Ummm... Here's all the legal stuffs: I don't own or didn't create SailorMoon, ect. Naoko Takeuchi and a whole bunch of companies do, so now I don't think you can sue me.
This is a continuation of chapter 1, but now its written from third person. After the first part, it switches back toTaiki and the others. Sorry about that. I began writing it in 3rd, but decided to switch back to Taiki. ^__^;; Each chapter will have sections for each character and what they saw and believed at the time of these events. I hope you enjoy! :) Oh, BTW, this is NOT a Seiya/Usagi fic. I'm sorry if I had anyone confused there in the prolouge. I noticed that it kinda portrayed that it was going to be... I acknowledge his love for Usagi many times, but I'm a big Usagi/Mamoru fan, even if Seiya is waaaaaaay cooler... ^__^
If you're wondering why this chapter is a little strange, its because I'm listening to Weird Al's 'Another one rides the bus.' You try writing a serious fanfic while listening to that song... :P I also want to let you know that I am very weary about uploading this chapter. I don't this it goes as smoothly as I'd like it to... Oh well...
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Why do stars fall down from the sky
every time you walk by?
Just like me they long to be,
Close to you.
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A soft melody could be heard from a small room in the back of the palace. Delicate fingers, nails painted a beautiful shade of dark red, floated across the keys of a piano, gently playing each note without a mistake. It was a song she knew well; A song with an unearthly melody in the minor key. The sound resinated through the halls, spreading into the palace. A small, petite woman sat upon the piano bench. She had long red hair sweeping the floor, let loose only for the night. Her slender body clothed in a shimmering, transparent robe of pink, and a pearl colored nightgown. Her deep cranberry-hued eyes were closed; she knew the piece well.
In another room, bed sheets rustled as one awoke to the melody. She slipped into her own green robe, and padded quickly down the hall, her long silver ponytail trailing behind. Her eyes softened and heartbeat slowed as she leaned inside the frame of the door, recognizing the princess, knowing that she was safe. The music continued until the other woman noticed a light in the doorway. "Aaa..." her voice began, looking at the other, "I'm sorry if I woke you."
"No. Please. Don't apologize. It was lovely, Princess," The other replied.
"I was having some trouble sleeping. I thought maybe music could calm me," The princess said, as she watched the other woman sit down at the side of the room on a chair matching her robe.
"Hai. I've noticed the circles under your eyes..." The silver haired said.
"Yes? Leave my appearance to you, ne Yaten?" She asked with a small laugh.
"Hmm," Yaten said in reply, "I just notice those things, I guess. Gomen, Kakyuu-hime."
"Its okay," she said, lifting her delicate hands from the keys, "I don't mind. I just hope others don't notice it. That could possily cause a stir. I don't need people worrying about me. I worry enough. I've just been having trouble sleeping lately, that's all."
Yaten leaned forward, "Please. Tell me what's wrong. There is something on your mind."
Kakyuu shifted in her seat. "No," the princess answered too quickly, and immeadiatly realized that her dear friend would know her lie.
"Okay," Yaten said with a concerned but sympathetic smile, "I understand..."
"Thank you," Kakyuu replied, appriciating Yaten's kindness more than the other could ever know, "But right now, I think I'm going to try and get a little sleep if I can... Its important I'm there and preferably conscious for the dinner and ball tomorrow night." She smiled at Yaten.
"Yes," The other woman said, "Good Night."
"Good night." With a rustle of skirts, they both walked back to thier bed chambers.
--------- Taiki
My fingers quickly thumbed through pages in a small book of poems. It was early in the morning, the sun hadn't even risen yet, but I was still up and wide awake like I always was at this hour. The poetry from Earth was almost sad. It reminded me of Mizuno-san and the others. I don't even know why I hold on to those memories. It was the hardest time of my life... I always wish to forget them. Seiya and Yaten have. Or they hide them well. I wish that I could for once be like them. So much more carefree then me.
But then, do I? Seiya was distracted easily. That's how he coped with things. Yaten, well, he didn't cope. I remember the times he almost broke down because of the frustration. But I held it in. I tried to be the calm one. And I succeeded in it, like I usually do. I looked up at the clock and noticed that an hour had passed during my musings. They were probably all on the verandawaiting for me. I got up out of bed and sat down at the vanity. I redid my ponytail, as it always was, tied at the nape of my neck. I washed and changed into a dress and walked down to the veranda for tea.
