" how?...." , " Quistis, now listen ... I think you can make him stay here.
Don't make him leave, now I mean it. Don't underestimate yourself, you're
perfect. Don't look down at yourself.. you got to catch him. If you love
him, don't lose him. You've been blind for his emotion. He did liked you.
well... let's say till now. And he was wondering to propose to you or not.
But when Rinoa came , I think he's confused ..." Seifer was interupting the
rest of quistis's word and gave a short knock on the door,opened it and
pushed Quistis into his room.
" I told you to leave me alone Dumm moron... " said in a distrubed voice.
" well...Sorry if I disturbed you Squall...." Quistis came to his bed , bended down and whisper to his ear.
Squall opened his eyes and looked at Quistis, with a smile in his face.
'Rinoa' he thought but when he faced the fact , it was Quistis.
" huh?? now what's that smile about.... Rinoa?" said in a bit gloomy voice.
" .......... it's nice to see you.... I missed you..." he didn't really missed her but he was just making Quistis happy.
" yeah right... I know you well enough.... Wasn't that verse supposed to be spoken to someone else?" asked Quistis with her arms crossed.
" ..... You know ,and I know whom she is... ooh I'm sorry I didn't mean to be like this... Sorry..." As soon as she saw he's face changed a bit...
' damn I ruined his mood.... Quisty.. think before you act !!! ' Quistis, reminding in her mind again..
" I know what you're thinking too.... ' think before you act Quisty..' is that right??" asked Squall like nothing have had happened before.
They both gave eachother a smile. & they stared at eachother like brother and a sister. For a long time, they've been staring and smiling without any words.
Squall felt a comfort when he' s with Quistis. & that made him think that he might like her more than friends.
" I heard that you're leaving..." said Quistis
" ..... yeah...." said Squall, trying to comfort her.
" I wonder ... If you're gone what'll happen to Seifer or me or Laguna?"
"... well I guess them and you'll feel a bit lonely but, it'll be fine." said Squall.
" Can't you just stay with us?" she kneel down and looked at his pale face.
" Quistis , if I stay here they'll force me to go out. Not because I'm sick, it's because of her. Irvine might be mad about me. That Rinoa's feeling something which might just be pitty, she'll broke up with him. Just because of me. " he begged back to Quistis.
Quistis shook her head and cried.... and avoiding his eyes.
He got out of the bed and hugged her like he did to Rinoa.
' you just can't get her out of your mind..... How.... I feel so foolish... Why did I love this guy? I'm so pathetic.....' she thought and said some advices for him and left the room. While Squall was willing her to stay. That time he felt that he should not leave. He was thinking about Quistis after she left his room. The first day they met, after he broke up with Rinoa there was Quistis cheering him up. And till now they were so close.
He suddenly brust out of the room and serched for Quistis...
'Quistis... Quistis... where.... Library? ... no... she's not here.... Her room?... no....
Where the hell are you?' cried Squall.
" oops....." said Rinoa.... " hi Squall..." said Rinoa...
" where's Quistis?" asked Squall.... Rinoa looked rather upset that he wasn't looking for her. " umm.. i don't know...." " really?? ... bye... see ya..." and off he went.
' oh.... .... That room!!' he thought , and he ran into that room but before he opened the door , there was Quistis comming out and "Bang!!!" " ouch... my glass.... ah... my god what is this.... my nose.........." mourned Quistis in pain.
' Quistis?? are you alright??" with words was no longer used between them, he was holding her hand try to look where she got hurt, while Quistis was busy avoiding him.
When their eyes met.... Quistis stood still... Looking at him. He, also stopped and all of a sudden he only had her in his own gray eyes... But Quistis rejected. & said I'm fine and passed him by..
He tried to hold her but there was Rinoa watching at him. Quistis knew before Squall did. Rinoa, who was looking at Quistis with enduring anger and made Quistis avoid that moment.
" Squall...... why were you...." said Rinoa. " What did I do?" said Squall in a distrubed mood.
" Squall....... Who is the one you've misssed for a long time??" asked Rinoa her eyes glaring at him, however that was avoided from Squall.
" huh??? Rin' ..... I.... I ...... just missed this person eventhough I see her everyday.
