My first…um..normal fic. I either write diary entry or poetry. My first normal fic so please excuse me if there were any errors. I know I'm really bad at grammar…but please bear with me. English is not my first language. So…I'm not good at summary but S+S forever. Syaoran and Sakura love eachother but they keep space between them. Why? Moreover, there is a person after Sakura. Can Syaoran ever confess his feeling for Sakura? Read and review…and please do remember to rewiew or I might get bore and depress…and can't write the next chapter. Ok.enough talk..On with the story…who with me? Yeah..You…^-^ Let's go.
Disclaimer: Duh…I don't own CCS. Never did..Never will…*cry* I wish I own Syaoran…Oops…did I said that outloud???
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Thought= '…'
Speaking= "…"
Author note= (…) not much though…so don't worry. ^-^
ALWAYS AND FOREVER
CHAPTER 1
Slash. Slash. That is the sound of Li Syaoran's sword slashing around his apartment. He is still training eventhough it had been 6 years since all the clow cards had turn into the Sakura cards. He moves around his apartment, slashing, kicking and punching. The sweat soaks his hair and shirt. Slash. Thud. (That doesn't sounded right) The sofa had been slashed into two.
"Great that is the third time" Syaoran said.
"Why can't I concentrated on my stupid training". "Two hours a day. That is not a lot, but why can't I concentrate and get this over with?"
'Do you have to ask Li Syaoran?' "Oh, here it is again…the feature leader of the Li clan talking to himself." "Life is good," he said sarcastically.
"Shut up! I do not want to talk to myself," he yells out and quickly turn around and what greeted him make him fall into a trance.
There it was a picture frame with green hem and cheery blossom engraving to it. Inside the frame was no other than a pic of Sakura Kinomoto smiling one of her charming and heart warming smile. The smile that makes the great Li Syaoran melted, acted like a fool and blush a thousand shade of red. Strange enough, Syaoran did not seem happy when he looked at the picture; instead, there is a painful and sad expression on his face. "Sakura! Why?" he whisper to himself.
Flash back
3 years ago…
The sky was orange, the wind blow slowly and caressing 2 figures standing under the Sakura tree. The young boy quietly stammer out the words…
"Sakura-san…Sakura-chan…I…I bet you have wonder why I always…blush around you and why I'm still here after all the cards had been captured? Well…it is mostly…because…. I…I…I wantedtobenearyouseeyourhappysmileandprotectyoufor…. for…for I love you Sakura-chan" the young boy we know as Li Syaoran spoke.
He shut his eyes tightly and his face completely facing the ground. He was blushing heavily, he clenched his fist tight and biting his lower lip ingnoring the pain and salty blood that start to make it way out of the broken skin.
The emeral-eyed girl was shocked. She never expected that. She looks at Syaoran closely as if he was sick.
"Are you sick, Syaoran-kun?" she asked.
Right away Syaoran knew that she doesn't love him like he loves her because if she did, her answer won't be a question. Slowly he looks up at her. Tears fill his amber eyes and threaten to fall out.
He gave her one weak and painful smile before saying "I understand completely" then run off in his record speed, leaving behind a bewilderd Sakura.
End flashback
'Since then, it is Sakura turn to act all weird around me. I don't know what it is but she seemed to change some how. Her relationship with me changes. We were not as close as we are before but we still friends. I'm so glad Sakura and I can still be friend. Only a Baka like me couldn't tell that Sakura doesn't love me and almost ruin our friendship over a stupid confession.' Syaoran thought while looking at the picture of his beloved.
He gave a picture a weak smile, then said, "I still love you, Sakura…and I swear I'll never take a risk like that again."
Slowly he walks to his bathroom for a shower and get ready for school……
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"HOE!!!" Sakura scream.
Yep, It is just another usual day at the Kinomoto resident.
"I'm late, I'm late, why didn't you wake me up sooner Kero-chan?" Sakura said while combing her hair and changing her clothes.
A yellow lion-like stuff animal was floating and said "I did Sakura, I try a million time but you are still in your dream land. By the way…why did you yell out the gaki name in your sleep?"
Sakura stops dead in her track. She seems to be space out.
Flash back
Sakura's P.O.V
" I love you, Sakura-chan" Li Syaoran said.
What the…did he just said he loved me? He loves me? Is he sick? I…. I…what am I going to say? Do I love him? No. No…that wasn't it…I…I.
"Are you sick, Syaoran-kun?" Heck no. Why did I ask him that? Baka, baka…Sakura you are such a baka. . Slowly he looks up at me. Tears fill his amber eyes and threaten to fall out.
