Disclaimer: I own nutthin in this story but Jessica. And I apologize cuz I
have no idea where Jeff Hardy really went to high school or anything bout
him actually…I know St. robs is in Toronto and Jeff hardy is from… North
Carolina? Anyway just play along k!
A/N: This story is going to really suck… but just bare with me cuz the sequel WILL be better… I hope….
** Thoughts…
-*-
During class…
Natalie brought both the letters she received from Jessica to class. She walked into room 101, expecting the Jeff would come too (like last time), she quickly hid the two envelopes in her agenda and sat at the desk in the corner. But, Jeff didn't show up. *should have guessed* Natalie thought, *Jeff goin back to his old self now…* She was sort of pissed of (again over nothing) so she stodd up roughly and dropped her agenda. She absentmindedly picked up the agenda and walked out of class. It was the last class during the day, and she couldn't find Jeff anywhere. So she just left (still pissed off)
1 After School
It was just a couple minutes after the halls emptied out. Jeff walked past the halls of the base floor, thinking of Jess. Seems corny, but he wasn't sure if it was love, cuz he never really did pay attention in religion class. He passed room 101, where the math teacher was inside sitting at his desk. Jeff tried to be un-noticed, but the teacher saw him.
"Jeff Hardy, come in please…"
"Yes sir…" Jeff said, a little intimidated but couldn't care any less.
"You didn't come to class today young man why is - "
Just then the speaker beeped: MR. SONOMORE, LINE ONE, MR.SONOMORE LINE ONE
"Ok Hardy, I'll be right back."
Jeff nodded and waited for the teacher to leave. He turned on the cd player and went to the board about to doodle, and a Britney Spears song came on.
Callin out your name
Your face is everywhere
I'm reaching out to you to find that you're not there
I wake up every night to see the state I'm in
It's like an endless fight I never seem to win
He wasn't really in the mood for the tune so paced back to the radio, almost slipping onto the floor- "Wudda fu-" as he notice he slipped on and envelope.
I can't go on as long as I believe
I can't let go but I keep wondering
Curiosity took over as he bent down to pick up the envelope. It was adressed to Natalie from Jess. He skimmed over the letter, hoping he'd find out where Jess has gone. He needed to know so he can let her go. It seemed as thought she was his first love.
A/N: This is confusing, and outrageious, and not wit the storyline, but still….
He read and found out that she went to North Carolina to study more about Veterinary Sciences and etc. The more her thought about it, the more he was convinced they could be together. Until he read: I can't be in relationchips until after I graduate. It sort of shocked him, but this was his destiny. ( He was actually from NC but at boarding school his dad sent him to). He planned that after graduating from her, he'd go back and search for her. He didn't know how he'd find her, but he'll go one step at a time. If he saw her, then it was fate. If not, then it wasn't meant to be.
Where are you now?
What have you found?
Where is your heart
When I'm not around?
Where are you now?
You gotta let me know.
Oh baby, so I can let you go.
I can hear your voice
The rain of yesterday
It seemed so close to me
But yet so far away
I should let it out
To see what's left of me
And close the doors,
look down without my dignity
But I can't go on
As long as I believe.
I can't let go, but I keep wondering.
Where are you now?
What have you found?
Where is your heart
When I'm not around?
Tell me where are you now?
You gotta let me know.
Oh baby, so I can let you go.
I should let it out,
It's time to let you go,
oh baby, I just wanna know,
Where are you now?
What have you found?
Where is your heart
When I'm not around?
Where are you now?
You gotta let me know.
Oh baby, so I can let you go.
He wanted to get out of the room before another Britney song came on and filled his mind with thoughts of Jess. He didn't even bother closing the cd player and walked to the door. Just then the teacher came back and started talking to him. But jeff couldn't pay attention to the teacher, he was listening to the lyrics of the song…
But when your eyes say it
That's when I know that it's true
I feel it
I feel the love coming through
I know it
I know that you truly care for me
'Cause it's there to see
When your eyes say it
When your eyes tell me
I know they're not tellin' lies
They tell me
All that you're feelin' inside
And it sounds so right
When your eyes say it, say it
And the words that say take my breath away
No song ever sounded so sweet
I love every word that they say to me
Jeff was never a good listener, as Jess used to comment on. Sigh. At least he knew now that there was a chance the he'd meet her again. But he knew the fine line between love and obsession. He thought over the song as the teacher gave him permission to go. When Jess looked at him after the kiss, he took her breath away, and he knew she felt the same.
