CHAPTER FOUR

CHAPTER FOUR

HITOMI'S GOOD DAY

Hitomi was sitting next to Yukari on the bus. Today was the field trip to the Shinto Shrine in Tokyo. She was lost in her own world as Yukari and Amano who was sitting across from the girls were flirting with each other. The first eighteen months after she had returned from Gaea had been bearable because she always felt Van was near her in spirit. She would always 'talk' to him through her thoughts and he was always there. Once, when she was being harassed by a boy at school and was scared and annoyed, it was through Van's prompting that she got out of the mess.

But lately she felt utterly alone. The link that had sustained her in the past was broken or gone. She worried that Van didn't love her anymore, and tried to scoff at her insecurity. The ache in her heart was immense, and as the months passed by she settled into a depression which left her too thin and very tired. Yukari tried to help her snap out of it, but Hitomi silently cried herself to sleep each night after trying to communicate with Van and failing yet again.

The bus rolled to a stop and the kids were starting to shuffle out of it when Yukari spoke up.

"We're here! I can't wait to see this place. Last year's students said it was spooky! Come on, Hitomi! Today is going to be the best day you've had in ages!" Yukari took her by the arm and strolled with Hitomi, chumming it up trying to bring a smile to Hitomi. Amano grabbed her other arm as if to say "We are the three Musketeers!"

As the three followed the line of students filing past the information center and into the Grotto, a reverent monk bowed to the students to begin the tour. Yukari and Amano soon realized how bored they were going to be. Hitomi didn't even pay attention. Her heart was broken by all counts. She just wanted to be alone and enjoy solace at the shrine. She even thought about praying to her ancestors, but she was a Buddhist.

She felt herself being dragged along by her two best friends. As the body of students filed quietly along a path into the woods and out of the Grotto, the three stayed behind to escape the crowd. Amano stopped them from going any farther. He and Yukari had conspired to find a way to get Hitomi to open up. Today was going to be that day, at a holy place. Amano led the girls to a bench to sit down in the darkly shaded woods.

"Hitomi, we've been really worried about you lately. Ever since you returned from wherever you were you haven't been the same. It's as if the old Hitomi is gone and a sad one took her place. How can we help you? You know we care about you." Yukari spoke gently.

"We are your friends, and we wanted to let you know you aren't alone. You can talk to us. Whatever you say we will believe you. No one knows how terrifying it is to face a dragon the way we do. We were there when you were spirited away with that guy with the sword who killed the dragon. PLEASE TRUST US!" Amano pleaded with her just as gently.