Title: Struggle
Part: 11/?
Author: Issei
Genre: Yaoi
Paring: Up to you to decipher!
Rating: PG
Archive: Sdfic ML and Jem's homepage!
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2 Please ignore any typo errors/ gammer mistakes.
Disclaimer: the characters do not belong to me..dun sue!!
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Thx to all that are reading my fic and those who give c&c.they are truly appreciated.nothing much to say but only Enjoy!
Warning: The characters may be OOC.
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5 Words in * * is action
6 Words in ^ ^ is characters thinking
Words in [ ] refer to the setting
Words in ( ) are words by writer.^_______^
6.1 Chapter 11
[Hanamichi's house]
Hanamichi headed for his room.
Hanamichi: Here you can talk all you like.
Rukawa: Where are you going?
Hanamichi: To sleep. you didn't think I had listen to you talk, did you?
Rukawa: .
Hanamichi: Make yourself at home. *Walks away*
Rukawa: Baka. *says aloud*
Hanamichi: Who are you calling baka?
Rukawa: You.
Hanamichi: How dare you call me a baka! You are the one!
Rukawa: Liar.
Hanamichi: I am not!
Rukawa: You were supposed to listen to me.
Hanamichi: Fine I will prove me you I am not.
Rukawa: . ^ He really is dumb, so easily tricked. ^
Hanamichi: Quick says it?
Rukawa: Why do you hate me? ^I guess I was really quick. ^
Hanamichi: Huh? Do you have a fever, fox, isn't the reasons obvious. You are always hurting Haruko and I don't like it a damn bit! Ok, are you done?
Rukawa: I don't like her one bit either.
Hanamichi: How could you not like a sweet, pretty girl like her? If only she was half as crazy for me as she is for you!
Rukawa: She is just another one of my fans.
Hanamichi: No, she is our assistant manager.
Rukawa: I am here to ask if we can be friends.
Hanamichi: Friends? Did I hear right?
Rukawa: Yes.
Hanamichi: But why?
Rukawa: I don't see the need of fighting you everyday.
Hanamichi: Well. I will. if you promise to treat Haruko better.
Rukawa: No I will not. If you hate me because of her, it is not worth it. She will never like you.
Hanamichi: No! She will.one day. ^Why didn't I feel the strong need to deny this fact liked I used to. I am merely saying this out of habit. ^
Rukawa: So?
Hanamichi: I will think about it.
Rukawa: Ok.
Rukawa turned to leave the house in silent, leaving a stunned and puzzled Hanamichi still pondering about his proposal.
Rukawa walked alone on the street, his lonely figure illuminated under the streetlight. Hands in pocket, Rukawa stared at the ground, silently reassuring himself.
Rukawa: ^ He will accept my friendship, he will. I know he will. ^
The angel and devil within Rukawa appeared.
Angel: Rukawa do not worry, I am sure he will.
Devil: Haha, do you think he will?
Rukawa: ^ Can the both of you keep quiet! Your presences are not wanted. ^
Devil: It is not up to you to choose.
Angel: Well then we better go.
Rukawa: ^ Yes, get lost. ^
Angel: Fine.*a little hurt*
Devil: Wait! Rukawa, why didn't you tell him how you truly felt about him? Everyone here knows about your recent craze over Sakuragi.
Rukawa: ^ Are you crazy? How could I tell him that I like him, he will probably throw me out with his broom and never ever talk to me again. I may not be good at my studies, because I don't listen to lessons, but I am not stupid. ^
Angel: We understand.
Rukawa: Then why ask?
Devil: Haha I just wanted to hear you say it!
Rukawa: Go away will you? Let me think by myself.
With a flash, the two miniature figures disappeared
Rukawa was once again left alone in the peace of the night.
Rukawa had wanted so much to tell Hanamichi how crazy he was for him. How he wished that Hanamichi would smile his special smile for him. How he wished that he could share Hanamichi's deepest secret, but all these seemed so impossible, they were hardly friends and the only relationship that they ever had was enemy. No, he didn't want this, he didn't want to be his enemy, not the Rukawa now, if it was 6 months ago, he would not have give a damn about the red head idiot, but now, his heart yearn for him, long for him, wanted him.
