~* Tensai Blues *~ chapt 2
"Well,my dear Sakuragi….do you think you are really that……great?"
"huh!You dare insult me?The tensai!?" Sakuragi shouted once more at the voice that seemed to be coming out from nowhere at all…..
"Hey…..could you at least…..show yourself? And please stop playin tricks on the tensai ok?! Or you'll be sorry!"
"Oh?So you still call yourself as a tensai?…..well,think about it…how many things have you not been able to accomplish in your life?"the voice said…..in a really sly tone
"What the!…….I….I….."
"I…… "Sakuragi suddenly felt depressed….realizing that there were actually some things in his life which he really wanted to accomplish but was unable to in the end…..
***Sakuragi POV***
Am I……really a tensai?…..a true genius??..
Or maybe I'm just like what the others say…..someone who only knows how to brag about himself….not even knowing the limit to his own ability….being so ….boastful all the time?
Sad?Depressed? ….maybe….but what I feel now is feelings of failure…that no words could actually describe….
What was I actually thinking?What made me think that I'm really a tensai? Now I've …really made a fool out of myself…
Im such a fool! Such a baka!…..no wonder that kitsune just keeps calling me the do'aho……course Im a true idiot……
I had been into fights for almost half of my life…..and I couldn't even save my dear old father when he was dying……and I was to be blamed for getting into the fight I started earlier…….and it had resulted in an entired gang….blocking me from reaching the hospital to get a doctor….
If I hadn't fought,I could've saved him…….truly……how stupid of a person could I be….Im sucha baka!…..
I did wanna get better grades for my studies before….but I just couldn't get them….I remembered trying so hard just to get a better grade for the next exam….but I just couldn't concentrate….maybe I'm just meant to be borne like this?Baka?An idiot?
And also…..not to mention about my lovelife…..
I've already been dumped by fifty girls so far….and this is only in a short period of time…
I don't think I can take it anymore….if this time,I am to fail again In getting Haruko…..I might no longer be able to live on…..stricken by the forces of failure…no…..I'm certainly not able to take it anymore…..
After all,I had been trying for all this time…..trying to confess my feelings to her using actions,and I'll go to any extend of doing absolutely anything at all just to please her…..
Yeah….I guess,for the actions part…..I am strong…but not strong enough….to confess to her…
I'm truly a Coward….a failure…..
*****End of POV*****
Sakuragi's thought's suddenly was filled with images from the past……where he had always been a fool….thinking that fighting was the only way to solve all problems….and it's the only way to see the one who was the strongest…..
But now,he had realised that all was wrong…..fighting wasn't in any way cool….it was just a show of cowardness of himself…..a show of himself…..unable to solve problems in a better way….
"Im….sucha….loser…..a baka….."sakuragi whispered to himself….with a feeling that he was going to shatter to pieces soon….
Suddenly,certain images flashed across his mind…..it was……the happy times spent together with his friends and also Haruko recently…..
Sakuragi,at the thought of Haruko,couldn't help but smiled a slight smile….
"Sakuragi…..don't give up! Ne?I'll always support you!"
"Haruko……" sakuragi could almost hear her voice…..
"Sakuragi….you really learn fast don't ya?The fake move you made just a moment ago was superb! Even I,your master hadn't been able to see through it!…."
"…..Ryota….so…I do learn fast….."
"I would never give up…..just like anzai sensei said…one should never give up on the game,until the very end of the game,if one was to give up halfway,the game would already be over….."
"……Mitchy……right…..I should never give up too….."
"Our dream……is to top the country! Top the country!! I'll never give up this chance just like that….not now,not forever….."
"…..Gori……..top……the…….country……..japan….number one!…."
"……do'ahou……"
"……KITSUNE!!….…"
Sakuragi could no longer help but smile to himself…..he wasn't a loser at all now….he had his friend's ….who supported him…..and he even had his gang ….who were always there to give him moral support….and they would even spend their vacation training him to learn the shooting of the ball……and he vow never to give up anymore…..not gonna admit defeat anymore…..not now…..not forever……orewa…tensai!
"And……the competition's not over yet….is it?!"
Saying that,Sakuragi opened his eyes…
Looking around the room he was in,he recognized that this was the sick bay…..he must have been knocked out or something!
Sakuragi climed out of bed and ran off back to the court where the competition was…
"I'm not gonna admit defeat…..not gonna lose….not gonna be the same old fool I was again……I am the tensai……Sakuragi HanaMICHI!"
He slammed opened the door to the basketball court …
"The tensai's back! This game is saved you all hear me?!"
"What took you so long?" mitsui said ….face slightly lit up by the sight that sakuragi was okay….
"Welcome back…..hanamichi!" Ryota shouted out to him….
"Yesh! I'm back alright…..and full of energy! Kogure!I'll take over from now!"
Sakuragi:If there's a will to go on…..there would never be such a thing as failure….even if we lose….we had tried our best….and that's what matters the most doesn't it?….never give up in a game….that's something a tensai could do! Shohoku!
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*OWARI*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Author's notes: So how's it?I think this chapt is like um….batter than the 1st one?ne?haha….or maybe the two all sux together?lol……but juz keep in mind that U shudn't be flaming me!!It's my first SD fic and also my first time writin a POV k!!!O ya….plzzzz review too if ya don't mind^^….ja ne!
