Sister
I've never written a song fic. & I have no idea how. I'm guessing.
Actually I'm not really fond of em, but I read Jenny's and now I feel like writing one (DAMN YOU JEN!). Any way, cause I mostly listen to sad songs, you can tell how happy it'll be! This story won't have much of a plot though. It's really just Celena trying to understand Dilandau, and Dilandau trying to understand himself. I don't know what to expect but I just saw the lyrics and I had to use em. They suit the situation so well!
Lyrics by Creed (From the song 'Sister')
// : Is the music lyrics
*** : Is when story changes from the point of view of one character to another
//Caught up in the middle//
//Had no choice, had no choice//
I screamed and cried out for my brother for hours. He didn't answer. I begged my captors to let me go. They didn't answer either.
The cool rain mixed with my tears. Finally I stopped struggling out of exhaustion.
When I woke it was dark. I was alone. Once again I cried out my brothers name. No answer.
I began to weep uncontrollably. A comforting voice…Jajuka.
//so silent//
//No voice//
It was dark again. A different kind of dark. It all came flooding back. My screams were silenced by the fate alteration machine. Where I was…there was no comforting voice.
//I see you//
It was dark for a long time. Than the darkness gave way to a dim light. I saw the soul of my other self. My brother. I see you…Dilandau.
***
//You know who//
//Little girl, little girl//
//Now realize little girl//
//Overlooked little girl//
She doesn't speak. I can't hear her, but…
She tortures me.
When the blood touches my skin, I feel the guilt…the sadness.
I don't understand. Could she be a conscience…No.
Not a conscience. Too humane. That sad heart haunts my dreams.
Why does the darkness make me sad…
I have no heart…no soul.
I don't understand why she tortures me so…
***
//Bottled up and empty holding back//
//At loss you're forgotten//
He ignores me.
I feel what he does.
The death. The pain. It surrounds my heart, suffocating it. I know he feels it too.
He continues anyway.
He believes I'm a figment of his imagination. He believes if he surpresses me enough, I'll be gone.
He's right. The light of my innocent soul is disappearing into his dark heart.
***
//Bottled up and empty holding back//
//At loss you're forgotten//
The guilt is giving way to intoxication.
The more blood that touches my hands the more the lost little girl inside fades.
Finally, the pleasure I receive from their anguish is enough. She's gone…forever.
The light inside of me is extinguished. Replaced by my thirst for bloodshed.
//Expectations of another//
//Emptiness feeds the hunger//
Soon, the sight of fire is more than I could have hoped for.
I can't control it anymore. I feel empty without the thrill of torturing innocent people. I'm out of control. The people who created me can undo me.
***
//Getting back, get back//
I feel his fear. He thinks I'm gone. But he realizes the path he chose will ultimitly be his end.
His doubt in his own darkness is enough to wake me.
//Love givin to the younger//
He feels my understanding. My willing to forgive him. He finally gives way to his soul.
//Broken father, broken brother//
My familly is gone. Yet I rise again. Now I have another to care for. The confused soul inside of me. I'll guid his way.
//I see you//
//You know who//
//Little sister, little sister//
//Now realize little sister//
//Overlooked little girl//
//Change, change, change//
I've never written a song fic. & I have no idea how. I'm guessing.
Actually I'm not really fond of em, but I read Jenny's and now I feel like writing one (DAMN YOU JEN!). Any way, cause I mostly listen to sad songs, you can tell how happy it'll be! This story won't have much of a plot though. It's really just Celena trying to understand Dilandau, and Dilandau trying to understand himself. I don't know what to expect but I just saw the lyrics and I had to use em. They suit the situation so well!
Lyrics by Creed (From the song 'Sister')
// : Is the music lyrics
*** : Is when story changes from the point of view of one character to another
//Caught up in the middle//
//Had no choice, had no choice//
I screamed and cried out for my brother for hours. He didn't answer. I begged my captors to let me go. They didn't answer either.
The cool rain mixed with my tears. Finally I stopped struggling out of exhaustion.
When I woke it was dark. I was alone. Once again I cried out my brothers name. No answer.
I began to weep uncontrollably. A comforting voice…Jajuka.
//so silent//
//No voice//
It was dark again. A different kind of dark. It all came flooding back. My screams were silenced by the fate alteration machine. Where I was…there was no comforting voice.
//I see you//
It was dark for a long time. Than the darkness gave way to a dim light. I saw the soul of my other self. My brother. I see you…Dilandau.
***
//You know who//
//Little girl, little girl//
//Now realize little girl//
//Overlooked little girl//
She doesn't speak. I can't hear her, but…
She tortures me.
When the blood touches my skin, I feel the guilt…the sadness.
I don't understand. Could she be a conscience…No.
Not a conscience. Too humane. That sad heart haunts my dreams.
Why does the darkness make me sad…
I have no heart…no soul.
I don't understand why she tortures me so…
***
//Bottled up and empty holding back//
//At loss you're forgotten//
He ignores me.
I feel what he does.
The death. The pain. It surrounds my heart, suffocating it. I know he feels it too.
He continues anyway.
He believes I'm a figment of his imagination. He believes if he surpresses me enough, I'll be gone.
He's right. The light of my innocent soul is disappearing into his dark heart.
***
//Bottled up and empty holding back//
//At loss you're forgotten//
The guilt is giving way to intoxication.
The more blood that touches my hands the more the lost little girl inside fades.
Finally, the pleasure I receive from their anguish is enough. She's gone…forever.
The light inside of me is extinguished. Replaced by my thirst for bloodshed.
//Expectations of another//
//Emptiness feeds the hunger//
Soon, the sight of fire is more than I could have hoped for.
I can't control it anymore. I feel empty without the thrill of torturing innocent people. I'm out of control. The people who created me can undo me.
***
//Getting back, get back//
I feel his fear. He thinks I'm gone. But he realizes the path he chose will ultimitly be his end.
His doubt in his own darkness is enough to wake me.
//Love givin to the younger//
He feels my understanding. My willing to forgive him. He finally gives way to his soul.
//Broken father, broken brother//
My familly is gone. Yet I rise again. Now I have another to care for. The confused soul inside of me. I'll guid his way.
//I see you//
//You know who//
//Little sister, little sister//
//Now realize little sister//
//Overlooked little girl//
//Change, change, change//