Disclaimer: GW never to be mine. 5 years after EW. Sequel to Vice Foreign Minister Dorlain…
represents thought
Relena Dorlain the Woman
Chapter one
What were the influences of the former queen of the world? What drove her to the lengths that she went to? She was indeed a special girl…no a woman. Relena Dorlain was a woman, no longer an awkward teenager.
Relena was no longer infatuated with the former Gundam pilot Heero Yuy. She had out grown that part in her life. It had been a while and she thought that she would never find another man like Heero. It was true because no one was so passionate and intense.
Sometimes Relena would stay at the HQ late at night wandering about what she was supposed to do. After all there was more to life then just what she was doing. It was satisfying and great work but she wanted more…That's how it was wanting more then one can really handle. She was getting another migraine.
Relena opened her drawer and got out her aspirin and saw something in the drawer that she had forgotten that was there. It was an old journal…she picked up the pink rose covered book and started looking through it.
AC 196 December 20th
Something I should have know all along…Heero could never love me. I know it's true. Will anyone ever love me? I'm so unsure…what is my purpose? I do love Heero no matter what he says. I'll always love him. I wonder why though. I don't even know the guy. I've never really talked to him before…something about him that I thought I would never find but I found it. But what's this thing that Heero has? God how I love his name…Heero. I love how it sounds. I love his voice, his persona and most of all I love his eyes. My God the eyes. So intense and dark. It's like I can see into his soul…but what is there? RD
End of journal entry.
Relena chuckled at herself for thinking so naively. "How crazy I once was…but never again." Relena placed the journal where it belonged at the bottom of her drawer. She knew exactly what was on every page of that journal. A crazed girl in so-called love every page would be about him. I must have been so crazy.
It was getting late at the office and wanted to see what everyone was up to. Probably wrapping up for the day. She walked downed the stairs and saw Quatre down the hall getting ready to go home. Quatre turned around to see Relena.
Quatre had always had a small crush on Relena. "Relena can I offer you a ride home?" Relena nodded slightly. "Thanks Quatre." Relena always knew something was up with this guy but didn't know what exactly it was. She got a vibe every time that he was around and she didn't know what to do about it. Relena thought of him as a friend and nothing else.
He's not even my type…what is my type? She silently wandered to herself and got into Quatre's car. Quatre didn't know what to say to her. He couldn't stand the silence and started talking, "So Relena have you heard from your brother lately?"
Relena turned her head slightly away from the window and said, "Yeah he's doing fine but the mars terra forming project won't be done for at least another two years." Quatre nodded.
They were silent for another moment and then Relena spoke up, "Quatre you're my friend right?" He looked at her for a moment and nodded, "Of course."
"I want to ask you something and be honest with me ok?" Quatre nodded. "Well you know way back when we were all fighting in the war and I…you know was fixated with Heero? Did you think I was crazy to fall for a guy like that?"
"Relena it was a crazy time and you probably only liked him because he was dangerous and that sort of stuff. Besides you were so young." Relena nodded, "That's what I thought. Haha I was so crazy." She smiled lightly. "Good times. Good times."
Quatre didn't know what to say but nodded. Soon they were at Relena's apartment building and got out of his car and said, "Thanks for listening…good night." He said, "Good night."
"What do I want?" Relena whispered to herself. She got on the elevator and knew the first thing that she would do when she got there was sleep. She was dead tired.
Relena laid in bed trying to think about things. But her brain was too tired and it hurt just trying to think because she was that tired. "Forget it…tomorrow…" She closed her eyes and they didn't open anymore until the morning.
Relena woke up by her alarm clock and turned it off. She had so much on her mind lately. It was the fact that she needed to establish what she wanted not as the vice foreign minister but as a woman. Relena sighed.
"Time to start the day right vice foreign minister?" She took a quick shower and realized her hair was so long. She couldn't stand it; the honey blonde hair was well past her butt and close to passing her knee. "What in the hell was I thinking growing it that long?" She sighed loudly.
Relena walked into her kitchen. She was looking for the scissors and opened a drawer. Relena saw a knife in the drawer and looked on it.
I wonder what would happen if I died? Would anyone cry for me? Not crying for the vice foreign minister but cry for me Relena Dorlian the woman. How could I? Just yesterday I was thinking that I have a lot of things to do before I die…I can't die…
Relena shut the drawer and looked in another drawer and saw her scissors. She took them out and pulled her hair back and snipped the hair slowly as not to screw up. "What the hell was I thinking growing it so long?" Then Relena had remembered why she had kept it so long because Heero had once told her that he loved her hair and he could never forget it.
"Anything for Heero my hero…hahaha" She didn't know what to do with her long hair. Relena placed it in a bag. Who know maybe it'll come in handy. She walked back to her bathroom and looked at herself in the mirror.
She smiled at her reflection. A genuine smile. Relena's hair was so short, it was just about to her ears. She started to get dress…
AN: Tell me what you think of it so far. Review please.