Mitsui watched Rukawa's shadow fade slowly away. He hasn't heard a word they said, but he was sure that Hanamichi was shocked and terribly confused over the conversation. Mitsui knew better to ask Hanamichi what happen, he didn't want to even let Hanamichi know that he was anywhere near his house. Mitsui was sure he would be badly injured if Hanamichi knew that Mitsui witness the incident with Rukawa.
Mitsui: ^What were they saying and why is Hanamichi so shocked? ^
Curiosity was fast killing Mitsui.
Mitsui: ^ I will probably get killed if I ask Sakuragi, if he learned that I eavesdrop his conversation with Rukawa. But Rukawa is like a ice block, how could I get anything out of him. ^
Feeling a little frustrated at how complicated things were now, Mitsui gave a loud sigh and walked towards home with slow heavy steps.
Mitsui: ^How can I make you tell me your secrets. ^
Hanamichi: Where did that loud sigh come from?
Hanamichi was totally confused. There was no one else in the house.
Hanamichi: Maybe from outside?
Hanamichi opens the door only to be greeted by the thin cold autumn wind.
Hanamichi: Weird. how come I am hearing things.
Hanamichi headed for the bedroom and after sweeping some magazines from the bed, he slowly lowered himself onto his comfortable bed. His back had been better these few days and they now ache slightly.
Hanamichi: Must be too much training today. I better watch out tomorrow.
Hanamichi had been avoiding Rukawa's proposal, he did not want to think about it, he did not want to think about the Rukawa who came to his house that evening, the Rukawa was acting out of character.
Hanamichi: ^What was wrong with him. Surely, he doesn't want to make friends with me. Ah! This is getting on my nerves. ^
Hanamichi shut his eyes tightly, forcing himself to go to sleep, to forget.
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[Shohoku High School Year 1 Class 7 classroom]
Youhei: How was your training yesterday?
Hanamichi: Didn't do much, just some basics. That Micchy didn't allow the Tensai to have a full proper training. How come you weren't down yesterday?
Youhei: Work.
Hanamichi: I see. So, are you coming down today?
Youhei: Yah, I will, I will come and watch.
Hanamichi: Hey, let's go for a drink afterwards? Haven't hanged out together for a long time.
Youhei: Fi..
Teacher: Sakuragi and Youhei care to share your conversation with the class?
Hanamichi: Sure? We were talking about where to go to after school. You want to join us?
Teacher: Sakuragi!
The teacher stared at Hanamichi with this disbelief. He was red in the face, partly from anger and embarrassment. In all his life as a teacher, he had never been such a failure at educating students. Giving up all hopes on the two boys, he could only tell the usual.
Teacher: Do not talk when others are speaking, it is very rude.
Hanamichi: I know. The other teachers have told me. Can I sit down now?
The teacher stared hard at Hanamichi, hoping to see some repents in him, however, all he saw was a bored Hanamichi fiddling with his pens, and giving him the "I am sick of standing look" look.
Teacher: *sigh* Both of you sit down and don't talk when I do.
Hanamichi sat down and the next moment he was back in conversation with Youhei.
Hanamichi: what is wrong with sensei today? I have been like this for so long.
Youhei: you are only back in school the second day after missing school for 2 months. Sensei obviously had gotten used to days without you.
Hanamichi: Oh yeah right, I wasn't around for the past 2 months. So, hanging out after training?
Youhei: *nods*
The last lesson ended with a loud ring of the bell and Hanamichi sling his bag around his shoulders and headed for the door.
Hanamichi: Youhei, I am going to training now, see you later.
Youhei: Ok, you go first. I will go and see you train.
Hanamichi stepped out of the classroom only to see a pale looking guy with raven black hair standing outside.
Hanamichi: What are you doing here you fox?
To be continued.
Finally I completely this chapter, quite a long one so I hope all of you who have manage to read until here have enjoyed it.I am still hoping to get c&c.
Issei_kun_@hotmail.com
Part: 11/?
