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How will I start
Tomorrow without you here
Who's heart will guide me
When all the answers disappear
In the moonlight a lone figure's form can be seen sitting near the dazzling lake. A pair of vast emotionless eyes, and smudges of dirt and tears are the only remnants of heart-felt pain in her peach colored face.
The pain that she's feeling. The loss. The rejection. It's all apparent in her eyes. Never in a million years, would she think it would end this way. With her getting the short end of the straw, yet again. For once won't the fates pity her and give her what she wants and needs? Sure, she might have everything else, but those are just materialistic things. All rubbish, to say the least. Having no meaning whatsoever.
Is it too late
Are you too far gone to stay
This one's forever
Should never have to go away
What will I do
You know I'm only half without you
How will I make it through
How can the only thing to have meaning in over hundreds of years be this...this...boy. This mere mortal. This being, with enough compassion and generosity to fill the hearts of everyone. How will she live with the thought that he belongs to someone else now? He loves someone else. Of course, he will always love her, but it's not the same. The love he's giving her is not the love that she needs. It's not the love that she desires. How can she go on knowing that he doesn't want her? That he chose someone else over her, even after he said he would rather hurt himself then forsaken any of them? Can he take back his word just like that? So abruptly, so...effortlessly? As if it never happened...at all.
If only tears could bring you back to me
If only love could find a way
What I would do, what I would give
If you returned to me someday
Somehow, someway
If my tears could bring you back to me
Dipping a finger tip into the lake she slowly swirls the dark waters. Her reflection stares back at her with an I-told-you-so expression. It seemed to be mocking her, as if to say, 'You knew this was going to happen. You're no match for her. She's you, but so much more.'
"She's nothing like me!" The figure whispered sharply to the reflection.
The reflection gave her another look. One that said, 'Oh really? I find that hard to believe.'
That...that...woman wasn't anything like her. Her personality, her traits, her actions. They were nothing alike.
The water smirked back at her. 'Are you sure about that?' It seemed to say.
Her emotionless eyes glared back and whispered, 'Yes!'
Keeping the smug smirk, the reflection shook her head. 'You're just in denial now.'
I'd cry you an ocean
If you'd sail on home again
Wings of emotion
Will carry you, I know they can
Angrily the figure swatted at the water to rid the thoughts going through her mind. Ripples were sent softly, peacefully, and almost sarcastically? towards the opposite banks.
What will become of her now? Should she leave? Should she run? Should she hide and never come out? Questions were traveling through her mind at an amazingly fast speed. Yet, she didn't have answers to any of them. Not even one. She laughed at herself. Poor, poor girl, so confused, so unwanted, so unloved. Maybe...she should go somewhere. Start a new life, meet knew people, build up a new image. Her thoughts traveled to a certain blue haired girl living in the Misaki household. Sasami. That name brought a soft tiny smile to her lips. Sasami accepted her, was always there for her, and saw her for who she truly was... If she did leave, how she'd miss the small princess. The only one to ever try and understand her in any way.
Just light will guide you
And your heart will chart the course
Soon you'll be drifting
Into the arms of your true north
Look in my eyes
And you will see a million tears have gone by
And still they're not dry
Once again, her thoughts traveled back to the brown haired boy. Tenchi. Just the name made her heart flutter and her legs weak. Just his voice could calm her in her most angry moments. Just his smile could melt her heart. The only catch was...his heart wasn't hers. Desperately, without thinking, she wished she never had these feelings for this...human. There were many others out there that would love her if she wished. ...But were they really loving her, or who she is in society? Were they really loving her image, or her heart?
If only tears could bring you back to me
If only love could find a way
What I would do, what I would give
If you returned to me someday
Somehow, someway
If my tears could bring you back to me
She lifts her head to stare at the ethereal sky full of twinkling stars. Love; it's a funny word. Truly it is. It is to describe the single most desired feeling in the world, or rather the universe. The feeling to be wanted, to be loved, to be...accepted as you are. Not who you say you are, but you, the person you choose to be. But who'd ever thought it would carry with it such a heavy burden? A price of sorrow, of immense suffering and grief, if not returned. It's funny; the person who said 'The only one happiness in life was to love or be loved,' was either the dumbest or the smartest being that ever lived. Perhaps they didn't even experience love and was just making it up...who knows. Why didn't anybody ever warn her that it hurts like this? That the pain is almost unbearable to live with...
I hold you close
And shout the words I only whispered before
For one more chance, for one last dance
There's nothing that I would not give and more
Her head jerks to the sound of the sudden flight of several birds into the night.
Suspiciously she narrows her eyes, not saying a word and slapped a fake smile on her face.
She sighed in relief when she heard the soft voice of Sasami. "A-Ayeka?"
Ayeka dropped her joyous mask and called out in a voice that was barely heard, "I'm over here Sasami..."
Sasami ran towards her sister and enveloped her into a warm embrace. "I'm sorry Ayeka...I really am..."
Taking a shaky breathe Ayeka let her sister hold her, "I know..."
The maternal instinct of Tsunami took over and Sasami started to stroke the violet locks on the Jurian Princess' head. She needn't any words, Sasami understood what her sister was going through...call it a sisterly bonding. Quietness swept the night-sky as the dam of the crimson pools overflowed and sharp, silent sobs pierced the darkness yet again.
If only tears could bring you back to me
If only love could find a way
What I would do, what I would give
If you returned to me someday
Somehow, someway
If my tears could bring you back to me
AN: Eh...So...how do you think that went? It was my first song-fic...don't be too harsh kay! :D R&R please! Oh yeh the song belongs to Midnight Sons and their company people ^_^
O_o;;;...well I uploaded this again after I read it over...I found some mistakes...bad mistakes bad bad bad. Okay anyway...Goodbye now! ^_^