Disclaimer: Gravitation = not yui's. Gravitation = Maki Murakami-sensei. Luna Sea and Zetsuai/Koji aren't mine either. Only the song 'Infatuation' is mine (as with all other 'songs' in my Gravi fanfics ^_^).
Infatuation
by Miyamoto Yui
Chapter 15 - My own happiness.
[Conclusion]
When the whole mess was finished, everyone went hope safe and sound. Thankfully, there was no one hurt after the all the commotion.
As for Tatsuha and I, we went all the way back to the hotel room in silence.
We knew what had happened and what was going to happen.
If this didn't happen, I know I would have stayed with him forever...
But I'll never tell that Yuki. It's a secret too painful and deep to say.
I took Tatsuha to the bedroom and closed the door behind us. Even if there was no one else there, it still felt like the door should be shut.
What was here should always be kept among these four walls.
"Tatsuha?" I finally broke the silence as I drew the curtain to look out the window.
He smiled wistfully and held me as we looked down to the lights shining below us.
"I know," he whispered.
"It's not that I picked you over your brother..." I sighed and stopped. Then I started as I held his arms wrapped around my shoulders tighter, "If it weren't for this, I know I would have-"
Tatsuha put his finger on my lips and shook his head. "I know it's not."
He then answered, "When it really came to a crisis, we chose who we'd protect. Ni-chan chose you. Not Touma-san or anyone else. He had only one person in mind. And I knew that. And it's not that I don't love you...but I ran instinctively to Ryuichi."
If...if you could have seen Ryuichi's face when you took his hand, Tatsuha...
With this, we held each other in silence. It didn't need to be said at all from then on.
We cared so much for one another...
Very intense, ne? To think that you could find someone who understood you and everything...and to find that...
...in the end, there was someone whom we cared for even greater than that.
With this last thought, I smiled at him and wrapped my arms Tatsuha's neck. "Thank you...for everything."
I then kissed his cheek and packed all my stuff to leave.
"Do you think I should leave poor defenseless Ryuichi-san here with you?" I said to Tatsuha with a wink. "You might wear the poor guy out."
"Don't worry, I won't." He blushed and looked every which way. "It might be the other way around!"
Just as he said that, Yuki was at the door. They looked at each other and hesitantly smiled. Yuki cleared his throat and was about to say sorry when Tatsuha put his hand up.
"You'd think I'd let _you_ say sorry, Ni-chan?" Tatsuha laughed. "I didn't mean anything-"
"Nor I." Yuki answered back in an interruption.
Then, Yuki patted his shoulder and smirked. I smiled at that.
When we were going to leave, Yuki said, "Yo! Tatsuha."
"Yeah?"
"Ahem. Tou-chan asked that you had to take care of him." Yuki opened the door.
There was Ryuichi-san in the doorway with Kumagorou and his luggage. "Mind if I stay here with you?"
Tatsuha, who was standing there next to me like a deer caught by the headlights, stood there frozen with eyes blinking as if he couldn't figure out if he had been dreaming.
"If you mind, I'll leave." Ryuichi said.
"My room is yours?" he immediately said as he gulped while pulling Ryuichi to the living room.
Yuki smirked and whispered, "That's how _I_ say sorry."
Tatsuha pointed at him and said to Ryuichi, "Please stay here one second."
I went over to Ryuichi. He tilted his head and smiled. "Thanks."
"For what?" I asked.
With a meaningful smile, Ryuichi-san said, "You knew how much I like him...That's why you-"
I shook my head. "He chose you. He'll always choose you."
Then, we heard a loud "THANKS, NI-CHAN!"
Ryuichi and I looked at each other and laughed. I nudged him and winked while nodding to him, "You're only defense is to _not_ sing. If you do...well, you'll find out. Bye!"
--
As Yuki and I entered our apartment, Yuki closed the door behind us.
Turning around, I said, "Tadaimasu."
"Okaeri."
Yuki then again was going to sit in his office. He sat in his chair.
"Going to do work again?" I complained as I put my stuff down and walked over to him. "I just got here!"
He then pushed his laptop to the side and grabbed my waist and placed me carefully on the desk in front of him. "Yeah, I'm going to do a _lot_ of work."
My eyebrow went up with a slight smile on my lips. "Oh, is that so?"
Yuki then kissed me so passionately that I gasped for air. "I-I can't breathe."
"Kiss me until I can't breathe," he began to sing a little.
I pushed him a bit so that I could look at him. "Have you been listening to my Luna Sea cds?"
"You can learn a _lot_ from Sugizo, I've learned," he answered with a sly smirk. Then, he blinked his eyes in innocence. "And Koji Nanjo's performance on 'Katuai'?"
"Well, we'll see if you'll past the test for these lessons of yours," I answered back just as playfully.
At that, we resumed kissing as he pulled my shirt to come down to my shoulders. I wrapped my arms around his shoulders and kissed just as hard back.
Then, I he began to search every inch of my body until he had consumed all of me.
"Kono ai ga todokanai
Aisenai..." he sang as he brought his hands softly up and down the contours of my body and settled them on my waist.
My muscles tightened up and I grabbed him as he picked me up to transfer the bedroom. Then, as he placed his body over mine.
He whispered to my ear,
"You think I ask too much
Then just push me away...
