Author: X_tremeroswellian
Email: X_tremeroswellian@yahoo.com
Disclaimer: I do not own the show, the characters, or know
anyone associated with WB. Please don't sue me, because if you
did, well, you'd be wasting your time because I'm but a poor
college
student who barely makes enough money for tuition and car
insurance and you wouldn't win much.
Spoilers: Up through Blood Brothers.
Rated: R for language, adult situations, and some sexual content.
Author's Note: Thanks to Linda for giving me feedback and the courage to actually post this story! :)
Matters of Trust (Part 2)
Liz collapsed on her bed that night. God, I'm tired,
she thought. She'd had to work until close and now she was too
exhausted to even contemplate doing any homework. She wanted to
write in her journal; wanted to record the events of the day, but
mostly she just wanted to write about how stressed out she was
starting to feel.
Then she remembered the one highlight of her day. Max had asked
her out to the movies on Saturday night. Unfortunately, it was
only Monday night. Liz sighed and blinked back involuntary tears.
Then she crawled under the covers and fell asleep.
And Liz dreamed...
Michael touched the picture of Liz Parker that was in his yearbook. Then he closed his eyes and listened for the dream orb.
Michael was walking down the hallway, following the sounds of
muffled voices. Why is she dreaming about the band room?
he wondered.
He looked in the window on the door, and he could see Liz and Max
having a conversation. He turned the door knob and stepped inside
the room, hanging back in the shadows, observing.
"This is where you told me the truth about who you
were," Liz was saying softly.
Max touched her face gently. "That was the smartest thing I
ever did."
Suddenly, tears filled her eyes.
"Liz, what is it?" Max asked in concern, drawing her
into his arms.
"I want to tell you, Max, I do, but--"
"So go ahead and tell him, Lizzie," another voice said.
Michael looked up to see who had spoken. An older man, probably
in his forties, walked towards Liz and her dream image of Max.
Liz froze at the sound of his voice.
"Liz, who is that?" Max asked quietly, his eyebrows
furrowed in confusion.
"My Uncle Charlie," she answered, voice filled with
dread. She turned to face the man, who was standing less than
five feet from her. "What are you doing here?"
"I came here to tell you that you're not good enough for Max
here," Uncle Charlie said, motioning to Max. "To tell
him that you're a little slut."
"Don't talk to her that way," Max snapped, eyes blazing
with anger. "I don't care WHO you are."
Uncle Charlie held up his hands. "I didn't come to insult
you, Mr. Evans. I came here to tell you the truth about this girl
that you think so highly of."
"How do you know my name? And what are you talking
about?" Max demanded.
"I know your name because I'm Liz's uncle." He smiled
and looked at Liz. "And I'm talking about the fact that
little Lizzie here isn't the angel that she seems."
"Uncle Charlie, go away," Liz whispered.
"I'll never go away, Lizzie," he whispered back.
"But you're right. I shouldn't have to tell him. You should.
Go ahead, Lizzie. Tell him."
Liz's eyes widened with fear. "Uncle Charlie, please just
leave now."
"You heard her. Get out of here," Max said, glaring at
him.
"Tell him, Lizzie," he pressed. "Tell him about
how you've been a little whore since you were six years
old."
Max broke his gaze from the man's face to stare at Liz.
"What's he talking about, Liz?"
"Tell him, Liz. Tell him how I used to fuck you every
night."
Liz's tears spilled over. "Max-"
Max backed away from her. "Is that true, Liz?"
She put her head in her hands and started crying.
"Max," she whispered.
"Obviously you're not who I thought you were, Liz," Max
said harshly. "Stay away from me. I never want to see you
again. I wish I had never saved you!"
"Max, no, please don't say that," she begged, grabbing
his arm.
He yanked it away from her. "Get off me, you slut!"
Liz collapsed onto the floor sobbing as Michael watched in shock.
Liz suddenly looked over at him. "Michael?"
His eyes widened and he swallowed hard. "Yeah."
"What are you doing here?"
"You're dreaming, Liz. I'm not really here. You're just
dreaming."
She stared at him and rose to her feet. "No, this is
different. You ARE here!"
"Shit," he muttered. He quickly guided himself out of
the dream orb. He sat up in bed, and flipped on the bedside lamp.
And for the first time in his entire life, Michael Guerin was so
horrified, he couldn't even think straight.
