Max's Reflections...
Love really really really sucks.
I don't think I can reiterate that enough.
I can't believe he just assumed that Alec and I...
Although who could blame him? I certainly haven't given him anything to the contrary. Ever.
I love him. I do. I mean really really love him.
I know this now. Just like I know that I can't ever go back to him.
Lydecker, Zack, Alec... they are all right.
In their own ways. Lydecker for his mutated love for us.
Zack for his warnings about the danger.
Alec for never getting attached.
It doesn't matter whose mouth it came out of.
But we are a danger to them. We will get them killed.
Joshua was right too.
Love sucks.
I don't know, I guess I was expecting something more.
Like after this was all done I'd know some great big truth or something.
That I'd have all these deep inner reflections. These thoughts and bits of wisdom to share.
I'm coming up empty.
Everywhere.
Thus my new bit of wisdom for the day... Love sucks.
Honestly I'm glad Alec is here. I don't want him to talk and if he does I think I may just push him off the edge.
I just want someone here with me. Someone who knows how I feel.
He's not all that bad actually, once you get past the smartass, idiotic exterior he's actually got a semi beating heart in there.
Still if he opens his mouth he may just end up flying.
I've been up here ever since I left Logan's... six almost seven hours ago.
I don't want to move. If I move this is real. I don't want this to be real.
Just because it has to happen doesn't mean that I want it.
I don't want to move ever again.