It's lonely up here. Watching the world from afar. More than once I've looked down and wondered what they would happen if they met me, knew me for what I am.
Hi, my name's Joe. I am a handy man.
Hi, my name is Kami. I am god.
Hey everybody! God's a green guy who uses a cane, and get this, he makes a raisin look smooth!
See where I am coming from?
It's silly. I know that. I am suppose to watch and care about this planet, not day dream about what will never be. Yet I miss it all so much. It was so long ago that I use to live down there, among the green trees and animals. I even wish I could relive the time a dino almost ate me. I was part of it all and I loved with my heart and soul. At times I feel like an animal in a cage and I am the one who put the lock on the door.
I suppose I still love Earth, even with the pollution and crime and babies abandoned in the streets just because some corrupt groups won't send a little money to charity. The feeling is more fatigued. I am like a father looking down at its child as in goes into the tough times. The child maybe more difficult, but I don't love it any less. And I am the only one who sees it.
There are those who know some of who I am, what I've done… what I've sacrificed, but I don't think they now the half of it. They may or may not be my friends, yet there is something about this responsibility that only I carry and I understand, something my predessors also knew. No matter how many people come up to this place, I am still standing by myself and that's how its been since I took the job. I doubt it'll ever change.
It's lonely up here.