Ok guys, you asked for it so nicely. So I had to write more… I just don't
feel like booding now… *pushes the soundtrac CD from th Requiem for a
Drem in* I think I'll have to be nicer to poor Neville and Snape…
*thinks a little* or…
Anyway! Characters are not mine! Not Nev, not Sev! But I would love it to have them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Lover Snape
Chapter Three
Frank
Severus sat in his office. It was dark. Of course. It was midnight. He sat staring at the blackness all around him. He couldn't bring himself switching on the candles. He felt sorrow. Too much sorrow to be able to look around. A day passed and he wasn't feeling any better. He just wanted to be free from all thoughts.
He brushed his fingers softly against the soft material of the green satin ribbon tied around his wrist. It was still there. He wore it day aftre day. He couldn't forget it no matter what. He couldn't forget him.
And now he died.
He broke down into pitiful sobs. He let them tortured. He let them killed. He let all of it to happen. He was responsive for their death. It was like he just killed them with his own hands.
His sobs were echoing loud in the dungeons. Jet nobody seemd to hear. No one came to ask him what happened. No one came down to comfort him. After all he was just the greasy-headed potions master. No one cared about him. And about his grief.
He slept sitting up, hands and head on his desk, his arm under his face like some short of pillow when he had no more tears to shed.
***
Neville sat on his bed. Everyone was sleeping. He could make out Seamus, head pillowed on Dean's shoulder, his soft mouth slightly open and holding on tight to his lovers arm.
They all knew in Gryffindor that they were an item. They were a sweet couple. Never giving any problems to anyone. They just lived their own life.
He watched as Seamus sighed a little and burrowed his head deep into Dean's neck. They were so happy. They were like family. Always caring for each other, never leaving one other alone. This was family. Neville was sure of it. He watched all his classmates. They all had some short of family. Harry had one too. No, not the Dursleys. But he had Hermione, Ron, Dumbledore… He had all of them caring for him. And Neville… He had no one. Not even a single best friend.
He was so utterly alone he felt like crying. But he had cried all his tears. His eyes were sore from the tears. They were bloody red.
He snuggled deep into his bed and looked out of the window. From his spot he could see only the night sky. It was dark. Almost black. Not a sigle star was out. The trees were glowing with the pale light from the moon. It was so utterly depressing. Neville closed his eyes and went to sleep.
Just tomorrow. If he found something, anything to be willing to live on… He wold live on. If not… Then he would die.
The astronomy tower was high enough. He was pulled into a dreamless sleep immediately.
~oO@Oo~
TBC
~oO@Oo~
Uh… Okay, I know. It was a short chapter, but I'll write more. I just have to catch some sleep.
Feedback, please!
And I thank you all the reviews: TicTac, DSky, Snuffy5, kamll, Dede, VELONDRA, Celes, Marie Goos, Raggona, Dany, Sami-babe, barecca1, Ruri-chan, Wolfchild, Red Vampiry Slayer (107), siw-wa, and Azeem…
Oh, and Azeem, I'm waiting for that kiss!
Anyway! Characters are not mine! Not Nev, not Sev! But I would love it to have them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Lover Snape
Chapter Three
Frank
Severus sat in his office. It was dark. Of course. It was midnight. He sat staring at the blackness all around him. He couldn't bring himself switching on the candles. He felt sorrow. Too much sorrow to be able to look around. A day passed and he wasn't feeling any better. He just wanted to be free from all thoughts.
He brushed his fingers softly against the soft material of the green satin ribbon tied around his wrist. It was still there. He wore it day aftre day. He couldn't forget it no matter what. He couldn't forget him.
And now he died.
He broke down into pitiful sobs. He let them tortured. He let them killed. He let all of it to happen. He was responsive for their death. It was like he just killed them with his own hands.
His sobs were echoing loud in the dungeons. Jet nobody seemd to hear. No one came to ask him what happened. No one came down to comfort him. After all he was just the greasy-headed potions master. No one cared about him. And about his grief.
He slept sitting up, hands and head on his desk, his arm under his face like some short of pillow when he had no more tears to shed.
***
Neville sat on his bed. Everyone was sleeping. He could make out Seamus, head pillowed on Dean's shoulder, his soft mouth slightly open and holding on tight to his lovers arm.
They all knew in Gryffindor that they were an item. They were a sweet couple. Never giving any problems to anyone. They just lived their own life.
He watched as Seamus sighed a little and burrowed his head deep into Dean's neck. They were so happy. They were like family. Always caring for each other, never leaving one other alone. This was family. Neville was sure of it. He watched all his classmates. They all had some short of family. Harry had one too. No, not the Dursleys. But he had Hermione, Ron, Dumbledore… He had all of them caring for him. And Neville… He had no one. Not even a single best friend.
He was so utterly alone he felt like crying. But he had cried all his tears. His eyes were sore from the tears. They were bloody red.
He snuggled deep into his bed and looked out of the window. From his spot he could see only the night sky. It was dark. Almost black. Not a sigle star was out. The trees were glowing with the pale light from the moon. It was so utterly depressing. Neville closed his eyes and went to sleep.
Just tomorrow. If he found something, anything to be willing to live on… He wold live on. If not… Then he would die.
The astronomy tower was high enough. He was pulled into a dreamless sleep immediately.
~oO@Oo~
TBC
~oO@Oo~
Uh… Okay, I know. It was a short chapter, but I'll write more. I just have to catch some sleep.
Feedback, please!
And I thank you all the reviews: TicTac, DSky, Snuffy5, kamll, Dede, VELONDRA, Celes, Marie Goos, Raggona, Dany, Sami-babe, barecca1, Ruri-chan, Wolfchild, Red Vampiry Slayer (107), siw-wa, and Azeem…
Oh, and Azeem, I'm waiting for that kiss!