^_^ It's a songfic, vash thinking about Rem(of course, the guy doesn't
think of anything else ^_^). The song is In the sand, by Anouk. If you
don'tknow the song, go download it, because it;s a very good song, and it
fits Vash very well.. Anyway, the things in italics (which probably don't
work) is the song. Bewear of baaaaaad English and eeeeevil fanfiction.net
(VOCE??? Whaddya mean, VOCE????? It's supposed to be VOICE, you stupid
computer!!!!!!)
………..-_-'
In the sand
iSo many times I've cried
When dark clouds block the sunlight
And it's raining in my heart
I'll keep my head up high/i
I look at the sun, put my sunglasses on, and smile
It's so beautiful, if only you could be here..
Then, a tear runs down my cheek, and I look surprised.
I walk away, away from them..
I sigh. There are so many things to worry about.. and so many things to cry for..
So many clouds in my heart
iSo little time to try
To find out, about the feeling
That's deep inside of you
And keeps the dream alive /i
Sometimes it's hard Rem, to live like you. I want to. Oh, I want to. All life is sacred.. the ticket to the future is always blank.. sometimes I think there rules do not count on Gunsmoke, Rem. You had hard times too, Rem. When your lover died.. did the memory kept the dream alive? Like every little bit that reminds me of you, makes me feel.. like love.. like singing.. and like I want to be you Rem, sometimes.. but it's hard
iSo remember
When you're down and out
When you're stuck in the middle
When you can't solve the riddle
Lay it down in the sand
When you can't help but shiver
Get you finger off the trigger
Lay it down in the sand /i
I try..
I close my eyes, and lay down.
The wind blows the sand all over me, and I smile
Rem..
I notice I'm still holding the silver gun..
Slowly.. I let go.. let go..
iSo many minds are torn
By overloading senses
You're breathing in and out
No second left to sigh /i
That's true.. time goes so fast.. I wish I was up there, with you Rem..
In the clouds.
But it seems I'm not done on Gunsmoke yet
There are so many people who don't want, but still need me..
Like those girls Rem
Like Nicolas
Will they cry over me when I'm with you?
I know you're happy there, with Alex but..
I still cry
Look at me, Rem I still cry
Am I selfish?
iCan you tell me why
Nobody will tell me
What they're feeling deep inside
We're all just telling lies /i
Don't lie..
But if it makes other people happy?
I lie.
I feel.. should I tell them what I feel?
Would they listen?
Sometimes, I think the only pleople who understand me, are you..
And that creep.. Legato..
He seems to see what I feel.
Although he doesn't understand
I think..
Everybody lies
No one tells what they feel
But.. I want to know Rem!
Why won't people let me help them!
Why won't they just tell me how they feel, and let me take care of them!
How come I can't?
iEvery time you wonder
Why the feeling lingers
And it's stuck inside your soul
You're crying when you smile /i
He says that.
The priest.
I have a fake smile
Who, me?
No way.
Right, Rem?
Do you think I have a fake smile too?
Yes.. I know.. you're right..
My smile is fake..
But people don't want a sad guy, they want someone who listens to them!
Can I cry, Rem?
When I'm alone?
Can I cry?
I feel myself crying, are these tears real?
You make me cry Rem, I know you never wanted that..
I'm hurting you by crying
Then, why?
Why can't I stop?
Why..
Why do these tears continue to flow?
iSo remember
When you're down and out
When you're stuck in the middle
When you can't solve the riddle
Lay it down in the sand
When you can't help but shiver
Get you finger off the trigger
Lay it down in the sand /i
I open my eyes, and look at the sun
And smile.
A real smile?
Yes, a real one.
You were right Rem, is does help..
To relax sometimes..
And to lay down, and talk to you
Even though you don't answer
iGet it out your head
Out of your hands
Lay it down
In the sand /i
I walk away, look at the sand and the sky
Thank you Rem..