The other three were already down there. Kakyuu at the head, Yaten on her left, Seiya her right, and I took the empty seat. Kakyuu waved to me with a weak smile. She looked tired and weary these days, and I know the other two noticed it. I nodded back, saying hello with my usually soft voice. Seiya hit me on the shoulder to say hello, and Yaten smiled. Ah. This was the way it was suppose to be. The four of us.
High Tea was usually the only part of they day when we were all together. We rarely missed it, and if one of us did, it was because of matters out of our hands. Everyone knows that saying, "You don't cherish someone until you lose them." Well, I whole heartedly agree with that phrase. We lost Kakyuu, and of course we had cherished her before, but now... I don't know if I could breathe without her. I know the others feel the same way.
The maids served breakfast and air was filled with the faint frangrance of warm tea. The clanking of the silverware started as we each recived our cups and saucers. Seiya broke the silenced and laughed saying, "A little late this afternoon, ne?"
"Ano... Yes..." I said quietly.
"Is something wrong?" asked Kakyuu.
"No. Just thinking about when you were gone. When we were on Earth," I said, still at a hushed level. When we talked about Earth, it was like talking about the holy Queen Mother. It was something to be revered and respected.
"Ah," said Yaten, with an odd expression on her face, "I wonder how they're doing."
"Hai. I'd love to see how they're doing!" Seiya added with a grin.
"That's ironic," began the Princess, setting her tea down, "Last night I was thinking. Sailormoon... We owe so much and she has such a bright light. I don't know how we have stayed away so long. I was wondering. Would you like to visit? Earth, I mean."
There was dead silence in the room. So many things were running through my head, but my train of thought was broke by Seiya. Leave it to her... "Really? Are you being serious, Kakyuu-hime?"
"Yes. I am. I'd love to see how Usagi is doing. And the others as well. It would also be a good diplomatic mission. They are our strongest allies. What about you two?"
"Ano..." I said, my voice sounded terribly confused. I cleared my throat, hoping to feign a cough to hide my surprise, "Well... I guess... Yes. I would."
"Yes. I suppose..." Yaten said.
"Then, its settled. We'll leave tomorrow. The four of us. My advisors can rule, but there is one thing you must keep in mind. It won't be the same. Time has passed faster there. It will be a good deal into the future."
"Yes," I said, recalling what the doctors had said about time and relitivity, "A very long time into the future."
"Ha," Yaten said, with a smirk to Seiya, "Your girlfriend is married now."
Seiya turned beet red, and with an embarrrassed look to the amused princess, said, "Usagi isn't my girlfriend... Just a friend. Like she said."
Yaten snickered more, and the princess giggled. I couldn't help but smile. Seiya, who is rarely embarrassed, was getting redder and redder. Anything said in front of the princess could embarass her... Seiya, however, recovered quicker than Yaten had guessed and responded by throwing a slice of butter at her face, which landed right under her eye. Yaten sat stunned for a monent, but in a flash had counter attack with a piece of scone covered in berry sauce. I, by now, had stood back, but another of Yaten's attacks missed... And landed right in between my eyes. I just glared at her as she snickered uncontrolably. Even the princess had began to giggle. Seiya was already on the ground in laughter. I grabbed the syrup and squirted it in her face calmly, and set it back down. I myself began to snicker at her shocked reaction to the sticky fluid in her hair. And that's how the afternoon began.
--------- Yaten
I'll admit, last night had me worried. With the princess not sleeping, she was not like herself. Rather tired. But that changed this morning. She was back to herself, giggling, and being the lighthearted princess she was.
Yup. That's how we were. Together. We had a rather ungraceful food fight, leaving half the terrace a mess. I took a break after breakfast to wash the syrup Taiki had so calmly poured into my beautiful hair. I scrubbed it until it came out, and conditioned my hair. As I brushed through the strands of my long hair, I still wonder how Earth is. It was such a thriving green planet, full of life and energy. I felt excited to see it, of course, but at the same time, nervous. Will they remember us? Maybe.
I remember those days on Earth. The desperation, the annoying fans, loads of letters, and everything else about that life. It drove me insane really, the whole idea of being an idol. In ways I liked it, getting all I wanted, living that way, but everything that came along with it. It just seemed so petty. Here we get special treatment. But we also do special work. Not everyone is born with a Sailor Crystal. There... What is so special about being an idol. You get pain millions for having a special talent. But why can't mathmaticians make millions by preforming amazing math feats? Earth was such a fickle place. Parents tell thier children to study hard in the sciences, yet they themselves enjoy pop culture more than a math class. Why would anyone want thier children to do something they didn't like? I shook my head and tied my hair back again.
