" " = Dialogue
' ' = Thinking (half of the time Seifer's thought, half of the time Squall's thoughts)
I would give anything I own
Give up me life, my heart, my home
I would give everything I own
Just to have you
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Seifer heard a crash and muffled yells from the room next door. 'What the hell?'
He jumped to his feet and dragged his feet accross the floor towards the door. Then her heard banging coming from the other side of the wall. He put his ear up to wall and strained to listen. 'Wait a second, isn't that Squall's room?'
'He shouldn't be out of the infirmary.'
"Why the fuck were you in here?" Seifer heard a growl from the other room. It was...Squall's voice.
"I don't...I mean...I was just leaving!" Zell was pleading for Squall to let him go. He was squirming crazily to get out of Squall's grasp. The wall was moving... the Garden's budget wasn't something to brag about, okay, the walls are hollow. Well, at least in the new dorms.
Then Squall slammed him up against wall once again.
"Why were 'you' in 'my' room?" Squall said slowly.
Zell looked at him, his eyes begging Squall to put him down, "Let me GO!"
Squall let go of Zell's collar and sighed. He turned around, "I don't particularly want to talk to you right now."
"'Leave!'"
Zell just gave him a strange look, and scampered away.
'What the 'fuck' was that all about?' And Seifer headed for Squall's room.
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'Bastard.' Squall sighed again. He pulled the hospital gown over his head, and searched for something to wear. 'Everything's all over the floor...'
He pulled on a pair of underwear and grabbed a pair of jeans.
Then he heard the clacking of feet in the hall. 'Did someone see Zell leave?' Squall began to panic.
Then there was a knocking at the door, and the door swung open.
It was Seifer.
He stood there, gaping, and Squall soon realised at what. He promptly turned bright red and began to edge towards the closet. 'Why is he looking at me like that?'
"S-seifer?"
Seifer began to grin, and tried to hold back a laugh. 'Well this is awkward.'
"Seifer get out!" Squall growled, "I'm changing..."
'What is he doing here?'
'He rejected me, and then he comes back?'
'Doesn't he know how he hurt me?'
"I can see that..." Seifer smirked.
"What are you doing here?" Squall asked simply after he had pulled on his pants, "I don't want to talk to anyone right now. Especially not you."
"Why not?" He asked, slightly surprised.
'Why not?'
'Why fucking not?'
"Because I need to be left alone." Squall stated. It worked when Dr. Kadowaki wanted Seifer to get lost.
"Fine, suit yourself." Seifer glanced at Squall once more, twirled around, and pretty much stomped out of the room.
'Bastard...'
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
My heart
Still believes
That love and mercy still exist
While all the hatreds rage and so many say
That love is all but pointless in madness such as this
It's like trying to stop a fire
With the moisture from a kiss
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'Seifer stopped me the first time.'
'He won't stop me again.'
Squall lay in his bath tub, naked. There was complete silence, and an extreme serenity to the whole situation. Squall wasn't scared. Actually, he really didn't care. Now that he knew Seifer didn't love him...
'No one could love an icicle.'
He grabbed the bottle of pills set on the ledge of the tub. He cracked the lid open and poured its entire contents into his hand.
He stared at the pills for a couple of minutes. Still contemplating on whether to go on.
'Who fucking cares.'
So he turned on the water. The only sound was that of the tap and the shuffling of the pills. He rolled them around in his fingers. Then he raised them up to his mouth, and stuffed the pills down his throat.
He felt a sudden shock of doubt.
Like butterflies in his stomache.
Then his head began to ache, and everything began to blur. He slowly drifted to sleep...
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Author's Note:
*bum bum bum!*
I sorta thought this chapter sucked, but tell me what you think, plz!
Is Squall going to die?!
I'll never te~ell!
But you'll probably find out...maybe...in the next chapter of:
Paralysed!
