" " = Dialogue
' ' = Thinking (half of the time Seifer's thought, half of the time Squall's thoughts)
I can make you every promise that's ever been made.
and I can make all your demons be gone.
but I'm never gonna make it without you.
do you really wanna see me crawl?
and I'm never gonna make it like you do,
making love out of nothing at all.
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'Am I dead? The angel's gone...'
There was no more ashes, and the scent of burnt flesh had disappeared.
'Where am I?'
Squall woke up, surprised to see Seifer standing before his bed in the...infirmary?
"Seifer?"
"So you're finally up, eh, Squall?" Seifer stood, his usually cocky smirk gracing his face. But his eyes seemed different...almost concerned...
What happened?
'Oh my god'
He had actually done it.
Tears began to emerge again, but Squall shrugged them away. He wasn't about to cry in front of Seifer.
"You called me Squall."
"Yeah, what were you expecting, Puberty Boy?" Seifer chuckled, but the concern in his ice blue eyes never faltered.
"Why am I here?" Squall sat up suddenly and his headache made itself very apparent. "Ugh, what...?"
"Squall..." Seifer stopped grinning, "How long have you been...cutting yourself?"
"I..." Squall looked down at his wrists and arms, where there were long gashes slicing through his wrists and down his arms, following the veins.
"Oh, Squall, you're awake!" Dr. Kadowaki walked into the room, setting her clipboard down she continued, "Seifer, leave Squall for a while, he needs some privacy right now."
Seifer nodded and walked towards the door. He looked back, shook his head slowly, and then continued out of the room.
"So, then, I don't think you want to talk about what made you do 'that' right now," She nodded, staring at his wrists, "You know if Seifer hadn't found you when he did, there's a large chance you would have died."
"I wanted to die." Squall shifted his vision to the doctor, his glare baring into her skull.
Dr. Kadowaki stood up and picked up her clipboard, "He stayed with you all night. He must care about you, a lot." She glanced at Squall knowingly, and then walked away
'He must care about you a lot...'
'What's that supposed to mean?'
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
This is for all the lonely people
thinking that life has passed them by
left them dry
Don't give up
until you drink from the silver cup
And ride that highway in the sky
you never know until you try
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"Seifer!"
"Is he awake?"
"What did he say?!"
Seifer was bombarded with questions as soon as he left the infirmary.
"He's...fine, I guess."
"Fine?" Rinoa's eyes were puffy and red.
'She'd probably been crying all night.'
'I know what it's like, to lose everything, that means anything to you.'
"Yeah well, he's probably got a major hangover. If he hadn't died from the alcohol, he knew he was gonna die from the blood loss." Seifer stated simply. He knew somehow that Rinoa was involved in his sudden mass depression.
"If you hadn't found him!" Selphie said, her usual optimistic self. Seifer had been surprised to see her crying earlier that day. She didn't even cry when she found out about Trabia...
"Yeah thank god you did." Irvine piped up, his arms around Selphie.
"Hey, Chickenwuss, you haven't said a thing all day." And it was true, Zell hadn't been his perky self, even before he found out about Squall. His clothes were drooping unusually and lopsidedly from his fit body, and his hair wasn't done up properly. It was sticking out awkwardly around his head, and the front drooped in front of his face.
"Yeah, so? One of my friends just tried to commit suicide, only to be saved by his arch rival." Those words hurt. The emphasis on the words suicide, and arch rival made their way into his heart, pangs of guilt, and concern.
'Arch rival, eh?'
"What am I supposed to say? What the hell is wrong with you people? This is so fucking serious!" Zell ran out of the room.
Silence filled the room.
"What's with him?"
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Author's Notes:
*bum bum bum!*
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I can't make long chapters.
I really hope you liked this, it's my first yaoi ficcy. And I know I didn't answer all of your questions...but that would sorta ruin the story know wouldn't it.
Hmm, is it gonna be Seifer/Squall or Zell/Squall? Guess! ^^ I already know which, but hey...
Plz PLZ R&R...
Well actually you've already read it so review! Click the button. You know you want to!
The next chapter of "Paralysed" will be up soon!
