*A note from the Author. If you hadn't noticed... Legolas is not mine,
Nilannawen is my friend. The only things I own are... Trinity, and the rest
of the elves in Cathedra. And this is sort of a self insert story, however
no one loves me *sobs*
Love--Trinity (kiwi)
November 1
Well, today was nice... Not only was it one of the few times Nilannawen smiled, but Legolas arrived to day. It was mid-morning and the again "important elves" were waiting at the limits of Cathedra. My stomach had butterflies. It would have been nearly three years since I have last seen him.
The usual hugs and handshakes of the greeting soon passed and we finally went home after what seemed liked hours of waited. Once we got back, we all headed over the meadow below the western hilltop. O' so much food. Probably the most I will ever see in my life. The "Table Topic" as I call it was of many things. How life was in Mirkwood, how the trip was, to just stories... I like usual wasn't listening. Nilannawen was hanging on to every little word of Legolas'.
Ah well, that is all for right now. Father wants me to show Legolas to his room.
-Trinity-
November 1
Yes, again I have decided to write once more before I sleep. After I had shown Legolas his room. He asked me in to talk. I didn't want to be rude so kindly accepted his offer. I remembered why the two of us had become such good friends when we first met. We have so much in common. It must have been nearly three hours that I had been in his room. We had laughed so many times, but then he looked at me. Now don't get me wrong, he has looked at me many times before. This time it was different. He looked at me intensely in the eyes. I felt uncomfertable, and it was then that I decided to leave. So that leaves me here in my room with questions. I think tomorrow will be a little bit awkward.
-Trinity-
November 2
And of course I was right. Legolas was acting strangely today. He was... I don't know... It's hard to explain... He approached me today, said he was sorry, and then for the rest of the day avoided me. I am angry with him. This is indeed disturbing... to me anyway.
-Trinity-
November 5
I am so fed up with him right now. *referring to Legolas* What a jerk he can be. Ah well... anyway. I can tell at least Nilannawen is happy. She is not herself. She is like a love sick fairy. Yet again another short entry...
-Trinity-
November 8
I can't believe this! Two of my best friends are completely ignoring me. Legolas and Nilannawen are just keeping to themselves. Sometimes I wish... Gah! I hate them!
-Trinity-
November 9
How could they do this to me?! My parents!!! I was walking past the throne room when I overheard them talking. I only heard bits and pieces because I was to deep in thought. The one thing that stuck out was...
"Prince Legolas is here not just for a visit, but for marriage... wouldn't it be dear if he chose Trinity?"
After I had heard that I stomped away in anger. I ran up to the western hilltop and stayed there until sunset. How could they think that. They know very well that I could never see Legolas any other way rather than an older brother. I don't' know what makes me more angry. The fact that Legolas is ignoring me, or what I overheard from my parents...
-Trinity-
November 15
I must say. After Legolas has arrived, my life has gone pretty down hill. I was crying in my room for while this morning. I have had no one to talk to but Lily since he has arrived. Lily isn't so much of a listener. It's times like these that I'm glad that she is my sister though. I don't ever want her to change. She is so sweet and innocent. We were sitting upon the western hilltop watching the sunset. I began talking as she was making a crown out of meadow daisies. Afterwards we walked back home. Although, I ended up carrying her half the way home. She fell asleep. Speaking of sleep. I have had to much on my mind from the past to days that I have hardly slept a wink. I suppose I will try to sleep, however, outlooks not to good
-Trinity-
November 20
Mother called me into her room today. She was just sitting there on her bed of silver satin sheets. She made a gesture for me to sit down and I did so. She told me she had heard me outside of her door a few nights ago when they were talking about Legolas and I. She explained everything, but that still left me with questions. I just sort of sat there, not saying a word, then from no where she told me to stop slouching. Now what I am about to reveal I hope never gets out... I acted very un-lady-like. I began screaming at her. We had just finished talking about my future and then she tells me to stop slouching. Sometimes I wonder if they have any respect for me!!! I stormed out of her room and her I am...
-Trinity-
November 21
I shot some arrows today. At nothing really. Just into the air. Legolas decided to join me. What a surprise. We began to talk. He told me the reason why he had been avoiding me was because he had sensed something negative from me. I told him that was hardly a reason to avoid a good friend you haven't seen for three years. Then I left.
Nilannawen came to visit. She was in her usual mood when Legolas is here... the "I-am-so-absorbed-into-Legolas-that-I-can't-talk-to-you-now." mood... as I call it. I ignored her. She was just talking a bunch of rubbish.
-Trinity-
November 24
I wish I could just run away! However, I can't. That would show that I am week.
-Trinity-
November 27
Outlooks look good! Today was actually not have bad! Probably because Nilannawen could actually hold a conversation without mentioning Legolas.
-Trinity-
November 30
The warm sun shining
gently on my fair sweet face
Then all had turned cold
That's pretty much how today was. Nilannawen was in her cheerful mood today and hadn't brought up Legolas until mid-afternoon. I shot something back. Something I shouldn't have said. She sort of gave me a stunned look and ran away...
She had brought up the fact that Legolas was looking to be wed. I was just sick and tired of hearing that I shot back...
"My parents think I would be better for him rather than you..."