Same FF time
Same FF channel
*bum bum bum!*
(I've gotta stop doing that)
' ' = Thinking (half of the time Seifer's thought, half of the time Squall's thoughts)
I would give anything I own
Give up me life, my heart, my home
I would give everything I own
Just to have you
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Seifer heard a crash and muffled yells from the room next door. 'What the hell?'
He jumped to his feet and dragged his feet accross the floor towards the door. Then her heard banging coming from the other side of the wall. He put his ear up to wall and strained to listen. 'Wait a second, isn't that Squall's room?'
'He shouldn't be out of the infirmary.'
"Why the fuck were you in here?" Seifer heard a growl from the other room. It was...Squall's voice.
"I don't...I mean...I was just leaving!" Zell was pleading for Squall to let him go. He was squirming crazily to get out of Squall's grasp. The wall was moving... the Garden's budget wasn't something to brag about, okay, the walls are hollow. Well, at least in the new dorms.
Then Squall slammed him up against wall once again.
"Why were 'you' in 'my' room?" Squall said slowly.
Zell looked at him, his eyes begging Squall to put him down, "Let me GO!"
Squall let go of Zell's collar and sighed. He turned around, "I don't particularly want to talk to you right now."
"'Leave!'"
Zell just gave him a strange look, and scampered away.
'What the 'fuck' was that all about?' And Seifer headed for Squall's room.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
'Bastard.' Squall sighed again. He pulled the hospital gown over his head, and searched for something to wear. 'Everything's all over the floor...'
He pulled on a pair of underwear and grabbed a pair of jeans.
Then he heard the clacking of feet in the hall. 'Did someone see Zell leave?' Squall began to panic.
Then there was a knocking at the door, and the door swung open.
It was Seifer.
He stood there, gaping, and Squall soon realised at what. He promptly turned bright red and began to edge towards the closet. 'Why is he looking at me like that?'
"S-seifer?"
Seifer began to grin, and tried to hold back a laugh. 'Well this is awkward.'
"Seifer get out!" Squall growled, "I'm changing..."
'What is he doing here?'
'He rejected me, and then he comes back?'
'Doesn't he know how he hurt me?'
"I can see that..." Seifer smirked.
"What are you doing here?" Squall asked simply after he had pulled on his pants, "I don't want to talk to anyone right now. Especially not you."
"Why not?" He asked, slightly surprised.
'Why not?'
'Why fucking not?'
"Because I need to be left alone." Squall stated. It worked when Dr. Kadowaki wanted Seifer to get lost.
"Fine, suit yourself." Seifer glanced at Squall once more, twirled around, and pretty much stomped out of the room.
'Bastard...'
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
My heart
Still believes
That love and mercy still exist
While all the hatreds rage and so many say
That love is all but pointless in madness such as this
It's like trying to stop a fire
With the moisture from a kiss
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
'Seifer stopped me the first time.'
'He won't stop me again.'
Squall lay in his bath tub, naked. There was complete silence, and an extreme serenity to the whole situation. Squall wasn't scared. Actually, he really didn't care. Now that he knew Seifer didn't love him...
'No one could love an icicle.'
He grabbed the bottle of pills set on the ledge of the tub. He cracked the lid open and poured its entire contents into his hand.
He stared at the pills for a couple of minutes. Still contemplating on whether to go on.
'Who fucking cares.'
So he turned on the water. The only sound was that of the tap and the shuffling of the pills. He rolled them around in his fingers. Then he raised them up to his mouth, and stuffed the pills down his throat.
He felt a sudden shock of doubt.
Like butterflies in his stomache.
Then his head began to ache, and everything began to blur. He slowly drifted to sleep...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Author's Note:
*bum bum bum!*
I sorta thought this chapter sucked, but tell me what you think, plz!
Is Squall going to die?!
I'll never te~ell!
But you'll probably find out...maybe...in the next chapter of:
Paralysed!
Same FF time
Same FF channel
*bum bum bum!*
(I've gotta stop doing that)