--------Seiya
As I look at her, she's happy now. She appears tired, but I know she's happy. I wanted to hold her all those times, and say that things would be okay, but it seemed like she would drift away, just out of reach. It was frustrating, in a way. Like Usagi, only I think she knew. In fact, I knew she knew.
After breakfast was over, Taiki left to read, and Yaten left to wash her hair. I stayed with the princess. She had cupped her head in her hands and was looking blankly at the space in front of her. I decided to break the silence like I usually did, and asked her why she was going back to Earth.
"Seiya... You three seemed to miss it so much. I didn't want to destroy that friendship you made with the others. That wouldn't be fair of me..." She said, still not moving her eyes toward me.
"But... Princess..." I said, wanting to ask her why again.
"Please. Kakyuu. You are my friends, not just my guardians."
"Kakyuu then, why would you go?" I asked. But when she blushed, I was confused.
She hesitated for a moment, "Like I said. Its also diplomatic. I personally need to stay in close contact with Earth because we need positive political connections. Usagi and her friends will be so important to us later on. She and Mamoru will hold so much power. We need to help them with intergalactic communication and such. Then perhaps they will help us later."
"Of course," I said, not knowing what to do now. I wanted to pry into what she was thinking. She knew I knew her too well. She knew I could tell she was leaving something out. "Kakyuu," I said her name sternly, "I need to know what else. This is what is bothering you. I just don't know how to get it out of you." I sucked in a breath of air and let it out slowly. She seemed surprised when I reached out and touched her hand with my fingertips. She took my hand slowly. "Gomen..." She said as her face turned crimson, "I just can't talk about it... I don' t think that even you can get it out of me. You are the most authentic person I know. You spill your feelings everywhere. That makes me want to spill my feelings, too. And that makes it dangerous. I cannot, for once, let you see what I feel inside. Please don't make me." She finally met my eyes and I caught myself, once again, wanting to hold her. Its only these things that make me regret being a senshi, making me wish I was born to be her true companion. Oh. I was staring again. I blinked and looked down at my hand in hers. She abruptly dropped it. No. Don't do that. My hand felt cold the instant she let go.
I'm afraid I scared her in that short moment. I think I scared myself, knowing how entirely dependant we were on each other. "Sorry," I muttered, averting my eyes somewhere else.
"You did it again?" She said quietly. I turned back to her to meet her stare. "I don't know how, but you have. You always manage to get my innermost feelings right into the palm of your hand. You hold my heart in your hands, yet you don't understand how frightening that is." I looked back at her. She had tears in her eyes. Kakyuu always had trouble trusting people. I knew this because everything she had was taken from her. Everything except us.
"I think we should talk then," I said. We needed to go somewhere else. The loud clanking of dishes in the back ground was on my nerves, and a finally noticed some of the maids looking at us. I blushed and took her hand again. "Come with me..."
--------Kakyuu
What was I supposed to do? My words were spoken so truthfully. She did hold my heart in her hands and I couldn't hide anything from her. But, I tried anyway. I gently pulled my hand from hers. "I can't," I said, standing up. "I have to get ready for tonight. I'll see you then."
I'll admit, it was a bad cover up. I could see she knew what I was doing. I just turned around and walked away, leaving her there. I stopped in the doorway, and waved a little, then headed straight for my room.
As I opened the door, I began to let out my hair from the pins that held it up. It needed to be redone later anyway. What I told her was only a half lie, I did need to get ready. Just not this early. I felt guilty about leaving her there, and wondered what she was thinking at the moment. What could I say? 'Oh well, Seiya-chan, I just wanted to let you know, I'm going to Earth because I'm not leaving you alone for a moment. And I would crumble if you were gone. Even though we are just good friends. Good friends, that's all."
I felt the same way about my other senshi, Healer and Maker. They were both gems. They were the most outwardly loyal to me. Perhaps more loyal than Fighter? Maybe. That was my doubt. I felt that I was putting Seiya through a test. A chance to show her loyalty to me. Deep down inside me, I feel tinges of envy sometimes. Not a giant green monster attacking me, no. That was not the same kind of jealousy. It was tiny emerald demons skewing my heart and making me doubt my truest soldier. And they blinded me. I had no idea whether she loved me or not. Whether she was loyal or not. Would she desert me the minute we stepped back onto the planet. I saw every advance, every word uttered, every whimsical glance towards the moon princess. And it made me tremble with angst and betrayal. Regret is a terrible thing. Maybe I regret being alive.