Meryl Lee
represents thought
Relena Dorlain the Woman
Chapter one
What were the influences of the former queen of the world? What drove her to the lengths that she went to? She was indeed a special girl…no a woman. Relena Dorlain was a woman, no longer an awkward teenager.
Relena was no longer infatuated with the former Gundam pilot Heero Yuy. She had out grown that part in her life. It had been a while and she thought that she would never find another man like Heero. It was true because no one was so passionate and intense.
Sometimes Relena would stay at the HQ late at night wandering about what she was supposed to do. After all there was more to life then just what she was doing. It was satisfying and great work but she wanted more…That's how it was wanting more then one can really handle. She was getting another migraine.
Relena opened her drawer and got out her aspirin and saw something in the drawer that she had forgotten that was there. It was an old journal…she picked up the pink rose covered book and started looking through it.
AC 196 December 20th
Something I should have know all along…Heero could never love me. I know it's true. Will anyone ever love me? I'm so unsure…what is my purpose? I do love Heero no matter what he says. I'll always love him. I wonder why though. I don't even know the guy. I've never really talked to him before…something about him that I thought I would never find but I found it. But what's this thing that Heero has? God how I love his name…Heero. I love how it sounds. I love his voice, his persona and most of all I love his eyes. My God the eyes. So intense and dark. It's like I can see into his soul…but what is there? RD
End of journal entry.
Relena chuckled at herself for thinking so naively. "How crazy I once was…but never again." Relena placed the journal where it belonged at the bottom of her drawer. She knew exactly what was on every page of that journal. A crazed girl in so-called love every page would be about him. I must have been so crazy.
It was getting late at the office and wanted to see what everyone was up to. Probably wrapping up for the day. She walked downed the stairs and saw Quatre down the hall getting ready to go home. Quatre turned around to see Relena.
Quatre had always had a small crush on Relena. "Relena can I offer you a ride home?" Relena nodded slightly. "Thanks Quatre." Relena always knew something was up with this guy but didn't know what exactly it was. She got a vibe every time that he was around and she didn't know what to do about it. Relena thought of him as a friend and nothing else.
He's not even my type…what is my type? She silently wandered to herself and got into Quatre's car. Quatre didn't know what to say to her. He couldn't stand the silence and started talking, "So Relena have you heard from your brother lately?"
Relena turned her head slightly away from the window and said, "Yeah he's doing fine but the mars terra forming project won't be done for at least another two years." Quatre nodded.
They were silent for another moment and then Relena spoke up, "Quatre you're my friend right?" He looked at her for a moment and nodded, "Of course."
"I want to ask you something and be honest with me ok?" Quatre nodded. "Well you know way back when we were all fighting in the war and I…you know was fixated with Heero? Did you think I was crazy to fall for a guy like that?"
"Relena it was a crazy time and you probably only liked him because he was dangerous and that sort of stuff. Besides you were so young." Relena nodded, "That's what I thought. Haha I was so crazy." She smiled lightly. "Good times. Good times."
Quatre didn't know what to say but nodded. Soon they were at Relena's apartment building and got out of his car and said, "Thanks for listening…good night." He said, "Good night."
"What do I want?" Relena whispered to herself. She got on the elevator and knew the first thing that she would do when she got there was sleep. She was dead tired.
Relena laid in bed trying to think about things. But her brain was too tired and it hurt just trying to think because she was that tired. "Forget it…tomorrow…" She closed her eyes and they didn't open anymore until the morning.
Relena woke up by her alarm clock and turned it off. She had so much on her mind lately. It was the fact that she needed to establish what she wanted not as the vice foreign minister but as a woman. Relena sighed.
"Time to start the day right vice foreign minister?" She took a quick shower and realized her hair was so long. She couldn't stand it; the honey blonde hair was well past her butt and close to passing her knee. "What in the hell was I thinking growing it that long?" She sighed loudly.
Relena walked into her kitchen. She was looking for the scissors and opened a drawer. Relena saw a knife in the drawer and looked on it.
I wonder what would happen if I died? Would anyone cry for me? Not crying for the vice foreign minister but cry for me Relena Dorlian the woman. How could I? Just yesterday I was thinking that I have a lot of things to do before I die…I can't die…
Relena shut the drawer and looked in another drawer and saw her scissors. She took them out and pulled her hair back and snipped the hair slowly as not to screw up. "What the hell was I thinking growing it so long?" Then Relena had remembered why she had kept it so long because Heero had once told her that he loved her hair and he could never forget it.
"Anything for Heero my hero…hahaha" She didn't know what to do with her long hair. Relena placed it in a bag. Who know maybe it'll come in handy. She walked back to her bathroom and looked at herself in the mirror.
She smiled at her reflection. A genuine smile. Relena's hair was so short, it was just about to her ears. She started to get dress…
AN: Tell me what you think of it so far. Review please.
Meryl Lee