Disclaimer: I don't won this, don't sue me.

Arthur's notes: This is Cloud and Aeris. If you don't like this, go away, you Tifa lover. (If your not a Tifa lover, and don't like this, then you should be locked up in a loony bin) It's also sad in the beginning.

Chapter one: The Diary

I've been crying myself to sleep lately, thinking of her. Her beautiful eyes, and her gorgeous face, it made her look like an angel. But Sepiroth took her, took my beautiful angel. He says I'm a doll and can't fell, but that still doesn't make it right. And he's wrong, I can feel. I feel sad, and angry. I'll never hear her laugh again. She was so innocent, and perfect. Maybe it's better like this. I've been fooling myself for a long time, with the soldier thing and all. And I've killed so many men. My hands are stained with blood. I even tried to kill my beautiful angel twice. But I'll never see her thing lips curve into a smile, when I do something funny. I'll never hear her wonderful laugh again. For this, I'll kill Sepiroth.

I think Tifa likes me. As more than a friend. But I don't lover her and it would be cruel to lead her on. Barret's calling for me, so I better go.

Cloud Strife

Dear Journal,

I decided to leave everyone. I killed Sepiroth a week ago. Everyone is calling me a hero. But I do not hear the voice that I want to hear. Killing Sepiroth has not brought her back. I'm going to stay in the crater where Sepiroth was. Maybe I'll get my Aeris back.

I hoe I do. I still remember how she died. I don't want to. I want to believe that she is right her next to me, but that would be a lie. I must go, go and try and get her back. She is my life…