Trowa 1/2
By Moon Dragon
Warnings: *YAOI* 3+4, 1+2, some angst, some OOC
At some point I will change point of views like this ~~(name)~~
Disclaimers: I don't own Gundam Wing
Note: Ha! I did another chapter!
TAKE THAT EVIL WRITER'S BLOCK! *whacks "it" with a stick*
Please continue review and thank you for being patient!
~~Heero~~
BEEP! BEEP! BEEP! BEE-
I rake my fingers around for the source of the annoyance
and slam the alarm to a stop.
I groan at my state. I never felt so drowsy in my life.
I guess this is what normal people always feel.
I blink my eyes to strong light and grumble my way to the mirror.
I am a sight that people would laugh at. My eyes look dark,
but not in a glare and if it's possible, my hair is even shaggier.
I look closer to identify red marks across my cheeks.
Are they pillow marks or the marks of…
…streaked tears?
I stare at my reflection as if it is someone else than myself.
It has been a moment before I finally went downstairs;
not bothering to wash up.
Down I went until the entrance of the kitchen when I see…Duo?
His tired eyes meet my own. I couldn't pull myself away from our gaze.
I take in all the details of his eyes to colour, shape, and hidden emotions.
It surprises me. This is the first time I can see the emotion without
any other sign language.
So easy and hard…am I that blind?
"If you want me to leave then I'll go," Duo murmurs as
he stands up to leave.
"No!" I panic, but reduce my volume, "I mean no…stay, please?"
He pauses and eyes me with hope. We both sit down, across
from each other, but letting silence to creep around.
"Still mad, Heero?" Duo asks.
I try to shake out of my groggy phase, but not succeeding,
"No…I don't want to be." I sound so unsure.
"Then why were you when you saw me and Trina?"
I flinch at her name and feel my body tensing.
I try to hold back my anger, remembering that
it's Duo I'm facing and not her.
It's not Duo I want to break my anger in.
"Is it true then? Will things never be back as the way they used to be?"
The words seem more directed to himself than to me.
Duo chokes back a rising sob at his own words.
This pain, hurts so much just by seeing him struggle.
But how can I express my feelings for him?
"Duo…" I catch his attention, "I-I'm not thinking about Trina.
I'm-I'm thinking about you…and ONLY you."
"Then what's with the rage? Are you jealous or something?"
Duo almost shouts.
I shrink, but mildly said back, "Is…Is jealously a sign of love?"
Silence.
I hang my head down, "I know I'm not showing much or any feelings
for you. But please know that I DO care-"
"Do you love me? If you don't then get it over with," he interrupts.
"I'm not ready for love…but I want you to show me…and be together?"
I turn my statement into a question.
Duo closes his eyes briefly and I fear for rejection.
I'm wrong when he looks at me with loving eyes and there's no
time wasted as we bound ourselves together in embraces and kisses.
I inhale Duo's wonderful scent and feel his body fitting my embrace
perfectly. I wonder how I never notice this perfect
combination before…
"Heero?"
"Hmm?" Distracted by my content state.
"There's something about Trina that you need to know…"
^_~ ~~tbc~~
By Moon Dragon
Warnings: *YAOI* 3+4, 1+2, some angst, some OOC
At some point I will change point of views like this ~~(name)~~
Disclaimers: I don't own Gundam Wing
Note: Ha! I did another chapter!
TAKE THAT EVIL WRITER'S BLOCK! *whacks "it" with a stick*
Please continue review and thank you for being patient!
~~Heero~~
BEEP! BEEP! BEEP! BEE-
I rake my fingers around for the source of the annoyance
and slam the alarm to a stop.
I groan at my state. I never felt so drowsy in my life.
I guess this is what normal people always feel.
I blink my eyes to strong light and grumble my way to the mirror.
I am a sight that people would laugh at. My eyes look dark,
but not in a glare and if it's possible, my hair is even shaggier.
I look closer to identify red marks across my cheeks.
Are they pillow marks or the marks of…
…streaked tears?
I stare at my reflection as if it is someone else than myself.
It has been a moment before I finally went downstairs;
not bothering to wash up.
Down I went until the entrance of the kitchen when I see…Duo?
His tired eyes meet my own. I couldn't pull myself away from our gaze.
I take in all the details of his eyes to colour, shape, and hidden emotions.
It surprises me. This is the first time I can see the emotion without
any other sign language.
So easy and hard…am I that blind?
"If you want me to leave then I'll go," Duo murmurs as
he stands up to leave.
"No!" I panic, but reduce my volume, "I mean no…stay, please?"
He pauses and eyes me with hope. We both sit down, across
from each other, but letting silence to creep around.
"Still mad, Heero?" Duo asks.
I try to shake out of my groggy phase, but not succeeding,
"No…I don't want to be." I sound so unsure.
"Then why were you when you saw me and Trina?"
I flinch at her name and feel my body tensing.
I try to hold back my anger, remembering that
it's Duo I'm facing and not her.
It's not Duo I want to break my anger in.
"Is it true then? Will things never be back as the way they used to be?"
The words seem more directed to himself than to me.
Duo chokes back a rising sob at his own words.
This pain, hurts so much just by seeing him struggle.
But how can I express my feelings for him?
"Duo…" I catch his attention, "I-I'm not thinking about Trina.
I'm-I'm thinking about you…and ONLY you."
"Then what's with the rage? Are you jealous or something?"
Duo almost shouts.
I shrink, but mildly said back, "Is…Is jealously a sign of love?"
Silence.
I hang my head down, "I know I'm not showing much or any feelings
for you. But please know that I DO care-"
"Do you love me? If you don't then get it over with," he interrupts.
"I'm not ready for love…but I want you to show me…and be together?"
I turn my statement into a question.
Duo closes his eyes briefly and I fear for rejection.
I'm wrong when he looks at me with loving eyes and there's no
time wasted as we bound ourselves together in embraces and kisses.
I inhale Duo's wonderful scent and feel his body fitting my embrace
perfectly. I wonder how I never notice this perfect
combination before…
"Heero?"
"Hmm?" Distracted by my content state.
"There's something about Trina that you need to know…"
^_~ ~~tbc~~