hermione in that little special spot that she one night declared as the Ginny's picnic place. So that you never forget me completely.

"It's early and we're awake…" Ginny moved a bit lower and gave her love's chest little sweet kisses. "...and I have a great idea of how we could make time fly..."

"Oh, you have?"

"Yes… and this is in the way." Ginny pointed down at Hermione's nightdress. "Yes it's nice…mm… nice décolletage. But this has come to a point when one yard of clothing is one yard to much. So if you could sit up quickly and let me undress you." Ginny sat on top of Hermione and spoke seductively. "And as we're working on your overdressed situation we could make those briefs take the same path." Hermione obeyed and soon she was lying there again while Ginny started to explore her body that now was naked.

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That morning Ginny experienced something very new. She hadn't just felt wanted. She had felt safe enough to act seductive. Brave enough to feel sexy. Something had happened to her that morning. Something good. She just hoped it would stay that way.

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