Amidala has no idea why she left that short message. She has so much to say to him. If she can have it her way she would have talked and talked till the sun come out. Yet, something inside of her holds her back, refusing to yield. If she have had left that long message that she wanted, the message would have made her look desperate. Bail is basically out of her life, ever since Amidala did some 'soul searching'. Anakin has been nothing but a perfect gentleman to her. Everything that she wanted in a man, she could find in Anakin. Anakin is like her other half… no more like her better half. She has no idea what she did to deserve this gift from the force and she has no idea how to accept it. The one thing that scares Amidala more than anything is that the feeling that Anakin has for her is just a teenage boy thing. If that is the case than Amidala would be so heart broken that she would rather die than live another day. This is the reason why Amidala refuse to let Anakin in her heart. What if this love that she longs for so desperately isn't love at all, but an infatuation?
Anakin couldn't let this drag on any longer. He hoped on to the
next shuttle leaving for Naboo. He needs to talk to Amidala, face to face. The
things that he was going to say was running through his head at light speed. He
had so much to tell her. How she is mistreating him and if she does not feel
the same about him then he is willing to let go. Everything is set… Anakin is
prepared to have his heart broken. He put himself in the proper mind frame and
will not make a fool of himself. He gets off the shuttle and used his
incredible Jedi ability to jump his way towards the palace. Anakin could fly if
he wanted to, he has THAT much control over the force… oh wait, and he is the
force. When Anakin got to the palace, a handmaiden greeted him nicely and asked
him to wait for the Queen at a near by waiting area. Anakin waited there,
twirling his fingers, trying not to show any sign of weakness. "Whatever she is
going to say to you Anakin just remember," he thought to himself, "You don't
deserve to be played like this, you are a good person."
Finally Amidala arrived; she was in a very simple dress. She was, an angel.
Anakin have forgotten how much he loved her, but all the memories and desire
flooded back into his system. He was in heaven.
"You wanted to see me Ani?" Amidala's voice quivers, she can't hide how excited
she is to see him. Her knees felt like jelly when he looked straight into her
eyes and into her soul.
"Yeah, Ami." Anakin got up, mesmerized by her eyes. Everything that he had
running through his head was gone. From this point on it is all improvised…
straight from the heart. He reached out for her hand and held it tightly with
his. Leans down and kisses it gently, looks back up at her again and said,
"Ami, I love you."
"I have no idea why I love you so much." He continued, "If I have had a choice
I wouldn't be here. After you hurt me so much. But instead, I am here again,
begging for your love. I made a fool of myself once, and I am willing to do it
again if in return what I get is your love."
Amidala's eyes watered… "I love you too silly." Anakin's heart stopped. She
loves him… his angel loves him. "It was just that my ego got in the way and I
won't admit that I have fallen, fallen head over heels for you."
The lovers embraced. It feels so good to have her in his arms. The way things
are supposed to be. They pulled back, looked at each other with burning desire.
Anakin stroked her cheeks, and lifted her chin up. He planted one of the
softest and sweetest kiss on Amidala's lip, and at that moment, Amidala knew,
it can't just be a silly infatuation.