Author: Zierra

Disclaimer: I wish……

Story: Just something my weird mind came up with. Just for the record:

this is how I see the characters, so don't kill me….

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Alright, here it comes. This is what many has waited for, and in the right hand corner, we have Rinoa Heartilly, and in the left, those among us whom frankly just don't like her! Who's gonna win…. ?

Oh, I see here that I'm not very serious, maybe that's required when writing about Rinoa. *takes another drink* Anyway, in this, Miss Heartilly is gonna be portrayed like, well, you'll see… And this, ladies and gentlemen, is DEFINITLY how I see her. No doubts about it….. =o)

"This young girl, she's a freak" (from Infinite Mass - She's a freak)

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CONFESSION OF THE MAD COW

I've been asked to confess to you about my inner, most private, feelings. Well, I'm proud to say that I don't have any secrets from anyone. I live by the rule that "truth last the longest." And I'm not one who stands down from a challenge. Okay, so when the others go out on a mission, I usually just sit in Ragnarok and polish my nails, but, they really don't need my help, do they? I mean, so far no one has gotten killed.

Okay, one cadet may have died, but it was inevitable. He was standing right beside me, and that "thing" came running right towards us, and I had to run, otherwise I would have gotten killed. Don't want that, now do we?

Squall played the Great Hero and pretended he didn't care that I almost had died, but I know him well enough to know, that he would have given his own life to save mine. He's so cute!

Anyways, on the way home, he didn't say a word to me (probably getting over the chock of nearly losing me), and come to think of it, no one else did either. Just jealous, right?

Well, that's in the past now, this is present. I've decided to tell Squall that I….. love him….. I bet he's just waiting for me to take the first step, even though I'm really not that type of girl, but for him, I'll do anything.

Some girls at Garden, think that they can have Squall. Yeah, right! None of them could EVER please Squall the way I can. He needs me, and I see that in his eyes. Squalls never been much of a talker, fine, I like quiet guys, they don't interrupt when I talk, and he seems so hard on the outside. But I bet he's like an oyster. You know, hard on the outside, soft on the inside. And my goal is to open him up, make him show his love for me.

The girls I told you about before (the Rinoa-wannabees), one of them is Xu. Our instructor. How pathetic isn't that!? How can she even think that a guy like Squall would ever fall for a magnet like her. Have you seen her lately? Sometimes I wonder if I shouldn't report her fro stalking. Wherever Squall is, there's she, trying her best to make her interested. Whatever! Hah, look! I used Squalls favorite word! Aren't we compatible?

The SeeD prom is coming soon, I'm gonna ask him to join me to that. I mean, we could go together…. Wouldn't that be soooooo romantic? Oh, yes, it would.

Ih, I can't wait! Finally, I'm gonna have the man of my dreams! My little Squally.

Oh, I almost forgot. I've colored my hair. It's darker now, with blue streaks in it…. I look so damn good!!! Squall can't resist me when he sees me in my new blue dress that I bought for pretty much all my savings. But he's worth it and he's the only one for me. He's my first, my last, my everything. Okay, he's not my first… Oh no! There's Thomas, Eric, Shawn, Kyle, Vic, Steven that has beaten him to the bush…. *laughs hysterically at her own, not so funny joke*… but still, he makes me feel like a virgin again. No, he doesn't, because my thoughts involving Squall, is rated NC-17, and that's not very virgin-like…. Oh, I guess you can imagine what I mean.

Anyway, he should be happy I'm interested in him… I mean, he's lucky enough the get the best girl in entire Garden. Moi!

Well, I get the best guy, too. I guess it's even then, right? On the other hand, Seifer's rather good looking, don't you think. Maybe, if it wasn't to work between me and…. What am I talking about, off course it'll work between my Squall and me… Off course….

I guess that's pretty much it. Maybe I'll confess some more after the prom, if you know what I mean….. ;o)

Just wanna say that when I want something, I won't stop, even if it's the last thing I do!

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# Alright, this wasn't so long either, but I got so mad at Rinoa, that I had to quit. For someone that dislikes Rinoa as much as I do, I don't like writing about her, even if it is for bashing…

# I hope the message in this fic was delivered and understood. Rinoa is a self-centred…. (it is rated R)…. bitch! All that talk about her being the best and all, was taken from a class-mate of mine, who thinks she's Gods gift to all mankind. Hate her, hate her, hate her!!

# The joke Rinoa pulls in the story, about "beating to the bush", actually was rather funny. Came to think of it afterwards, but I decided to admit that here, where no one reads…..

# Just a little question for you, nothing you need to answer to if you don't want to: How does Rinoa know, that Xu is everywhere Squall is……. Think about it………..

# Rin mentions " To open him up." With that I did NOT mean she's going to dissect him. She (and I) meant that she wanted to open Squall up to become more open… Do I make any sense at all?!

# Ah, alright! This ends here. Either Irvines or Selphies next time. Depends on if I feel like a Pony or a Monkey!

REVIEW!!!!!!!!!!!!!

// Zierra