"Love is Fatal"
by: *ChibiMizu*
Disclaimer: I don't own Sailor Moon. Oh well nuthing new.
Notes: Shoujo ai, angst, death. Sorry Mercury fans...
The sound it made. That eerie sound. The *shing* as I pulled the small razer from the package. I held it up to mywrist and admired the silver to peach. I wondered then about my closest friends. Makoto, Rei, Minako, Usagi, Setsuna. Sure they'd miss me but nobody else would. Mother had died in that car accident and so had father. I was the only one who survived. My painful memory's locked inside now exposed. The car squeeling its tires or the rain soken pavement. The blood curdling screams from mother and father and... me. I felt so much pain. From metal memories and phsical scars. I thought I would die. I didn't though. My mother. The last thing she said to me was I'm sorry. I read your diary. My Mercury. I cried all night just for that. I ment to tell her! Really I did... Its was just ne of those things you had to put off. I was there. When she said it! When she said that I was her Mercury! She also had to add that I know who you like. You belong together. NO! I don't the person I love loves a different person! They'll never love or even like pety old me. I'm nothing. Not strong, not smart not any thing! I will die eventually, I'm just speeding the enevitable. I look again at the blade. Always cleaned and perfect. I held it yet again to my wrist. The small red line appeared the the bood dripped down my arm making a vein like path. I felt my tears. My saltly, unworthy tears. The blood flow uncreased as I felt my veins break. The blood stained my carpet, now knowing that the floor would never be used by me ever again. Footsteps. They're coming. They finally got the note. The note I left for each of them telling them what I did wrong. I lived and Mercury was to be no more. The doornob. I turned ever so slightly. The blood still increasing. I set down the blade and stood up, ready to confront whoever enters my forsaken room. Michiru and Makoto. Rei and Minako. Usagi and Setsuna. Chibi-usa and Haruka. They all came. How wonderful for them to see me die. My knees buckle and I fall to the ground. I hear them rush over for my eyesight has already become blurry. I sile slightly. Hey Michiru. I think as I feel the life being pulled from me. Slowly its drained from me. Hold on! You'll be ok! I hear them calling. They should realize that there is no hope for me. Sorry Mercury. My planet. I failed you. I let everybody down. I'm nothing though. A warm and embracing light envelops me like a blue quilt.
"Michiru..." I manage to squeek out. I see her outline appear above me."Yes?"
"I always did love you. Michiru. So beautiful. I always did want you for my own." I desperatly try to smile. I feel her tears dripping down onto my face.
"Oh don't cry. It doessn't hurt anymore..."
Ending: *sobs* Oh I didn't know I could write like that! WAAAAAaa! I'm sorry... Actually, Mercury/Ami is my favorite character from Sailor Moon. Sorry! This is called DEPRESSION! Rand R PLEASE! Nobody else Reviews... *cries* hope you tried to enjoy it! Heh...
by: *ChibiMizu*
Disclaimer: I don't own Sailor Moon. Oh well nuthing new.
Notes: Shoujo ai, angst, death. Sorry Mercury fans...
The sound it made. That eerie sound. The *shing* as I pulled the small razer from the package. I held it up to mywrist and admired the silver to peach. I wondered then about my closest friends. Makoto, Rei, Minako, Usagi, Setsuna. Sure they'd miss me but nobody else would. Mother had died in that car accident and so had father. I was the only one who survived. My painful memory's locked inside now exposed. The car squeeling its tires or the rain soken pavement. The blood curdling screams from mother and father and... me. I felt so much pain. From metal memories and phsical scars. I thought I would die. I didn't though. My mother. The last thing she said to me was I'm sorry. I read your diary. My Mercury. I cried all night just for that. I ment to tell her! Really I did... Its was just ne of those things you had to put off. I was there. When she said it! When she said that I was her Mercury! She also had to add that I know who you like. You belong together. NO! I don't the person I love loves a different person! They'll never love or even like pety old me. I'm nothing. Not strong, not smart not any thing! I will die eventually, I'm just speeding the enevitable. I look again at the blade. Always cleaned and perfect. I held it yet again to my wrist. The small red line appeared the the bood dripped down my arm making a vein like path. I felt my tears. My saltly, unworthy tears. The blood flow uncreased as I felt my veins break. The blood stained my carpet, now knowing that the floor would never be used by me ever again. Footsteps. They're coming. They finally got the note. The note I left for each of them telling them what I did wrong. I lived and Mercury was to be no more. The doornob. I turned ever so slightly. The blood still increasing. I set down the blade and stood up, ready to confront whoever enters my forsaken room. Michiru and Makoto. Rei and Minako. Usagi and Setsuna. Chibi-usa and Haruka. They all came. How wonderful for them to see me die. My knees buckle and I fall to the ground. I hear them rush over for my eyesight has already become blurry. I sile slightly. Hey Michiru. I think as I feel the life being pulled from me. Slowly its drained from me. Hold on! You'll be ok! I hear them calling. They should realize that there is no hope for me. Sorry Mercury. My planet. I failed you. I let everybody down. I'm nothing though. A warm and embracing light envelops me like a blue quilt.
"Michiru..." I manage to squeek out. I see her outline appear above me."Yes?"
"I always did love you. Michiru. So beautiful. I always did want you for my own." I desperatly try to smile. I feel her tears dripping down onto my face.
"Oh don't cry. It doessn't hurt anymore..."
Ending: *sobs* Oh I didn't know I could write like that! WAAAAAaa! I'm sorry... Actually, Mercury/Ami is my favorite character from Sailor Moon. Sorry! This is called DEPRESSION! Rand R PLEASE! Nobody else Reviews... *cries* hope you tried to enjoy it! Heh...