The Big Secret Chapter 2: The worst part about my life right now
Hi everyone! Sorry for my poor Japanese I found it at this site babynames.com hate that site now! However, don't worry I found a better one that's 'hopefully true'. Sorry about Keiko and I'm very sorry about Yuy I thought that's how you spell it here so I thought that's how you spell it in Japanese sorry once again! Please keep reading!(I'll update this weekend. school has been very busy and we are getting tones of homework now)
Warning: language, talks about sex just a tinny bit.
Hope you like it. R&R!
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December 8, AC 214
Ok all my best friends are Mike, Rachel, Cara, Mark, Matt, James, Sam (she is a girl), and Tammy ok that's all for now I can't think of anything to say right now. Later.
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December 9, AC 214
Today was really fun! for school I mean. In history, Ms. Daws put games all around the room and we had to go to one of them and it was kind like Jeopardy. We had partners and Mike picked me (but we just looked at each other and in our eyes, it said you're my partner you know what I'm saying? Anyways after that, we came back to the center and learned more about how the war was formed. Mike and Rachel are coming I had better go. Later.
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December 10, AC 214 (Friday)
Uncle Duo and Aunt Hilde came over (there son and daughter Michael and Sarah Maxwell didn't come because they were at a friends house. Oh and Michael is 15 and Sarah is 10) why there so far apart is because Jack was the middle but he died when he was 5 (I was 6 at the time). It's a Friday night. Well anyways they came over for dinner and uncle Duo said "Keiko why are you home to night?... shouldn't you be out at the movies with a guy or something?" my dad gave him his death look, after that point uncle duo shut up. I said for some reason, I don't know why? "will no one has ever asked me out and I think I'm not allowed to date until I'm 16 years old… that's what dad says at least" then aunt Hilde went "that's very good Keiko you shouldn't date right now but someone here has a different POV" I said "yeah" and that was the end of that. Then I go to my dad and said "Dad do you know anything about Relena Peacecraft?" my dad and uncle Duo exchanged looks then my dad went "things are best not to be said" I said, "why I'm learning it in history will I have to do a report on Relena Peacecraft so I need info on her." Then my dad goes "I'm sorry I can not help you" "I thought you where 15 when the war went on? So you could help me right.." my dad cut me off" and said "Keiko…" then uncle Duo cut my dad off he said " Keiko breath in and out… don't talk so fast…" it was funny because he was acting out how to breath in and out. Aunt Hilde said "Duo shut up" and he said "yes baby" then he winked at me. My dad said "Keiko I think you should leave the table I need to talk to Duo and Hilde" he paused and then said "please" then I left. Now I'm in my room still waiting for them to leave. I here the vidphone ring g2g. Later.
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December 10, AC 214
Oh my gosh! My dad was talking to Quatre Winner!(he is one of the most imported people ever (will Relena is the first imported person in the world). Anyways he owns L4. I didn't know my dad was that imported! How could he have lied to me! I can't believe it! I can't trust him anymore! Anyways here was there convocation. Mr. Winner said "Heero?" then my dad said "Quatre…(he paused for a sec.) why are you calling me here?" "I really need your help my good friend" "what is it?" "Will… Amy…she's pregnant and…" "She is… that's great! Quatre" "I know it is… But… if this gets exposed to the press I'm a dead man walking and you know it" "how do you know its going to get out in the open?... I know what you're going through and all you have to do is elope" "Heero think man if I elope there will be headlines everywhere 'Quatre Winner gets his girlfriend pregnant they eloped after they just found out' I don't want to have that in tomorrow's newspaper Heero… I could ask (what sounded like Lana) Lana but…" my dad interrupted Mr. Winner "hey look Quatre I don't mind but we can't talk about her right now. Would you tell her that I love her and I'll talk to her before I go down to Earth next week for a job… will you tell her that for me?" "Yes I will good friend and thank you for trying to help" "bye see you next week Heero" "bye Quatre" and that was it. My dad! MY DAD LOVES SOMEONE OTHER THEN ME WHO??????!!!! I'm sorry to say but he never told me anything about a woman that's in his life! Oh wait maybe it is his sister no, no, no he doesn't have a sister. Maybe its he's mom no he lost his mom as I did when he was a baby. WHO IS THIS WOMAN!!!. I have to go think this through more right now I really can't write anymore. Later.
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December 11, AC 214
I told Mike about the call on the phone I told him my dad has another love in his life! Mike was all like "wow your life is really fucked up right now" "yeah" I said agreeing. First of all right now I don't have a mom 2. My dad is lying to me 3. I love my Best friend Mike 4. MY DAD LOVES A WOMAN OTHER THEN MY MOM WHO DIED WHEN I WAS 1 YEARS OLD! 5. Life isn't fair!!!!! Mike just came g2g .Later.
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December 12, AC 214
Yesterday you know Mike came over we were talking and my dad came in (the door was closed) he said, "I want this open" he was pointing to the door. When he left Mike said "what was that all about?" and I said, "you know dads… oh wait your not a girl never mind" "and what does that have to do with anything?"
"Everything!" then I said, "You know Parents?" Then he said, "Yeah I get you" come on seriously what we are going to do… HAVE SEX! Yeah right! (Mike is 15 he's birthday is in October of AC 199 and my birthday is in March of AC 200). DOES MY DAD TRUST ME ANYMORE!? PROBLEY NOT! Ok my dad is not him self lately, my dad LOVES ANOTHER WOMAN THAT'S NOT MY MOM BECAUSE MY MOM DIED 13 YEARS AGO!, I don't know my moms name, I don't know how my dads past went, I hate Lee!, and all of this is going on in my first year of high school! I don't want this life! G2g. Later.