She was generous, kind, undertanding and sweet-hearted person. And she loved me but I didn't want to feel the same for her. I.... I... w..was afraid to lose her in one sight.... But fortunately I let her go....and she got engaged to my friend, Irvine.... And now all I could do is wish her happy. " Squall was trying to smile at her but he started to feel that the tears were about to drop. He truned back and pretended to look at the navy- blue sky. Rinoa stood still and heard the truth and looked at Squall.
She wished she could hug him but she can't .... She asked another question to him...
" Squall than will you love her again?" ... Squall's dark gary eye's suddenly changed with determination and frimly said " no..... I won't..... "
Rinoa was absurbed by his answer.... and hardly said.." Is it because of Irvine?"
"No.... now..... I only have 2 year or less to live...." said Squall.
" .......... What if I broke up with Irvine?" she said sharply.
Squall truned back at her and glare at her with anger . " Don't you dare hurt my friend...
I know I hurted you before but now....Don't... pay back on me....... I beg you ... Rinoa, Irvine would be the only one for you... He may be the las...t..... oop.... urh.... " He was stimulated and tensed by replying every thing for her.... He left quickly to toliet and through - up blood again.
" Squall?? Are you there??" asked Irvine, hardly catching his breath...
Squall opened the door and sat down on the floor...
Irvine who saw he running to the toliet followed him. But the purpose of following Squall was to tell him to get away from Rinoa. Squall knew that and he said " Rinoa's not confused anymore, the person she love through all her life till now is you."
Irvine said " thank you..... " and left quickly.
Squall came out and looked for Quistis.. He had to say it. Wether she rejects it or not..
when he was about to look for her again, she was right infront of him.
" Squall you need to go back to your room and have a rest." she was looking at his face with full of worry. She quickly held his hand and pulled him to the way to his room.
Squall quietly followed her. Till he layed down to his cozy bed.
" haaa~~~ " blew his breathe and looked at Quistis.
" Can you stay with me?? " asked Squall.
" sure... why not... But not that long...... I'll stay here till you're asleep." said Quistis softly.
" Quistis..." said squall....
" I know what you were going to say that moment..... " she said quietly to his ear and glanced at him.
But she knew that word will be useless, soon or later. She was happy to know that but sad on the other hand that, he'll leave. Squall felt the same. So he remained quietly glaring at Quistis....
....... After few months Squall died.........
He was barried somewhere where, Quistis used to visit often. Seifer, who was looking after Squall during the times he lived, visited him more frequent than Quistis did.
Now both of them had to bear the pain because of his death.........Which cannot be cured ......
" I told you to leave me alone Dumm moron... " said in a distrubed voice.
" well...Sorry if I disturbed you Squall...." Quistis came to his bed , bended down and whisper to his ear.
Squall opened his eyes and looked at Quistis, with a smile in his face.
'Rinoa' he thought but when he faced the fact , it was Quistis.
" huh?? now what's that smile about.... Rinoa?" said in a bit gloomy voice.
" .......... it's nice to see you.... I missed you..." he didn't really missed her but he was just making Quistis happy.
" yeah right... I know you well enough.... Wasn't that verse supposed to be spoken to someone else?" asked Quistis with her arms crossed.
" ..... You know ,and I know whom she is... ooh I'm sorry I didn't mean to be like this... Sorry..." As soon as she saw he's face changed a bit...
' damn I ruined his mood.... Quisty.. think before you act !!! ' Quistis, reminding in her mind again..
" I know what you're thinking too.... ' think before you act Quisty..' is that right??" asked Squall like nothing have had happened before.
They both gave eachother a smile. & they stared at eachother like brother and a sister. For a long time, they've been staring and smiling without any words.
Squall felt a comfort when he' s with Quistis. & that made him think that he might like her more than friends.
" I heard that you're leaving..." said Quistis
" ..... yeah...." said Squall, trying to comfort her.
" I wonder ... If you're gone what'll happen to Seifer or me or Laguna?"
"... well I guess them and you'll feel a bit lonely but, it'll be fine." said Squall.
" Can't you just stay with us?" she kneel down and looked at his pale face.
" Quistis , if I stay here they'll force me to go out. Not because I'm sick, it's because of her. Irvine might be mad about me. That Rinoa's feeling something which might just be pitty, she'll broke up with him. Just because of me. " he begged back to Quistis.
Quistis shook her head and cried.... and avoiding his eyes.
He got out of the bed and hugged her like he did to Rinoa.
