LONDON'S BURNING
First Love

CHAPTER FOUR
Steady

Kirsty

We'd been out a few times, leaving our embarrassment in the past. We had fun, a laugh, we clicked.

But now we felt it was the right time. I knew it was and I'm sure he did. He said it felt right. I've never felt so sure about anything. We kissed. He moved his soft lips around my body, his hands crawled up my back. I felt alive. Then he suddenly stopped.

"I…er…" he paused.

"What?" I whispered.

He didn't seem sure of something. "Was that ok?"

I smiled. "Don't worry I let you know if I don't like something!"

He took a deep breath, I looked him in the eyes.

"We don't have to do it right now, if you're having second thoughts."

He shook his head. "I love you."

I smiled, he carried on.

He unbuttoned my shirt, I did his, he dropped it on the floor. He was about to fall over the bed until I pulled away and grabbed his hand! I think he was a little embarrassed by that! I told him it didn't matter.

There was never a point when anything felt wrong. Everything was perfect. I reminded him not to try too hard, he promised he'd try not to. We learned from each other as neither of us had enough previous experience to draw from. You never stop learning new things.

Hi-Ho

I felt a bit stupid for not knowing what to do. She said she didn't mind, as she didn't know either! For some reason that made me feel better.

I worried about the light. Should it be on or off? That should have been the last thing on my mind really, I don't know what I was thinking. She turned it off.

I tried to figure out how to unclip her bra with little success. Who makes these things?! Glad I don't have to wear one really, all that faffing about….

She unclipped the garment and it parted from her body and fell to the floor. Her shower fresh body was displayed. I hesitated, mesmerized by her natural beauty. She took my hand gently, I let her guide me. She kissed my hand softly and moved it down her neck. I wandered on to her chest and paused. She put her hand over mine and guided it towards her breast. She let it rest.

Her own hands were round my back, getting lower as we caressed each others skin. We didn't want to rush into anything. She parted and sat on the bed. For a moment I thought maybe I'd done something wrong. She wanted me to join her.

Kirsty

He tried to apologise, but it wasn't necessary, he soon figured that out! I wanted to go further, so did he. He lay back on the bed. I climbed on top of him, we kissed.

Once he'd found the entrance he crept inside. An explosion by a sudden burst of energy soon followed. I could not hold in my own emotions. If anyone heard it was definitely a cry of pleasure!

I fell asleep in his warm arms. The condom packet sat by the bed, as it had done all evening, still it remained unopened.

London's Burning – First Love ~ Chapter 4: Steady © Karen Moody 30/04/2001