After I had said it I knew I would regret it. I now have to write a letter of apology to her or else she will hate me forever. Sometimes I wish you could turn back time and take back things you have said.
-Trinity-
Love--Trinity (kiwi)
November 1
Well, today was nice... Not only was it one of the few times Nilannawen smiled, but Legolas arrived to day. It was mid-morning and the again "important elves" were waiting at the limits of Cathedra. My stomach had butterflies. It would have been nearly three years since I have last seen him.
The usual hugs and handshakes of the greeting soon passed and we finally went home after what seemed liked hours of waited. Once we got back, we all headed over the meadow below the western hilltop. O' so much food. Probably the most I will ever see in my life. The "Table Topic" as I call it was of many things. How life was in Mirkwood, how the trip was, to just stories... I like usual wasn't listening. Nilannawen was hanging on to every little word of Legolas'.
Ah well, that is all for right now. Father wants me to show Legolas to his room.
-Trinity-
November 1
Yes, again I have decided to write once more before I sleep. After I had shown Legolas his room. He asked me in to talk. I didn't want to be rude so kindly accepted his offer. I remembered why the two of us had become such good friends when we first met. We have so much in common. It must have been nearly three hours that I had been in his room. We had laughed so many times, but then he looked at me. Now don't get me wrong, he has looked at me many times before. This time it was different. He looked at me intensely in the eyes. I felt uncomfertable, and it was then that I decided to leave. So that leaves me here in my room with questions. I think tomorrow will be a little bit awkward.
-Trinity-
November 2
And of course I was right. Legolas was acting strangely today. He was... I don't know... It's hard to explain... He approached me today, said he was sorry, and then for the rest of the day avoided me. I am angry with him. This is indeed disturbing... to me anyway.
-Trinity-
November 5
I am so fed up with him right now. *referring to Legolas* What a jerk he can be. Ah well... anyway. I can tell at least Nilannawen is happy. She is not herself. She is like a love sick fairy. Yet again another short entry...
-Trinity-
November 8
I can't believe this! Two of my best friends are completely ignoring me. Legolas and Nilannawen are just keeping to themselves. Sometimes I wish... Gah! I hate them!
-Trinity-
November 9
How could they do this to me?! My parents!!! I was walking past the throne room when I overheard them talking. I only heard bits and pieces because I was to deep in thought. The one thing that stuck out was...
"Prince Legolas is here not just for a visit, but for marriage... wouldn't it be dear if he chose Trinity?"
After I had heard that I stomped away in anger. I ran up to the western hilltop and stayed there until sunset. How could they think that. They know very well that I could never see Legolas any other way rather than an older brother. I don't' know what makes me more angry. The fact that Legolas is ignoring me, or what I overheard from my parents...
-Trinity-
November 15
I must say. After Legolas has arrived, my life has gone pretty down hill. I was crying in my room for while this morning. I have had no one to talk to but Lily since he has arrived. Lily isn't so much of a listener. It's times like these that I'm glad that she is my sister though. I don't ever want her to change. She is so sweet and innocent. We were sitting upon the western hilltop watching the sunset. I began talking as she was making a crown out of meadow daisies. Afterwards we walked back home. Although, I ended up carrying her half the way home. She fell asleep. Speaking of sleep. I have had to much on my mind from the past to days that I have hardly slept a wink. I suppose I will try to sleep, however, outlooks not to good
-Trinity-
November 20
Mother called me into her room today. She was just sitting there on her bed of silver satin sheets. She made a gesture for me to sit down and I did so. She told me she had heard me outside of her door a few nights ago when they were talking about Legolas and I. She explained everything, but that still left me with questions. I just sort of sat there, not saying a word, then from no where she told me to stop slouching. Now what I am about to reveal I hope never gets out... I acted very un-lady-like. I began screaming at her. We had just finished talking about my future and then she tells me to stop slouching. Sometimes I wonder if they have any respect for me!!! I stormed out of her room and her I am...
-Trinity-
November 21
I shot some arrows today. At nothing really. Just into the air. Legolas decided to join me. What a surprise. We began to talk. He told me the reason why he had been avoiding me was because he had sensed something negative from me. I told him that was hardly a reason to avoid a good friend you haven't seen for three years. Then I left.
Nilannawen came to visit. She was in her usual mood when Legolas is here... the "I-am-so-absorbed-into-Legolas-that-I-can't-talk-to-you-now." mood... as I call it. I ignored her. She was just talking a bunch of rubbish.
-Trinity-
November 24
I wish I could just run away! However, I can't. That would show that I am week.
-Trinity-
November 27
Outlooks look good! Today was actually not have bad! Probably because Nilannawen could actually hold a conversation without mentioning Legolas.
-Trinity-
November 30
The warm sun shining
gently on my fair sweet face
Then all had turned cold
That's pretty much how today was. Nilannawen was in her cheerful mood today and hadn't brought up Legolas until mid-afternoon. I shot something back. Something I shouldn't have said. She sort of gave me a stunned look and ran away...
She had brought up the fact that Legolas was looking to be wed. I was just sick and tired of hearing that I shot back...
"My parents think I would be better for him rather than you..."
After I had said it I knew I would regret it. I now have to write a letter of apology to her or else she will hate me forever. Sometimes I wish you could turn back time and take back things you have said.
-Trinity-