~If You Only Knew~

All the pain I've seen.
all the blood on my hands.
all the nightmares that plague my sleep.
all the darkness that invokes me to do the things I do.

None of it matters when I look at you.

You say I'm heartless, but if you only knew.

You don't know how much it hurts when you say I care only for myself.

If you only knew, how much thats not true.

Anyone I've ever cared for ends up betraying me, so I keep my feelings locked away.

If you only knew, how much I feel for you.

No matter how much I fought against it, I beginning to care for you.

Yet I don't say a word.

You don't know how much it hurts to see you happy with that weakling mate of yours.

How much it breaks my heart to see you kiss him.

Yet I act like I could care less.

You don't know how much it hurts to get close to you, but not be able to hold you in my arms

Yet act like I don't love you.

oh if you only knew.