Author's note: Exceptionally, this chapter is dedicated to Lemon who suggested I update every two hours. I grant your wish. This chapter is a bit different from the rest. Mia gets nostalgic and poetic which is out of character for her. Just some of her thoughts, really short.
Saturday, December 26, sunrise
Out my little plane window, the sky is streaked with pinks and oranges. In the horizon, the sun is just starting to poke his head out to welcome a new day. Sunrises have always filled me with hope that life will always be just as beautiful and everything will be all right. I stopped believing it because I realized that the world is a messed up. After the ball, Grand-Mere talked to me again and said that she will stop bossing me around so much and give me more freedom. Meaning, she's allowing me to be with Michael, for a while. I was so happy to hear those words but do I really want to put him through all that pain again? I've hurt him enough and I can't bear to see him suffer because of me. We may be together for now, a few months, maybe even a year but deep down inside, I know that we will one day have to leave each other anyways. Even without the whole arranged marriage factor, I will live in Genovia in the future and Michael couldn't possibly move away from his entire life just to be with me. So should I, or shouldn't I make up with him? It used to be so simple.
Saturday, December 26, sunrise
Out my little plane window, the sky is streaked with pinks and oranges. In the horizon, the sun is just starting to poke his head out to welcome a new day. Sunrises have always filled me with hope that life will always be just as beautiful and everything will be all right. I stopped believing it because I realized that the world is a messed up. After the ball, Grand-Mere talked to me again and said that she will stop bossing me around so much and give me more freedom. Meaning, she's allowing me to be with Michael, for a while. I was so happy to hear those words but do I really want to put him through all that pain again? I've hurt him enough and I can't bear to see him suffer because of me. We may be together for now, a few months, maybe even a year but deep down inside, I know that we will one day have to leave each other anyways. Even without the whole arranged marriage factor, I will live in Genovia in the future and Michael couldn't possibly move away from his entire life just to be with me. So should I, or shouldn't I make up with him? It used to be so simple.