This is a continuation of chapter 1, but now its written from third person. After the first part, it switches back toTaiki and the others. Sorry about that. I began writing it in 3rd, but decided to switch back to Taiki. ^__^;; Each chapter will have sections for each character and what they saw and believed at the time of these events. I hope you enjoy! :) Oh, BTW, this is NOT a Seiya/Usagi fic. I'm sorry if I had anyone confused there in the prolouge. I noticed that it kinda portrayed that it was going to be... I acknowledge his love for Usagi many times, but I'm a big Usagi/Mamoru fan, even if Seiya is waaaaaaay cooler... ^__^
If you're wondering why this chapter is a little strange, its because I'm listening to Weird Al's 'Another one rides the bus.' You try writing a serious fanfic while listening to that song... :P I also want to let you know that I am very weary about uploading this chapter. I don't this it goes as smoothly as I'd like it to... Oh well...
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Why do stars fall down from the sky
every time you walk by?
Just like me they long to be,
Close to you.
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A soft melody could be heard from a small room in the back of the palace. Delicate fingers, nails painted a beautiful shade of dark red, floated across the keys of a piano, gently playing each note without a mistake. It was a song she knew well; A song with an unearthly melody in the minor key. The sound resinated through the halls, spreading into the palace. A small, petite woman sat upon the piano bench. She had long red hair sweeping the floor, let loose only for the night. Her slender body clothed in a shimmering, transparent robe of pink, and a pearl colored nightgown. Her deep cranberry-hued eyes were closed; she knew the piece well.
In another room, bed sheets rustled as one awoke to the melody. She slipped into her own green robe, and padded quickly down the hall, her long silver ponytail trailing behind. Her eyes softened and heartbeat slowed as she leaned inside the frame of the door, recognizing the princess, knowing that she was safe. The music continued until the other woman noticed a light in the doorway. "Aaa..." her voice began, looking at the other, "I'm sorry if I woke you."
"No. Please. Don't apologize. It was lovely, Princess," The other replied.
"I was having some trouble sleeping. I thought maybe music could calm me," The princess said, as she watched the other woman sit down at the side of the room on a chair matching her robe.
"Hai. I've noticed the circles under your eyes..." The silver haired said.
"Yes? Leave my appearance to you, ne Yaten?" She asked with a small laugh.
"Hmm," Yaten said in reply, "I just notice those things, I guess. Gomen, Kakyuu-hime."
"Its okay," she said, lifting her delicate hands from the keys, "I don't mind. I just hope others don't notice it. That could possily cause a stir. I don't need people worrying about me. I worry enough. I've just been having trouble sleeping lately, that's all."
Yaten leaned forward, "Please. Tell me what's wrong. There is something on your mind."
Kakyuu shifted in her seat. "No," the princess answered too quickly, and immeadiatly realized that her dear friend would know her lie.
"Okay," Yaten said with a concerned but sympathetic smile, "I understand..."
"Thank you," Kakyuu replied, appriciating Yaten's kindness more than the other could ever know, "But right now, I think I'm going to try and get a little sleep if I can... Its important I'm there and preferably conscious for the dinner and ball tomorrow night." She smiled at Yaten.
"Yes," The other woman said, "Good Night."
"Good night." With a rustle of skirts, they both walked back to thier bed chambers.
--------- Taiki
My fingers quickly thumbed through pages in a small book of poems. It was early in the morning, the sun hadn't even risen yet, but I was still up and wide awake like I always was at this hour. The poetry from Earth was almost sad. It reminded me of Mizuno-san and the others. I don't even know why I hold on to those memories. It was the hardest time of my life... I always wish to forget them. Seiya and Yaten have. Or they hide them well. I wish that I could for once be like them. So much more carefree then me.
But then, do I? Seiya was distracted easily. That's how he coped with things. Yaten, well, he didn't cope. I remember the times he almost broke down because of the frustration. But I held it in. I tried to be the calm one. And I succeeded in it, like I usually do. I looked up at the clock and noticed that an hour had passed during my musings. They were probably all on the verandawaiting for me. I got up out of bed and sat down at the vanity. I redid my ponytail, as it always was, tied at the nape of my neck. I washed and changed into a dress and walked down to the veranda for tea.