Liz sat up in bed, fear shooting through her. Oh, God. Michael knows. Oh, my God. Oh, my God. What do I do? What if he tells someone? I can't let that happen. No one can know. I have to stop him from telling anyone. Oh, God, please, don't let him tell Max. Please.
Michael spotted Liz when he rounded the corner on his way to
first period. "Shit," he muttered.
"Michael!" she shouted. He watched her push her way
through the crowd. And she did not look happy. Then she stood
directly in front of him. "We have to talk."
He looked away. "Liz-"
"Now," she added, her voice full of anger.
He nodded. "Fine." He followed her to the nearest empty
classroom. She closed the door behind them and whirled around to
face him.
"Who the hell do you think you are?" she demanded, her
eyes flashing. "How dare you go into my dreams!"
"I don't know what-"
"Cut the crap, Michael! I know you guys can go into people's
dreams. Isabel told me all about it! What I want to know is why
you went into my dream last night!"
Michael looked away. "I don't know."
"You must have had some reason. Look, I know that you hate
me, and that's fine. But what I dream about is none of your
business and I want to know why you did it!"
Michael swallowed hard, refusing to meet her eyes. "I
thought...you were acting really weird yesterday and I had to
make sure you weren't going to crack."
Liz stared at him. "You thought I was going to turn you guys
in?" she said in disbelief.
He didn't answer.
"Michael, Max saved my life! If it weren't for him, I would
be dead right now! No way would I turn you guys over to Sheriff
Valenti or anyone else, for that matter!"
"Yeah, I know that."
"But you don't trust me, do you, Michael? That's the bottom
line."
"Liz, I barely know you. Why the hell would I trust
you?" he demanded, finally meeting her eyes.
She laughed bitterly. "Funny that you should say that,
Michael, since you now know more about me than anyone else."
He looked away again. "I didn't mean to..." his voice
trailed off.
"Yeah, well, you did." She looked at the floor.
Michael lifted his gaze to her face. The anger had mostly
disappeared, and now she looked...vulnerable.
"Michael, you can't tell anyone what you saw in my dream
last night."
"That wasn't just a dream, was it?" Michael was pretty
sure it wasn't, but he had to know for sure.
"No."
There was a moment of silence. "Are you--okay?" he
asked.
"It was a long time ago."
Michael hesitated. What am I supposed to say to her? He
didn't know, but he felt like he should say something. "Does
Maria know?"
Liz looked up at him, fear in her wide brown eyes. "No,
Michael. I haven't told anyone. And you can't, either."
"Look, Liz, I don't think that I can help you...I mean, I
don't know anything about this kind of stuff...I just know that
sooner or later you're going to need someone to talk to
and--"
"Michael, promise me you won't say anything. Not to Maria,
not to Isabel, not even to Max. Especially not to Max," she
pleaded.
"Liz, what are you so afraid of? Whatever happened-whatever
your uncle did to you-it wasn't your fault. No one's going to
blame you or whatever."
"Michael, this is very personal."
"And Max telling you about us wasn't?" he asked, his
voice harsher than he'd wanted it to be.
"Max chose to tell me, Michael. You went into my dream and
found something out about my life that I never intended to tell
anyone!"
"What? You don't trust Max enough to tell him? He trusted
you."
Liz winced and Michael felt guilty. "What happened to me--it
has nothing to do with Max, or Isabel, or Maria, or you, Michael.
It doesn't affect your lives in any way. You're not in danger
because of it. Max saved my life. He told me the truth because he
had to to save you guys. That was different. No one needs to know
this."
Michael knew she was partially right. "Liz, I can guarantee
that if you told Max what happened
he would not act like you dreamed."
Liz's eyes filled with tears. "Michael, please. Promise me
you won't tell Max. This has nothing to do with him, or you. No
one's going to be hurt by me not telling."
"What about you, Liz? You're going to be hurt. You already
are," he said quietly.
"Michael, please. If you care about me or Maria even a
little, promise me you won't tell."
Michael's stomach turned and he closed his eyes briefly.
"All right. I promise."
"Thank you. That's all I ask." She looked at him and he
nodded. But Michael Guerin felt sick to his stomach for the first
time ever. He watched her go, wondering if what he had just done
was a horrendous crime all in itself.
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