'Vash! Where were you! Don't you ever realise I can by FIRED thanks to you?????'
I smile, and look at the short insurance girl
And I take her arm and walk to the town
Quietly singing, your song..
………..I don't really like this one.. I might rewrite it… anyway.. please review..
………..-_-'
In the sand
iSo many times I've cried
When dark clouds block the sunlight
And it's raining in my heart
I'll keep my head up high/i
I look at the sun, put my sunglasses on, and smile
It's so beautiful, if only you could be here..
Then, a tear runs down my cheek, and I look surprised.
I walk away, away from them..
I sigh. There are so many things to worry about.. and so many things to cry for..
So many clouds in my heart
iSo little time to try
To find out, about the feeling
That's deep inside of you
And keeps the dream alive /i
Sometimes it's hard Rem, to live like you. I want to. Oh, I want to. All life is sacred.. the ticket to the future is always blank.. sometimes I think there rules do not count on Gunsmoke, Rem. You had hard times too, Rem. When your lover died.. did the memory kept the dream alive? Like every little bit that reminds me of you, makes me feel.. like love.. like singing.. and like I want to be you Rem, sometimes.. but it's hard
iSo remember
When you're down and out
When you're stuck in the middle
When you can't solve the riddle
Lay it down in the sand
When you can't help but shiver
Get you finger off the trigger
Lay it down in the sand /i
I try..
I close my eyes, and lay down.
The wind blows the sand all over me, and I smile
Rem..
I notice I'm still holding the silver gun..
Slowly.. I let go.. let go..
iSo many minds are torn
By overloading senses
You're breathing in and out
No second left to sigh /i
That's true.. time goes so fast.. I wish I was up there, with you Rem..
In the clouds.
But it seems I'm not done on Gunsmoke yet
There are so many people who don't want, but still need me..
Like those girls Rem
Like Nicolas
Will they cry over me when I'm with you?
I know you're happy there, with Alex but..
I still cry
Look at me, Rem I still cry
Am I selfish?
iCan you tell me why
Nobody will tell me
What they're feeling deep inside
We're all just telling lies /i
Don't lie..
But if it makes other people happy?
I lie.
I feel.. should I tell them what I feel?
Would they listen?
Sometimes, I think the only pleople who understand me, are you..
And that creep.. Legato..
He seems to see what I feel.
Although he doesn't understand
I think..
Everybody lies
No one tells what they feel
But.. I want to know Rem!
Why won't people let me help them!
Why won't they just tell me how they feel, and let me take care of them!
How come I can't?
iEvery time you wonder
Why the feeling lingers
And it's stuck inside your soul
You're crying when you smile /i
He says that.
The priest.
I have a fake smile
Who, me?
No way.
Right, Rem?
Do you think I have a fake smile too?
Yes.. I know.. you're right..
My smile is fake..
But people don't want a sad guy, they want someone who listens to them!
Can I cry, Rem?
When I'm alone?
Can I cry?
I feel myself crying, are these tears real?
You make me cry Rem, I know you never wanted that..
I'm hurting you by crying
Then, why?
Why can't I stop?
Why..
Why do these tears continue to flow?
iSo remember
When you're down and out
When you're stuck in the middle
When you can't solve the riddle
Lay it down in the sand
When you can't help but shiver
Get you finger off the trigger
Lay it down in the sand /i
I open my eyes, and look at the sun
And smile.
A real smile?
Yes, a real one.
You were right Rem, is does help..
To relax sometimes..
And to lay down, and talk to you
Even though you don't answer
iGet it out your head
Out of your hands
Lay it down
In the sand /i
I walk away, look at the sand and the sky
Thank you Rem..
'Vash! Where were you! Don't you ever realise I can by FIRED thanks to you?????'
I smile, and look at the short insurance girl
And I take her arm and walk to the town
Quietly singing, your song..
………..I don't really like this one.. I might rewrite it… anyway.. please review..