The Choices in Life...
By: Vanessa S (a.k.a. kimraver)
Summary: Faith's thoughts after Fred sees her with Bosco, following "Falling"
Disclaimer: I unfortunately do not own any of these characters, though deep down I wish I did. Please do not sue, I'm too poor. Blah, blah, blah...
Side note: This is my first ever TW fan fic, please judge gently...no, I'll take any form of criticism, always helps develop the author. I know this may seem small to you all, but if you like it enough, I'll continue it. Much thanx to Codes for helping me out with it all! And now, on with the show.
The Choices in Life...
I saw the look in his eyes, but it was hard to tell exactly what it was he was feeling. I sensed: anger, frustration, disappointment, confusion and much pain. I can't say I blame him. Here I am with my partner, my best friend, who's sobbing heavily into my chest. I've been caught red handed, claiming that my partner never came before family. For a second, I turn my attention back to his quivering body, trying to reassure him everything will be fine, but I feel my husbands eyes shoot daggers at me. He just leaves the room and heads off to the bedroom. I can assume that the couch will be my resting place this evening.
That's it, I can't take it anymore. Part of me want to scream at Fred, "Don't you see, I'm all he's got. I AM his family!" Another part of me wants to slap Bosco silly for a minute and show him he's human, he has every right to feel sad about something, but for God's sakes, stop building it up and then dropping it on me, I have a family of my own who needs me too. Then I realize, I can't do that to either, because deep down I'm terrified of failure. I need both of them in my lives so much, one completes the other. Fred is my husband, my one true love, and the father of my children. Bosco is my best friend, he's been there through everything with me, and I can't just turn him away now, can I?
What do you think? Would you like to know what happens after that? If so, please review and I'll do my best to comply. Ness :)
By: Vanessa S (a.k.a. kimraver)
Summary: Faith's thoughts after Fred sees her with Bosco, following "Falling"
Disclaimer: I unfortunately do not own any of these characters, though deep down I wish I did. Please do not sue, I'm too poor. Blah, blah, blah...
Side note: This is my first ever TW fan fic, please judge gently...no, I'll take any form of criticism, always helps develop the author. I know this may seem small to you all, but if you like it enough, I'll continue it. Much thanx to Codes for helping me out with it all! And now, on with the show.
The Choices in Life...
I saw the look in his eyes, but it was hard to tell exactly what it was he was feeling. I sensed: anger, frustration, disappointment, confusion and much pain. I can't say I blame him. Here I am with my partner, my best friend, who's sobbing heavily into my chest. I've been caught red handed, claiming that my partner never came before family. For a second, I turn my attention back to his quivering body, trying to reassure him everything will be fine, but I feel my husbands eyes shoot daggers at me. He just leaves the room and heads off to the bedroom. I can assume that the couch will be my resting place this evening.
That's it, I can't take it anymore. Part of me want to scream at Fred, "Don't you see, I'm all he's got. I AM his family!" Another part of me wants to slap Bosco silly for a minute and show him he's human, he has every right to feel sad about something, but for God's sakes, stop building it up and then dropping it on me, I have a family of my own who needs me too. Then I realize, I can't do that to either, because deep down I'm terrified of failure. I need both of them in my lives so much, one completes the other. Fred is my husband, my one true love, and the father of my children. Bosco is my best friend, he's been there through everything with me, and I can't just turn him away now, can I?
What do you think? Would you like to know what happens after that? If so, please review and I'll do my best to comply. Ness :)