"Max?" Alec touched my arm. His hand was warm and firm. The touch
reminded me of other places where his hand had been. I grew warm.
'Not again,' I firmly said to myself. I jumped out of bed and started to look for my clothes.
I could hear Alec sigh behind me.
"This is where you're suppose to say 'This was a mistake,' I take it."
"Alec…" I trailed off. I didn't know what to say. 'Damn it! Where the hell is my bra?'
"Just remember that you were the one that kissed me first."
"What?" I found my bra and was trying to put it on.
"If you go telling Logan about this, I want to you get your facts straight. That's all," he said.
"I don't know if I am going to tell Logan about this. I can't think right now. I need to get out." I left the room looking for my shoes.
He didn't follow me and I was glad.
I left Alec's place, literally running, and go to the one spot where I knew I could think.
The air was cold and biting up here. It felt nice. I was trying to sort out this mess. I was going to tell Logan, I decided. I knew it would hurt him, but we really needed…no, I needed to get this out in the open. I couldn't wait and pine for something that would probably never happen. I needed some closure to whatever kind of relationship we were starting so I could move forward. It was going to be hard, but the hope and possibilities for a future with Logan went down the drain the moment I stepped into Alec's apartment. And Alec…
How could I face him? What would I say to him? I didn't want to start a relationship with him. Yes, he was starting to grow on me, but he was still an asshole. But, God, he had got a great mouth…
I sighed and stood. I had to see Logan. I had to move on. Life didn't stand still and I couldn't go back in time. I was just tired of being alone. Now I really was.
'Not again,' I firmly said to myself. I jumped out of bed and started to look for my clothes.
I could hear Alec sigh behind me.
"This is where you're suppose to say 'This was a mistake,' I take it."
"Alec…" I trailed off. I didn't know what to say. 'Damn it! Where the hell is my bra?'
"Just remember that you were the one that kissed me first."
"What?" I found my bra and was trying to put it on.
"If you go telling Logan about this, I want to you get your facts straight. That's all," he said.
"I don't know if I am going to tell Logan about this. I can't think right now. I need to get out." I left the room looking for my shoes.
He didn't follow me and I was glad.
I left Alec's place, literally running, and go to the one spot where I knew I could think.
The air was cold and biting up here. It felt nice. I was trying to sort out this mess. I was going to tell Logan, I decided. I knew it would hurt him, but we really needed…no, I needed to get this out in the open. I couldn't wait and pine for something that would probably never happen. I needed some closure to whatever kind of relationship we were starting so I could move forward. It was going to be hard, but the hope and possibilities for a future with Logan went down the drain the moment I stepped into Alec's apartment. And Alec…
How could I face him? What would I say to him? I didn't want to start a relationship with him. Yes, he was starting to grow on me, but he was still an asshole. But, God, he had got a great mouth…
I sighed and stood. I had to see Logan. I had to move on. Life didn't stand still and I couldn't go back in time. I was just tired of being alone. Now I really was.