OH, my god…Was that tears in his eyes I saw? He cry…I never saw him cry before not even for physical pain or sorrow, but now he is crying because of something I say. He gave me one weak and painful smile before saying "I understand completely" …Understand? You understand what? I didn't even say anything yet. Then he ran of with his ever so famous record speed.
Wait! Don't go! I…
End flashback
Normal P.O.V
'Syaoran-kun, I know now…I love you Syaoran-kun. It takes me too long to realize. I don't know if you still love me or not Syaoran-kun but now I'm sure that I love you.' Sakura thought.
"Uh…'you planning to go to school today, Sakura-Chan?" Kero say.
That snaps Sakura out of her trance. One glance at the watch and… "HOE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I'm going to be so late"
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Slad. Slam. That is the sound of the classroom's door open and close. Sakura quickly run to her sit. A girl with waist length hair greeted her.
"Ohayo, Sakura-chan! You make it just by the last minute".
"Ohayo, Tomoyo-chan. Whew, I'm so tired" Sakura said while taking off her hat.
Just then Syaoran walk in and the teacher followed.
"Ohayo, Syaoran-kun" Sakura said and flash him her 100 watt smile.
Syaoran blush like crazy but still manage to choke out the greeting "Ohayo, Sakura-san". Quickly he gets to the desk infront of her and sat down. Yep, now it is Syaoran turn to sit infront of Sakura. Sakura look at the back of his head and lost in her thought. She still doesn't understand why Syaoran always come to class just in the right time, never early, never late. He used to be so early before, 30 minute early at least, but now… He had been doing that for the last 2 years it is like he is trying to avoid someone.
"Miss Kinomoto…Sakura-san…Sakura…are you with us?" The teacher says snapping Sakura out of her thought.
She blush when she realize the whole class' attention was on her. "Sorry senshi, that won't happen again" She quickly said.
"Glad to have you back with us Ms. Kinomoto…and yes, I would really appreciated it if you would not space out again." The teacher said then get back to teaching the class. She slowly sits down. Syaoran was looking at her in the way of saying 'Are you alright?' but when her eyes caught his, he blush a strange shade of red and quickly turn around. Sakura looks at him strangely, 'why?' she thought.
Syaoran mentally kick himself for being a fool but then, he always acted like a fool around Sakura.
'I'm sorry...I really care for you Sakura-san…but I don't want you to get the idea that I still love you.' Syaoran thought bitterly.
The day ended quickly. Syaoran, Sakura and Tomoyo had the same last period and the subject is what Sakura hate and Syaoran good at…-math-. The class is silently doing their work when –ding-dong. Ah…the bell's sound indicating that the day of study is over. The quiet class quickly filled with laughter and talking. Sakura looks down to pack her stuff. When she looks up, Syaoran was gone.
'Like always…' she thought sadly. Tomoyo looks at her worriely.
"Are you all right, Sakura-chan?" she said.
Sakura put on a fake smile and said, "I'm fine, Tomoyo-chan."
"Ok." Tomoyo said. Deep inside she knew that Sakura was not ok. Tomoyo knew that Sakura hasn't been herself since Syaoran's confession.
'I have got to do something about this' she thought.
"Operation matchmaking started…ohohoho" Tomoyo said without realizing that she had just said it outloud.
Everyone looks at Tomoyo and sweat drop.
"Operation matchmaking?" Sakura asked Tomoyo a confused look show clearly on her face.
"Oh, it is nothing Sakura-chan, I…I…was…just...I…nevermind…it is nothing important, really." Tomoyo utter out and sweat drop when she rephrases what she just said.
"Ok, Tomoyo-chan…if you said so…" Sakura said a confused look still glued to her face.
"Why don't you go ahead and go home first Sakura-chan." Tomoyo said with an I-have-an-evil-plan expression on her face.
"Hoe!!! Tomoyo-chan, what happened to your face" Sakura said.
Tomoyo quickly switches her evil smile back to the -I –understand-and –caring-plus-sweet smile.
"Nothing is wrong Sakura-chan, I'll call you toninght, ok?"
"Ok" Sakura said then slowly walk out of the classroom.
Tomoyo watchs Sakura leaved the school, then in her own record speed she ran toward Li Syaoran's house.
~End of chapter 1~
~Chapter 2~
Tomoyo brown kind of stitch together (You don't see Tomoyo frowning everyday)
"Look Syaoran-kun…I…I think Sakura does loves you."
"No, Tomoyo-san…no…she doesn't…" Syaoran said.
Note…note…author's note:
Er? Er? Happy so far? Please review. You can e-mail me at 'Moonlight_melody15@hotmail.com' …Chapter 2 will be up soon. (I hope)