The other three were already down there. Kakyuu at the head, Yaten on her left, Seiya her right, and I took the empty seat. Kakyuu waved to me with a weak smile. She looked tired and weary these days, and I know the other two noticed it. I nodded back, saying hello with my usually soft voice. Seiya hit me on the shoulder to say hello, and Yaten smiled. Ah. This was the way it was suppose to be. The four of us.
High Tea was usually the only part of they day when we were all together. We rarely missed it, and if one of us did, it was because of matters out of our hands. Everyone knows that saying, "You don't cherish someone until you lose them." Well, I whole heartedly agree with that phrase. We lost Kakyuu, and of course we had cherished her before, but now... I don't know if I could breathe without her. I know the others feel the same way.
The maids served breakfast and air was filled with the faint frangrance of warm tea. The clanking of the silverware started as we each recived our cups and saucers. Seiya broke the silenced and laughed saying, "A little late this afternoon, ne?"
"Ano... Yes..." I said quietly.
"Is something wrong?" asked Kakyuu.
"No. Just thinking about when you were gone. When we were on Earth," I said, still at a hushed level. When we talked about Earth, it was like talking about the holy Queen Mother. It was something to be revered and respected.
"Ah," said Yaten, with an odd expression on her face, "I wonder how they're doing."
"Hai. I'd love to see how they're doing!" Seiya added with a grin.
"That's ironic," began the Princess, setting her tea down, "Last night I was thinking. Sailormoon... We owe so much and she has such a bright light. I don't know how we have stayed away so long. I was wondering. Would you like to visit? Earth, I mean."
There was dead silence in the room. So many things were running through my head, but my train of thought was broke by Seiya. Leave it to her... "Really? Are you being serious, Kakyuu-hime?"
"Yes. I am. I'd love to see how Usagi is doing. And the others as well. It would also be a good diplomatic mission. They are our strongest allies. What about you two?"
"Ano..." I said, my voice sounded terribly confused. I cleared my throat, hoping to feign a cough to hide my surprise, "Well... I guess... Yes. I would."
"Yes. I suppose..." Yaten said.
"Then, its settled. We'll leave tomorrow. The four of us. My advisors can rule, but there is one thing you must keep in mind. It won't be the same. Time has passed faster there. It will be a good deal into the future."
"Yes," I said, recalling what the doctors had said about time and relitivity, "A very long time into the future."
"Ha," Yaten said, with a smirk to Seiya, "Your girlfriend is married now."
Seiya turned beet red, and with an embarrrassed look to the amused princess, said, "Usagi isn't my girlfriend... Just a friend. Like she said."
Yaten snickered more, and the princess giggled. I couldn't help but smile. Seiya, who is rarely embarrassed, was getting redder and redder. Anything said in front of the princess could embarass her... Seiya, however, recovered quicker than Yaten had guessed and responded by throwing a slice of butter at her face, which landed right under her eye. Yaten sat stunned for a monent, but in a flash had counter attack with a piece of scone covered in berry sauce. I, by now, had stood back, but another of Yaten's attacks missed... And landed right in between my eyes. I just glared at her as she snickered uncontrolably. Even the princess had began to giggle. Seiya was already on the ground in laughter. I grabbed the syrup and squirted it in her face calmly, and set it back down. I myself began to snicker at her shocked reaction to the sticky fluid in her hair. And that's how the afternoon began.
--------- Yaten
I'll admit, last night had me worried. With the princess not sleeping, she was not like herself. Rather tired. But that changed this morning. She was back to herself, giggling, and being the lighthearted princess she was.
Yup. That's how we were. Together. We had a rather ungraceful food fight, leaving half the terrace a mess. I took a break after breakfast to wash the syrup Taiki had so calmly poured into my beautiful hair. I scrubbed it until it came out, and conditioned my hair. As I brushed through the strands of my long hair, I still wonder how Earth is. It was such a thriving green planet, full of life and energy. I felt excited to see it, of course, but at the same time, nervous. Will they remember us? Maybe.
I remember those days on Earth. The desperation, the annoying fans, loads of letters, and everything else about that life. It drove me insane really, the whole idea of being an idol. In ways I liked it, getting all I wanted, living that way, but everything that came along with it. It just seemed so petty. Here we get special treatment. But we also do special work. Not everyone is born with a Sailor Crystal. There... What is so special about being an idol. You get pain millions for having a special talent. But why can't mathmaticians make millions by preforming amazing math feats? Earth was such a fickle place. Parents tell thier children to study hard in the sciences, yet they themselves enjoy pop culture more than a math class. Why would anyone want thier children to do something they didn't like? I shook my head and tied my hair back again.
