I want to sincerely apologize for the lack in updates as of late. I'd like to say I have an excuse,
but I don't, so I won't try to make up one. I guess all I can say is: life happens. And life has
been happening to me for the past couple weeks now, and I haven't been able to
concentrate on anything, not even school work, which I am paying dearly for. Thankfully,
however, my little withdrawal has passed, and I'm starting to feel like my normal self again. This
means I can start writing again, which in turn means that the next chapter of Recoiling will be
out ASAP. But for now, I hope you enjoy this poem I've written from Adina's point of view. It's
the first thing I've written in over a month, so don't be surprised if it's melodramatic^-~
Collide by LadyBuG
These invisible tears I'm always crying
are worth nothing
This miserable life I've lead
has to count for something
I am only human
I am only weak
Broken
Because I have been in pieces
Bitter
Because I have felt pain
And through it all
I've managed to stay semi-sane
I will see your face long after
the dream is over
I will hear your voice
that soothes my raging soul
like no other
Your faithless eyes tell your story
I see the destruction and chaos
I see the power and glory
It makes me wonder just how far you would go
To obtain the knowledge that you claim
You already know
You make it hard for me
to keep my head on straight
And by the time I realize
what you're scheme is
It's too late
I am lost within your trap
I am lost within this maze
that has no direction
and has no map
I didn't ask for your attention
and I never wanted any of your affection
It's the little things that make a difference
It's only the little things
that seem to make any sense
I may not understand why I'm here
I may not know why I'm standing by your side
But I know the answers will slowly come
as our two worlds continue to collide