Sorry I took a numerous amount of time to put this chapter up. I'm really busy lately…I got tests and project and I'm in sport now…so, sorry I took so long. Er…and I know I got plenty of grammar and spelling erros in this chapter so please forgive me. I need help on grammar if anyone can help please e-mail me. Thanks J
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"You…you want me to call you 'Sakura-chan'?" Syaoran ask.
"Yes…yes I do." Sakura said.
"But…but why? I don't deserve to call you that."
"Oh…Syaoran. You're my best friend and I want you to call me Sakura-chan. Of course, you deserve to call me that Syaoran-kun. You have helped me so many times; you even risk your life for me. You earn my trust a long time ago." Sakura said with her watery eyes look directly to Syaoran's bewildered and touched eyes.
"But…but…I thought…I thought you're still mad at me. I meant…what I said three years ago was really mean. You can't forgive me that easily. Even I, can't forgive myself." Syaoran utter out.
"You silly, Like you said –It is three years ago-. I can't still be mad at you, beside I said some mean stuff about you also. Could you ever forgive me?" Sakura said with tears flowing down of her eyes.
Syaoran could no longer control himself; seeing his beloved angel cries and suffer is worse than death itself. He could no longer control his own movement. His hand move forward and touched Sakura's cheek, weaping away the tears that stainted his angel's feature.
"I'm sorry that I make you cry Sakura-san. Of course, I'll forgive you. I was never mad at you in the first place because what you said was true. I don't mind." Syaoran spoke while trying his best to suck in the tears that threaten to fall out of his eyes.
Recalling the incident 3 years ago was breaking his heart. Eventhough he said it was nothing, but deep inside its means a lot to him. 'My beloved thought I was heartless but I can't be mad at her….because I never shown her that I had a heart…if I even had one, before I get to know her.' Syaoran thought with a painful smirk.
Sakura reach up her hand and touches Syaoran's hand which is on her cheek. She looks directly into Syaoran's eyes and said, "Can we be bestfriend like before?" She asks in the most sincered voice that make Syaoran's heart melted.
"Of course we can, Sakura-chan. Of course we can." Syaoran said in a really gentle voice.
Sakura lightly lay her head on his shoulder. He smile at how her head and small shoulder fit perfectly into his. 'I love you.' Syaoran thought.
"Thank you" Sakura said removing her head from his shoulder.
Syaoran smile his ever so rare gentle smile. "Anything for you Sakura-chan." 'Anything.'
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10:00 pm –Syaoran's room-
Sakura had gone home 3 hours ago. Syaoran never leave his bed since then. He lay on his bed with a redicilous smile playing on his lips. Strangely enough, He didn't look redicilous at all…the smile gave him an innocent and childlish look. The look that the child had when they just receives something they really wanted for so long.
"You know what, god?!!" Syaoran began slowly.
"I didn't mean it when I said I hate you." Slowly he closes his sparkling, warm amber eyes.
"Good night, Sakura-chan." Syaoran mumble before dripped into dreamland.
I'm so glad you can forgive
Cuz, without you I could not live
I've made numerous mistakes in the past
But, the remembrance of those will not last
I'm highly fortunate you're still here
You leaving me is my only fear
I wish I could say that would never occur
But, that is only the resolution that I prefer
In other words, hun, I have confessed
I need you more than these words have expressed
So, baby, I hope you'll listen to my plea
And never ever go, and leave me
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~The next day~
Syaoran came to school early today. He no longer needed to hide. Sakura had forgiven him. They are now, once again bestfriend.
Syaoran walks into the classroom and what greeted him was a bouquet of roses lying in Sakura's desk. Syaoran glare at the roses. If looks could kill, even the rose would wither and die. Syaoran turn around and saw Lofu. Lofu greeted him with a smirk that saying 'Hmmm…Li-san, what can you do?'
Syaoran in return, gave Lofu a deadly glare that says 'More than you think.' Both boys glare at eachother for a good 10 minutes. They both ignore all the questions and statement their classmates gave them.
Tomoyo came in. She saw both boys glaring at eachother. She just looks at them and smile.
"HOEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!"
The squeel snap both boys out of their competition. Sakura quickly run in and flob down on her sit.
"Ohayo, Tomoyo-chan, Syaoran-kun, Lofu-kun. How you all doing today?" Sakura quickly greet her friends in one breath. She sat on her chair and breathe hard.
"I'm doing fine, Sakura-chan. Try and catch your breath, okay?!!" Tomoyo said.
"I'm doing fine also, Sakura-chan. Rest." Lofu said
"I'm fine Sakura-chan but you obiviously are not." Syaoran said and cocked an eyebrow at Lofu. His eyes never leave Lofu's when he said Sakura's name.
'Sakura-chan? What the…Since when did they become so close?' Lofu thought. His brows stuck together in a frown.
Sakura looks down at her desk and the roses caught her attention right away.
"Wow, these roses are wonderful!! How could I missed it before…but who is it for?" Sakura said.
"Why, it's for you ofcourse, Sakura-chan. Only a beautiful lady likes you worthy of the most beautiful flower." Lofu said in a very seductive manner.
"Ho..Hoeee!!" Sakura redden.
"Well, I happened to think that piones is the pretties flower but now I changed my mind. I think Cherry blossom is the pretties flower and heck no, nothing can compare to SAKURA." Syaoran said to Lofu then he turns to Sakura and gave her a branch of Cherry blossom and a pione. The flowers were tight together by the pink and green ribbons.
"Ho.. Hoeeeeee!!!" Sakura blush even harder when she accepted Syaoran's flower. Tomoyo just smile.
The boys stare at eachother. Syaoran had a smirk on his lips while Lofu's lips are curve up side down.
'He is better than I thought. I can't play straight and fair with this not- so- little-wolf.' Lofu thought.
Finally the teacher walks in. That broke up the staring contest between Lofu and Syaoran. Lofu walks back to his sit though his eyes still doesn't stop starting at where Syaoran stand. 'Whoo, I used to do this staring contest with Kinomoto-san but now this Lofu Cheng had taken his place. I swear if look could kill, I won't be alive in my next life.' Syaoran thought.
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RING!!!!!!!!!!! The bell indicated that half of the school day is over and now it's lunchtime. Lofu quickly got out of his sit. He walks as fast as he could over Sakura. He had thought of having lunch with Sakura and sometime around the meal he will confess his feelings for her.
"Sakura-chan, may I have lunch with you today?" Said Lofu.
Sakura looks up and says, "Oh, I'm really sorry Lofu-kun. I already agree with having luch with Syaoran-kun. He said he had something to tell me."
Lofu looks over to Syaoran who is smilling at him, the not so gentle smile. The smile kind of say 'dude, I'm right infront of her, you expected to be faster than me?'
"OH, alright…I'll see you some other time then." Lofu said 'I swear, I'll make you pay Li Syaoran.'