--------Seiya
As I look at her, she's happy now. She appears tired, but I know she's happy. I wanted to hold her all those times, and say that things would be okay, but it seemed like she would drift away, just out of reach. It was frustrating, in a way. Like Usagi, only I think she knew. In fact, I knew she knew.
After breakfast was over, Taiki left to read, and Yaten left to wash her hair. I stayed with the princess. She had cupped her head in her hands and was looking blankly at the space in front of her. I decided to break the silence like I usually did, and asked her why she was going back to Earth.
"Seiya... You three seemed to miss it so much. I didn't want to destroy that friendship you made with the others. That wouldn't be fair of me..." She said, still not moving her eyes toward me.
"But... Princess..." I said, wanting to ask her why again.
"Please. Kakyuu. You are my friends, not just my guardians."
"Kakyuu then, why would you go?" I asked. But when she blushed, I was confused.
She hesitated for a moment, "Like I said. Its also diplomatic. I personally need to stay in close contact with Earth because we need positive political connections. Usagi and her friends will be so important to us later on. She and Mamoru will hold so much power. We need to help them with intergalactic communication and such. Then perhaps they will help us later."
"Of course," I said, not knowing what to do now. I wanted to pry into what she was thinking. She knew I knew her too well. She knew I could tell she was leaving something out. "Kakyuu," I said her name sternly, "I need to know what else. This is what is bothering you. I just don't know how to get it out of you." I sucked in a breath of air and let it out slowly. She seemed surprised when I reached out and touched her hand with my fingertips. She took my hand slowly. "Gomen..." She said as her face turned crimson, "I just can't talk about it... I don' t think that even you can get it out of me. You are the most authentic person I know. You spill your feelings everywhere. That makes me want to spill my feelings, too. And that makes it dangerous. I cannot, for once, let you see what I feel inside. Please don't make me." She finally met my eyes and I caught myself, once again, wanting to hold her. Its only these things that make me regret being a senshi, making me wish I was born to be her true companion. Oh. I was staring again. I blinked and looked down at my hand in hers. She abruptly dropped it. No. Don't do that. My hand felt cold the instant she let go.
I'm afraid I scared her in that short moment. I think I scared myself, knowing how entirely dependant we were on each other. "Sorry," I muttered, averting my eyes somewhere else.
"You did it again?" She said quietly. I turned back to her to meet her stare. "I don't know how, but you have. You always manage to get my innermost feelings right into the palm of your hand. You hold my heart in your hands, yet you don't understand how frightening that is." I looked back at her. She had tears in her eyes. Kakyuu always had trouble trusting people. I knew this because everything she had was taken from her. Everything except us.
"I think we should talk then," I said. We needed to go somewhere else. The loud clanking of dishes in the back ground was on my nerves, and a finally noticed some of the maids looking at us. I blushed and took her hand again. "Come with me..."
--------Kakyuu
What was I supposed to do? My words were spoken so truthfully. She did hold my heart in her hands and I couldn't hide anything from her. But, I tried anyway. I gently pulled my hand from hers. "I can't," I said, standing up. "I have to get ready for tonight. I'll see you then."
I'll admit, it was a bad cover up. I could see she knew what I was doing. I just turned around and walked away, leaving her there. I stopped in the doorway, and waved a little, then headed straight for my room.
As I opened the door, I began to let out my hair from the pins that held it up. It needed to be redone later anyway. What I told her was only a half lie, I did need to get ready. Just not this early. I felt guilty about leaving her there, and wondered what she was thinking at the moment. What could I say? 'Oh well, Seiya-chan, I just wanted to let you know, I'm going to Earth because I'm not leaving you alone for a moment. And I would crumble if you were gone. Even though we are just good friends. Good friends, that's all."
I felt the same way about my other senshi, Healer and Maker. They were both gems. They were the most outwardly loyal to me. Perhaps more loyal than Fighter? Maybe. That was my doubt. I felt that I was putting Seiya through a test. A chance to show her loyalty to me. Deep down inside me, I feel tinges of envy sometimes. Not a giant green monster attacking me, no. That was not the same kind of jealousy. It was tiny emerald demons skewing my heart and making me doubt my truest soldier. And they blinded me. I had no idea whether she loved me or not. Whether she was loyal or not. Would she desert me the minute we stepped back onto the planet. I saw every advance, every word uttered, every whimsical glance towards the moon princess. And it made me tremble with angst and betrayal. Regret is a terrible thing. Maybe I regret being alive.