Same FF time
Same FF channel
*bum bum bum!*
' ' = Thinking (half of the time Seifer's thought, half of the time Squall's thoughts)
I can make you every promise that's ever been made.
and I can make all your demons be gone.
but I'm never gonna make it without you.
do you really wanna see me crawl?
and I'm never gonna make it like you do,
making love out of nothing at all.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
'Am I dead? The angel's gone...'
There was no more ashes, and the scent of burnt flesh had disappeared.
'Where am I?'
Squall woke up, surprised to see Seifer standing before his bed in the...infirmary?
"Seifer?"
"So you're finally up, eh, Squall?" Seifer stood, his usually cocky smirk gracing his face. But his eyes seemed different...almost concerned...
What happened?
'Oh my god'
He had actually done it.
Tears began to emerge again, but Squall shrugged them away. He wasn't about to cry in front of Seifer.
"You called me Squall."
"Yeah, what were you expecting, Puberty Boy?" Seifer chuckled, but the concern in his ice blue eyes never faltered.
"Why am I here?" Squall sat up suddenly and his headache made itself very apparent. "Ugh, what...?"
"Squall..." Seifer stopped grinning, "How long have you been...cutting yourself?"
"I..." Squall looked down at his wrists and arms, where there were long gashes slicing through his wrists and down his arms, following the veins.
"Oh, Squall, you're awake!" Dr. Kadowaki walked into the room, setting her clipboard down she continued, "Seifer, leave Squall for a while, he needs some privacy right now."
Seifer nodded and walked towards the door. He looked back, shook his head slowly, and then continued out of the room.
"So, then, I don't think you want to talk about what made you do 'that' right now," She nodded, staring at his wrists, "You know if Seifer hadn't found you when he did, there's a large chance you would have died."
"I wanted to die." Squall shifted his vision to the doctor, his glare baring into her skull.
Dr. Kadowaki stood up and picked up her clipboard, "He stayed with you all night. He must care about you, a lot." She glanced at Squall knowingly, and then walked away
'He must care about you a lot...'
'What's that supposed to mean?'
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
This is for all the lonely people
thinking that life has passed them by
left them dry
Don't give up
until you drink from the silver cup
And ride that highway in the sky
you never know until you try
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"Seifer!"
"Is he awake?"
"What did he say?!"
Seifer was bombarded with questions as soon as he left the infirmary.
"He's...fine, I guess."
"Fine?" Rinoa's eyes were puffy and red.
'She'd probably been crying all night.'
'I know what it's like, to lose everything, that means anything to you.'
"Yeah well, he's probably got a major hangover. If he hadn't died from the alcohol, he knew he was gonna die from the blood loss." Seifer stated simply. He knew somehow that Rinoa was involved in his sudden mass depression.
"If you hadn't found him!" Selphie said, her usual optimistic self. Seifer had been surprised to see her crying earlier that day. She didn't even cry when she found out about Trabia...
"Yeah thank god you did." Irvine piped up, his arms around Selphie.
"Hey, Chickenwuss, you haven't said a thing all day." And it was true, Zell hadn't been his perky self, even before he found out about Squall. His clothes were drooping unusually and lopsidedly from his fit body, and his hair wasn't done up properly. It was sticking out awkwardly around his head, and the front drooped in front of his face.
"Yeah, so? One of my friends just tried to commit suicide, only to be saved by his arch rival." Those words hurt. The emphasis on the words suicide, and arch rival made their way into his heart, pangs of guilt, and concern.
'Arch rival, eh?'
"What am I supposed to say? What the hell is wrong with you people? This is so fucking serious!" Zell ran out of the room.
Silence filled the room.
"What's with him?"
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Author's Notes:
*bum bum bum!*
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I can't make long chapters.
I really hope you liked this, it's my first yaoi ficcy. And I know I didn't answer all of your questions...but that would sorta ruin the story know wouldn't it.
Hmm, is it gonna be Seifer/Squall or Zell/Squall? Guess! ^^ I already know which, but hey...
Plz PLZ R&R...
Well actually you've already read it so review! Click the button. You know you want to!
The next chapter of "Paralysed" will be up soon!
Same FF time
Same FF channel
*bum bum bum!*