A/N: This story is going to really suck… but just bare with me cuz the sequel WILL be better… I hope….
** Thoughts…
-*-
During class…
Natalie brought both the letters she received from Jessica to class. She walked into room 101, expecting the Jeff would come too (like last time), she quickly hid the two envelopes in her agenda and sat at the desk in the corner. But, Jeff didn't show up. *should have guessed* Natalie thought, *Jeff goin back to his old self now…* She was sort of pissed of (again over nothing) so she stodd up roughly and dropped her agenda. She absentmindedly picked up the agenda and walked out of class. It was the last class during the day, and she couldn't find Jeff anywhere. So she just left (still pissed off)
1 After School
It was just a couple minutes after the halls emptied out. Jeff walked past the halls of the base floor, thinking of Jess. Seems corny, but he wasn't sure if it was love, cuz he never really did pay attention in religion class. He passed room 101, where the math teacher was inside sitting at his desk. Jeff tried to be un-noticed, but the teacher saw him.
"Jeff Hardy, come in please…"
"Yes sir…" Jeff said, a little intimidated but couldn't care any less.
"You didn't come to class today young man why is - "
Just then the speaker beeped: MR. SONOMORE, LINE ONE, MR.SONOMORE LINE ONE
"Ok Hardy, I'll be right back."
Jeff nodded and waited for the teacher to leave. He turned on the cd player and went to the board about to doodle, and a Britney Spears song came on.
Callin out your name
Your face is everywhere
I'm reaching out to you to find that you're not there
I wake up every night to see the state I'm in
It's like an endless fight I never seem to win
He wasn't really in the mood for the tune so paced back to the radio, almost slipping onto the floor- "Wudda fu-" as he notice he slipped on and envelope.
I can't go on as long as I believe
I can't let go but I keep wondering
Curiosity took over as he bent down to pick up the envelope. It was adressed to Natalie from Jess. He skimmed over the letter, hoping he'd find out where Jess has gone. He needed to know so he can let her go. It seemed as thought she was his first love.
A/N: This is confusing, and outrageious, and not wit the storyline, but still….
He read and found out that she went to North Carolina to study more about Veterinary Sciences and etc. The more her thought about it, the more he was convinced they could be together. Until he read: I can't be in relationchips until after I graduate. It sort of shocked him, but this was his destiny. ( He was actually from NC but at boarding school his dad sent him to). He planned that after graduating from her, he'd go back and search for her. He didn't know how he'd find her, but he'll go one step at a time. If he saw her, then it was fate. If not, then it wasn't meant to be.
Where are you now?
What have you found?
Where is your heart
When I'm not around?
Where are you now?
You gotta let me know.
Oh baby, so I can let you go.
I can hear your voice
The rain of yesterday
It seemed so close to me
But yet so far away
I should let it out
To see what's left of me
And close the doors,
look down without my dignity
But I can't go on
As long as I believe.
I can't let go, but I keep wondering.
Where are you now?
What have you found?
Where is your heart
When I'm not around?
Tell me where are you now?
You gotta let me know.
Oh baby, so I can let you go.
I should let it out,
It's time to let you go,
oh baby, I just wanna know,
Where are you now?
What have you found?
Where is your heart
When I'm not around?
Where are you now?
You gotta let me know.
Oh baby, so I can let you go.
He wanted to get out of the room before another Britney song came on and filled his mind with thoughts of Jess. He didn't even bother closing the cd player and walked to the door. Just then the teacher came back and started talking to him. But jeff couldn't pay attention to the teacher, he was listening to the lyrics of the song…
But when your eyes say it
That's when I know that it's true
I feel it
I feel the love coming through
I know it
I know that you truly care for me
'Cause it's there to see
When your eyes say it
When your eyes tell me
I know they're not tellin' lies
They tell me
All that you're feelin' inside
And it sounds so right
When your eyes say it, say it
And the words that say take my breath away
No song ever sounded so sweet
I love every word that they say to me
Jeff was never a good listener, as Jess used to comment on. Sigh. At least he knew now that there was a chance the he'd meet her again. But he knew the fine line between love and obsession. He thought over the song as the teacher gave him permission to go. When Jess looked at him after the kiss, he took her breath away, and he knew she felt the same.