Author: Issei
Genre: Yaoi
Paring: Up to you to decipher!
Rating: PG
Archive: Sdfic ML and Jem's homepage!
1
2 Please ignore any typo errors/ gammer mistakes.
Disclaimer: the characters do not belong to me..dun sue!!
3
Thx to all that are reading my fic and those who give c&c.they are truly appreciated.nothing much to say but only Enjoy!
Warning: The characters may be OOC.
4
5 Words in * * is action
6 Words in ^ ^ is characters thinking
Words in [ ] refer to the setting
Words in ( ) are words by writer.^_______^
6.1 Chapter 11
[Hanamichi's house]
Hanamichi headed for his room.
Hanamichi: Here you can talk all you like.
Rukawa: Where are you going?
Hanamichi: To sleep. you didn't think I had listen to you talk, did you?
Rukawa: .
Hanamichi: Make yourself at home. *Walks away*
Rukawa: Baka. *says aloud*
Hanamichi: Who are you calling baka?
Rukawa: You.
Hanamichi: How dare you call me a baka! You are the one!
Rukawa: Liar.
Hanamichi: I am not!
Rukawa: You were supposed to listen to me.
Hanamichi: Fine I will prove me you I am not.
Rukawa: . ^ He really is dumb, so easily tricked. ^
Hanamichi: Quick says it?
Rukawa: Why do you hate me? ^I guess I was really quick. ^
Hanamichi: Huh? Do you have a fever, fox, isn't the reasons obvious. You are always hurting Haruko and I don't like it a damn bit! Ok, are you done?
Rukawa: I don't like her one bit either.
Hanamichi: How could you not like a sweet, pretty girl like her? If only she was half as crazy for me as she is for you!
Rukawa: She is just another one of my fans.
Hanamichi: No, she is our assistant manager.
Rukawa: I am here to ask if we can be friends.
Hanamichi: Friends? Did I hear right?
Rukawa: Yes.
Hanamichi: But why?
Rukawa: I don't see the need of fighting you everyday.
Hanamichi: Well. I will. if you promise to treat Haruko better.
Rukawa: No I will not. If you hate me because of her, it is not worth it. She will never like you.
Hanamichi: No! She will.one day. ^Why didn't I feel the strong need to deny this fact liked I used to. I am merely saying this out of habit. ^
Rukawa: So?
Hanamichi: I will think about it.
Rukawa: Ok.
Rukawa turned to leave the house in silent, leaving a stunned and puzzled Hanamichi still pondering about his proposal.
Rukawa walked alone on the street, his lonely figure illuminated under the streetlight. Hands in pocket, Rukawa stared at the ground, silently reassuring himself.
Rukawa: ^ He will accept my friendship, he will. I know he will. ^
The angel and devil within Rukawa appeared.
Angel: Rukawa do not worry, I am sure he will.
Devil: Haha, do you think he will?
Rukawa: ^ Can the both of you keep quiet! Your presences are not wanted. ^
Devil: It is not up to you to choose.
Angel: Well then we better go.
Rukawa: ^ Yes, get lost. ^
Angel: Fine.*a little hurt*
Devil: Wait! Rukawa, why didn't you tell him how you truly felt about him? Everyone here knows about your recent craze over Sakuragi.
Rukawa: ^ Are you crazy? How could I tell him that I like him, he will probably throw me out with his broom and never ever talk to me again. I may not be good at my studies, because I don't listen to lessons, but I am not stupid. ^
Angel: We understand.
Rukawa: Then why ask?
Devil: Haha I just wanted to hear you say it!
Rukawa: Go away will you? Let me think by myself.
With a flash, the two miniature figures disappeared
Rukawa was once again left alone in the peace of the night.
Rukawa had wanted so much to tell Hanamichi how crazy he was for him. How he wished that Hanamichi would smile his special smile for him. How he wished that he could share Hanamichi's deepest secret, but all these seemed so impossible, they were hardly friends and the only relationship that they ever had was enemy. No, he didn't want this, he didn't want to be his enemy, not the Rukawa now, if it was 6 months ago, he would not have give a damn about the red head idiot, but now, his heart yearn for him, long for him, wanted him.