' you just can't get her out of your mind..... How.... I feel so foolish... Why did I love this guy? I'm so pathetic.....' she thought and said some advices for him and left the room. While Squall was willing her to stay. That time he felt that he should not leave. He was thinking about Quistis after she left his room. The first day they met, after he broke up with Rinoa there was Quistis cheering him up. And till now they were so close.
He suddenly brust out of the room and serched for Quistis...
'Quistis... Quistis... where.... Library? ... no... she's not here.... Her room?... no....
Where the hell are you?' cried Squall.
" oops....." said Rinoa.... " hi Squall..." said Rinoa...
" where's Quistis?" asked Squall.... Rinoa looked rather upset that he wasn't looking for her. " umm.. i don't know...." " really?? ... bye... see ya..." and off he went.
' oh.... .... That room!!' he thought , and he ran into that room but before he opened the door , there was Quistis comming out and "Bang!!!" " ouch... my glass.... ah... my god what is this.... my nose.........." mourned Quistis in pain.
' Quistis?? are you alright??" with words was no longer used between them, he was holding her hand try to look where she got hurt, while Quistis was busy avoiding him.
When their eyes met.... Quistis stood still... Looking at him. He, also stopped and all of a sudden he only had her in his own gray eyes... But Quistis rejected. & said I'm fine and passed him by..
He tried to hold her but there was Rinoa watching at him. Quistis knew before Squall did. Rinoa, who was looking at Quistis with enduring anger and made Quistis avoid that moment.
" Squall...... why were you...." said Rinoa. " What did I do?" said Squall in a distrubed mood.
" Squall....... Who is the one you've misssed for a long time??" asked Rinoa her eyes glaring at him, however that was avoided from Squall.
" huh??? Rin' ..... I.... I ...... just missed this person eventhough I see her everyday.
She was generous, kind, undertanding and sweet-hearted person. And she loved me but I didn't want to feel the same for her. I.... I... w..was afraid to lose her in one sight.... But fortunately I let her go....and she got engaged to my friend, Irvine.... And now all I could do is wish her happy. " Squall was trying to smile at her but he started to feel that the tears were about to drop. He truned back and pretended to look at the navy- blue sky. Rinoa stood still and heard the truth and looked at Squall.
She wished she could hug him but she can't .... She asked another question to him...
" Squall than will you love her again?" ... Squall's dark gary eye's suddenly changed with determination and frimly said " no..... I won't..... "
Rinoa was absurbed by his answer.... and hardly said.." Is it because of Irvine?"
"No.... now..... I only have 2 year or less to live...." said Squall.
" .......... What if I broke up with Irvine?" she said sharply.
Squall truned back at her and glare at her with anger . " Don't you dare hurt my friend...
I know I hurted you before but now....Don't... pay back on me....... I beg you ... Rinoa, Irvine would be the only one for you... He may be the las...t..... oop.... urh.... " He was stimulated and tensed by replying every thing for her.... He left quickly to toliet and through - up blood again.
" Squall?? Are you there??" asked Irvine, hardly catching his breath...
Squall opened the door and sat down on the floor...
Irvine who saw he running to the toliet followed him. But the purpose of following Squall was to tell him to get away from Rinoa. Squall knew that and he said " Rinoa's not confused anymore, the person she love through all her life till now is you."
Irvine said " thank you..... " and left quickly.
Squall came out and looked for Quistis.. He had to say it. Wether she rejects it or not..
when he was about to look for her again, she was right infront of him.
" Squall you need to go back to your room and have a rest." she was looking at his face with full of worry. She quickly held his hand and pulled him to the way to his room.
Squall quietly followed her. Till he layed down to his cozy bed.
" haaa~~~ " blew his breathe and looked at Quistis.
" Can you stay with me?? " asked Squall.
" sure... why not... But not that long...... I'll stay here till you're asleep." said Quistis softly.
" Quistis..." said squall....
" I know what you were going to say that moment..... " she said quietly to his ear and glanced at him.
But she knew that word will be useless, soon or later. She was happy to know that but sad on the other hand that, he'll leave. Squall felt the same. So he remained quietly glaring at Quistis....
....... After few months Squall died.........
He was barried somewhere where, Quistis used to visit often. Seifer, who was looking after Squall during the times he lived, visited him more frequent than Quistis did.
Now both of them had to bear the pain because of his death.........Which cannot be cured ......