I don't want just your heart
I don't want just your mind,
I don't want just your soul.
I want everything."
Then, at last, he whispered, "I need you."
--
Infatuation
by Miyamoto Yui
Chapter 15 - My own happiness.
[Conclusion]
When the whole mess was finished, everyone went hope safe and sound. Thankfully, there was no one hurt after the all the commotion.
As for Tatsuha and I, we went all the way back to the hotel room in silence.
We knew what had happened and what was going to happen.
If this didn't happen, I know I would have stayed with him forever...
But I'll never tell that Yuki. It's a secret too painful and deep to say.
I took Tatsuha to the bedroom and closed the door behind us. Even if there was no one else there, it still felt like the door should be shut.
What was here should always be kept among these four walls.
"Tatsuha?" I finally broke the silence as I drew the curtain to look out the window.
He smiled wistfully and held me as we looked down to the lights shining below us.
"I know," he whispered.
"It's not that I picked you over your brother..." I sighed and stopped. Then I started as I held his arms wrapped around my shoulders tighter, "If it weren't for this, I know I would have-"
Tatsuha put his finger on my lips and shook his head. "I know it's not."
He then answered, "When it really came to a crisis, we chose who we'd protect. Ni-chan chose you. Not Touma-san or anyone else. He had only one person in mind. And I knew that. And it's not that I don't love you...but I ran instinctively to Ryuichi."
If...if you could have seen Ryuichi's face when you took his hand, Tatsuha...
With this, we held each other in silence. It didn't need to be said at all from then on.
We cared so much for one another...
Very intense, ne? To think that you could find someone who understood you and everything...and to find that...
...in the end, there was someone whom we cared for even greater than that.
With this last thought, I smiled at him and wrapped my arms Tatsuha's neck. "Thank you...for everything."
I then kissed his cheek and packed all my stuff to leave.
"Do you think I should leave poor defenseless Ryuichi-san here with you?" I said to Tatsuha with a wink. "You might wear the poor guy out."
"Don't worry, I won't." He blushed and looked every which way. "It might be the other way around!"
Just as he said that, Yuki was at the door. They looked at each other and hesitantly smiled. Yuki cleared his throat and was about to say sorry when Tatsuha put his hand up.
"You'd think I'd let _you_ say sorry, Ni-chan?" Tatsuha laughed. "I didn't mean anything-"
"Nor I." Yuki answered back in an interruption.
Then, Yuki patted his shoulder and smirked. I smiled at that.
When we were going to leave, Yuki said, "Yo! Tatsuha."
"Yeah?"
"Ahem. Tou-chan asked that you had to take care of him." Yuki opened the door.
There was Ryuichi-san in the doorway with Kumagorou and his luggage. "Mind if I stay here with you?"
Tatsuha, who was standing there next to me like a deer caught by the headlights, stood there frozen with eyes blinking as if he couldn't figure out if he had been dreaming.
"If you mind, I'll leave." Ryuichi said.
"My room is yours?" he immediately said as he gulped while pulling Ryuichi to the living room.
Yuki smirked and whispered, "That's how _I_ say sorry."
Tatsuha pointed at him and said to Ryuichi, "Please stay here one second."
I went over to Ryuichi. He tilted his head and smiled. "Thanks."
"For what?" I asked.
With a meaningful smile, Ryuichi-san said, "You knew how much I like him...That's why you-"
I shook my head. "He chose you. He'll always choose you."
Then, we heard a loud "THANKS, NI-CHAN!"
Ryuichi and I looked at each other and laughed. I nudged him and winked while nodding to him, "You're only defense is to _not_ sing. If you do...well, you'll find out. Bye!"
--
As Yuki and I entered our apartment, Yuki closed the door behind us.
Turning around, I said, "Tadaimasu."
"Okaeri."
Yuki then again was going to sit in his office. He sat in his chair.
"Going to do work again?" I complained as I put my stuff down and walked over to him. "I just got here!"
He then pushed his laptop to the side and grabbed my waist and placed me carefully on the desk in front of him. "Yeah, I'm going to do a _lot_ of work."
My eyebrow went up with a slight smile on my lips. "Oh, is that so?"
Yuki then kissed me so passionately that I gasped for air. "I-I can't breathe."
"Kiss me until I can't breathe," he began to sing a little.
I pushed him a bit so that I could look at him. "Have you been listening to my Luna Sea cds?"
"You can learn a _lot_ from Sugizo, I've learned," he answered with a sly smirk. Then, he blinked his eyes in innocence. "And Koji Nanjo's performance on 'Katuai'?"
"Well, we'll see if you'll past the test for these lessons of yours," I answered back just as playfully.
At that, we resumed kissing as he pulled my shirt to come down to my shoulders. I wrapped my arms around his shoulders and kissed just as hard back.
Then, I he began to search every inch of my body until he had consumed all of me.
"Kono ai ga todokanai
Aisenai..." he sang as he brought his hands softly up and down the contours of my body and settled them on my waist.
My muscles tightened up and I grabbed him as he picked me up to transfer the bedroom. Then, as he placed his body over mine.
He whispered to my ear,
"You think I ask too much
Then just push me away...
I don't want just your heart
I don't want just your mind,
I don't want just your soul.
I want everything."
Then, at last, he whispered, "I need you."
--