Mitsui watched Rukawa's shadow fade slowly away. He hasn't heard a word they said, but he was sure that Hanamichi was shocked and terribly confused over the conversation. Mitsui knew better to ask Hanamichi what happen, he didn't want to even let Hanamichi know that he was anywhere near his house. Mitsui was sure he would be badly injured if Hanamichi knew that Mitsui witness the incident with Rukawa.
Mitsui: ^What were they saying and why is Hanamichi so shocked? ^
Curiosity was fast killing Mitsui.
Mitsui: ^ I will probably get killed if I ask Sakuragi, if he learned that I eavesdrop his conversation with Rukawa. But Rukawa is like a ice block, how could I get anything out of him. ^
Feeling a little frustrated at how complicated things were now, Mitsui gave a loud sigh and walked towards home with slow heavy steps.
Mitsui: ^How can I make you tell me your secrets. ^
Hanamichi: Where did that loud sigh come from?
Hanamichi was totally confused. There was no one else in the house.
Hanamichi: Maybe from outside?
Hanamichi opens the door only to be greeted by the thin cold autumn wind.
Hanamichi: Weird. how come I am hearing things.
Hanamichi headed for the bedroom and after sweeping some magazines from the bed, he slowly lowered himself onto his comfortable bed. His back had been better these few days and they now ache slightly.
Hanamichi: Must be too much training today. I better watch out tomorrow.
Hanamichi had been avoiding Rukawa's proposal, he did not want to think about it, he did not want to think about the Rukawa who came to his house that evening, the Rukawa was acting out of character.
Hanamichi: ^What was wrong with him. Surely, he doesn't want to make friends with me. Ah! This is getting on my nerves. ^
Hanamichi shut his eyes tightly, forcing himself to go to sleep, to forget.
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[Shohoku High School Year 1 Class 7 classroom]
Youhei: How was your training yesterday?
Hanamichi: Didn't do much, just some basics. That Micchy didn't allow the Tensai to have a full proper training. How come you weren't down yesterday?
Youhei: Work.
Hanamichi: I see. So, are you coming down today?
Youhei: Yah, I will, I will come and watch.
Hanamichi: Hey, let's go for a drink afterwards? Haven't hanged out together for a long time.
Youhei: Fi..
Teacher: Sakuragi and Youhei care to share your conversation with the class?
Hanamichi: Sure? We were talking about where to go to after school. You want to join us?
Teacher: Sakuragi!
The teacher stared at Hanamichi with this disbelief. He was red in the face, partly from anger and embarrassment. In all his life as a teacher, he had never been such a failure at educating students. Giving up all hopes on the two boys, he could only tell the usual.
Teacher: Do not talk when others are speaking, it is very rude.
Hanamichi: I know. The other teachers have told me. Can I sit down now?
The teacher stared hard at Hanamichi, hoping to see some repents in him, however, all he saw was a bored Hanamichi fiddling with his pens, and giving him the "I am sick of standing look" look.
Teacher: *sigh* Both of you sit down and don't talk when I do.
Hanamichi sat down and the next moment he was back in conversation with Youhei.
Hanamichi: what is wrong with sensei today? I have been like this for so long.
Youhei: you are only back in school the second day after missing school for 2 months. Sensei obviously had gotten used to days without you.
Hanamichi: Oh yeah right, I wasn't around for the past 2 months. So, hanging out after training?
Youhei: *nods*
The last lesson ended with a loud ring of the bell and Hanamichi sling his bag around his shoulders and headed for the door.
Hanamichi: Youhei, I am going to training now, see you later.
Youhei: Ok, you go first. I will go and see you train.
Hanamichi stepped out of the classroom only to see a pale looking guy with raven black hair standing outside.
Hanamichi: What are you doing here you fox?
To be continued.
Finally I completely this chapter, quite a long one so I hope all of you who have manage to read until here have enjoyed it.I am still hoping to get c&c.
Issei_kun_@hotmail.com