"Well,my dear Sakuragi….do you think you are really that……great?"
"huh!You dare insult me?The tensai!?" Sakuragi shouted once more at the voice that seemed to be coming out from nowhere at all…..
"Hey…..could you at least…..show yourself? And please stop playin tricks on the tensai ok?! Or you'll be sorry!"
"Oh?So you still call yourself as a tensai?…..well,think about it…how many things have you not been able to accomplish in your life?"the voice said…..in a really sly tone
"What the!…….I….I….."
"I…… "Sakuragi suddenly felt depressed….realizing that there were actually some things in his life which he really wanted to accomplish but was unable to in the end…..
***Sakuragi POV***
Am I……really a tensai?…..a true genius??..
Or maybe I'm just like what the others say…..someone who only knows how to brag about himself….not even knowing the limit to his own ability….being so ….boastful all the time?
Sad?Depressed? ….maybe….but what I feel now is feelings of failure…that no words could actually describe….
What was I actually thinking?What made me think that I'm really a tensai? Now I've …really made a fool out of myself…
Im such a fool! Such a baka!…..no wonder that kitsune just keeps calling me the do'aho……course Im a true idiot……
I had been into fights for almost half of my life…..and I couldn't even save my dear old father when he was dying……and I was to be blamed for getting into the fight I started earlier…….and it had resulted in an entired gang….blocking me from reaching the hospital to get a doctor….
If I hadn't fought,I could've saved him…….truly……how stupid of a person could I be….Im sucha baka!…..
I did wanna get better grades for my studies before….but I just couldn't get them….I remembered trying so hard just to get a better grade for the next exam….but I just couldn't concentrate….maybe I'm just meant to be borne like this?Baka?An idiot?
And also…..not to mention about my lovelife…..
I've already been dumped by fifty girls so far….and this is only in a short period of time…
I don't think I can take it anymore….if this time,I am to fail again In getting Haruko…..I might no longer be able to live on…..stricken by the forces of failure…no…..I'm certainly not able to take it anymore…..
After all,I had been trying for all this time…..trying to confess my feelings to her using actions,and I'll go to any extend of doing absolutely anything at all just to please her…..
Yeah….I guess,for the actions part…..I am strong…but not strong enough….to confess to her…
I'm truly a Coward….a failure…..
*****End of POV*****
Sakuragi's thought's suddenly was filled with images from the past……where he had always been a fool….thinking that fighting was the only way to solve all problems….and it's the only way to see the one who was the strongest…..
But now,he had realised that all was wrong…..fighting wasn't in any way cool….it was just a show of cowardness of himself…..a show of himself…..unable to solve problems in a better way….
"Im….sucha….loser…..a baka….."sakuragi whispered to himself….with a feeling that he was going to shatter to pieces soon….
Suddenly,certain images flashed across his mind…..it was……the happy times spent together with his friends and also Haruko recently…..
Sakuragi,at the thought of Haruko,couldn't help but smiled a slight smile….
"Sakuragi…..don't give up! Ne?I'll always support you!"
"Haruko……" sakuragi could almost hear her voice…..
"Sakuragi….you really learn fast don't ya?The fake move you made just a moment ago was superb! Even I,your master hadn't been able to see through it!…."
"…..Ryota….so…I do learn fast….."
"I would never give up…..just like anzai sensei said…one should never give up on the game,until the very end of the game,if one was to give up halfway,the game would already be over….."
"……Mitchy……right…..I should never give up too….."
"Our dream……is to top the country! Top the country!! I'll never give up this chance just like that….not now,not forever….."
"…..Gori……..top……the…….country……..japan….number one!…."
"……do'ahou……"
"……KITSUNE!!….…"
Sakuragi could no longer help but smile to himself…..he wasn't a loser at all now….he had his friend's ….who supported him…..and he even had his gang ….who were always there to give him moral support….and they would even spend their vacation training him to learn the shooting of the ball……and he vow never to give up anymore…..not gonna admit defeat anymore…..not now…..not forever……orewa…tensai!
"And……the competition's not over yet….is it?!"
Saying that,Sakuragi opened his eyes…
Looking around the room he was in,he recognized that this was the sick bay…..he must have been knocked out or something!
Sakuragi climed out of bed and ran off back to the court where the competition was…
"I'm not gonna admit defeat…..not gonna lose….not gonna be the same old fool I was again……I am the tensai……Sakuragi HanaMICHI!"
He slammed opened the door to the basketball court …
"The tensai's back! This game is saved you all hear me?!"
"What took you so long?" mitsui said ….face slightly lit up by the sight that sakuragi was okay….
"Welcome back…..hanamichi!" Ryota shouted out to him….
"Yesh! I'm back alright…..and full of energy! Kogure!I'll take over from now!"
Sakuragi:If there's a will to go on…..there would never be such a thing as failure….even if we lose….we had tried our best….and that's what matters the most doesn't it?….never give up in a game….that's something a tensai could do! Shohoku!
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*OWARI*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Author's notes: So how's it?I think this chapt is like um….batter than the 1st one?ne?haha….or maybe the two all sux together?lol……but juz keep in mind that U shudn't be flaming me!!It's my first SD fic and also my first time writin a POV k!!!O ya….plzzzz review too if ya don't mind^^….ja ne!