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December 12 (later on)
I was on the net looking for info about Relena Peacecraft and you know what I found MISS RELENA IS COMING HERE TO L1 IN 2 WEEKS! I just have to find out where this place is first and I could get an interview with her! Then I can get an easy A+ on my report! I think I should ask my dad what he thinks but I think he's going to say no but you never know he has been surprising me lately (and he knows a lot of imported people) he could ask Mr. Winner to ask Miss. Relena if I could talk to her about what her life is like and all. (However, he didn't seem very happy about the war and all) maybe my grandfather died in that war and that's why he hates it? Why do I not know my grandfather? Why do I not know my moms name? Why does my dad have another Love or worst Lover in his life?! Maybe I should ask my dad … but then I'll be grounded for a month… I'll ask. Later.
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December 13, AC 214
You know that little conversation that I wanted with my dad…will it didn't turn out as I though it would. First, I walked in his room (he was working on something that he put away really fast) and I said "daddy… (I climbed up on his bed and sat down right next to him) remember that conversation at the dinner table when Aunt Hilde and Uncle Duo were over?... (I paused) will… Miss Peacecraft is coming in town for a conference… and… I was wondering if I could meet up with her and talk to her about her life and I would get an A+ for sure in History." My dad looked at me and said in a dead flat tone "no" no, NO how could you say no to me! I was giving him the puppy dogface look! Then he said, "Miss. Darlian is a very busy woman" yeah I know that but she can just take some time for me! I didn't say that of course. Then I went "you just don't want me to get an A do you! You don't care about me! That's it I had it with you DAD! I can't take it anymore… where's the dad I used to know?" then I left. Then the next thing I know my dad was saying he was sorry and how he's not him self lately. However, I still didn't get my interview.
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So… what do you think? Good? Bad? R&R! thanks for reading! Take care!
Hi everyone! Sorry for my poor Japanese I found it at this site babynames.com hate that site now! However, don't worry I found a better one that's 'hopefully true'. Sorry about Keiko and I'm very sorry about Yuy I thought that's how you spell it here so I thought that's how you spell it in Japanese sorry once again! Please keep reading!(I'll update this weekend. school has been very busy and we are getting tones of homework now)
Warning: language, talks about sex just a tinny bit.
Hope you like it. R&R!
*****
December 8, AC 214
Ok all my best friends are Mike, Rachel, Cara, Mark, Matt, James, Sam (she is a girl), and Tammy ok that's all for now I can't think of anything to say right now. Later.
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December 9, AC 214
Today was really fun! for school I mean. In history, Ms. Daws put games all around the room and we had to go to one of them and it was kind like Jeopardy. We had partners and Mike picked me (but we just looked at each other and in our eyes, it said you're my partner you know what I'm saying? Anyways after that, we came back to the center and learned more about how the war was formed. Mike and Rachel are coming I had better go. Later.
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December 10, AC 214 (Friday)
Uncle Duo and Aunt Hilde came over (there son and daughter Michael and Sarah Maxwell didn't come because they were at a friends house. Oh and Michael is 15 and Sarah is 10) why there so far apart is because Jack was the middle but he died when he was 5 (I was 6 at the time). It's a Friday night. Well anyways they came over for dinner and uncle Duo said "Keiko why are you home to night?... shouldn't you be out at the movies with a guy or something?" my dad gave him his death look, after that point uncle duo shut up. I said for some reason, I don't know why? "will no one has ever asked me out and I think I'm not allowed to date until I'm 16 years old… that's what dad says at least" then aunt Hilde went "that's very good Keiko you shouldn't date right now but someone here has a different POV" I said "yeah" and that was the end of that. Then I go to my dad and said "Dad do you know anything about Relena Peacecraft?" my dad and uncle Duo exchanged looks then my dad went "things are best not to be said" I said, "why I'm learning it in history will I have to do a report on Relena Peacecraft so I need info on her." Then my dad goes "I'm sorry I can not help you" "I thought you where 15 when the war went on? So you could help me right.." my dad cut me off" and said "Keiko…" then uncle Duo cut my dad off he said " Keiko breath in and out… don't talk so fast…" it was funny because he was acting out how to breath in and out. Aunt Hilde said "Duo shut up" and he said "yes baby" then he winked at me. My dad said "Keiko I think you should leave the table I need to talk to Duo and Hilde" he paused and then said "please" then I left. Now I'm in my room still waiting for them to leave. I here the vidphone ring g2g. Later.
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December 10, AC 214
Oh my gosh! My dad was talking to Quatre Winner!(he is one of the most imported people ever (will Relena is the first imported person in the world). Anyways he owns L4. I didn't know my dad was that imported! How could he have lied to me! I can't believe it! I can't trust him anymore! Anyways here was there convocation. Mr. Winner said "Heero?" then my dad said "Quatre…(he paused for a sec.) why are you calling me here?" "I really need your help my good friend" "what is it?" "Will… Amy…she's pregnant and…" "She is… that's great! Quatre" "I know it is… But… if this gets exposed to the press I'm a dead man walking and you know it" "how do you know its going to get out in the open?... I know what you're going through and all you have to do is elope" "Heero think man if I elope there will be headlines everywhere 'Quatre Winner gets his girlfriend pregnant they eloped after they just found out' I don't want to have that in tomorrow's newspaper Heero… I could ask (what sounded like Lana) Lana but…" my dad interrupted Mr. Winner "hey look Quatre I don't mind but we can't talk about her right now. Would you tell her that I love her and I'll talk to her before I go down to Earth next week for a job… will you tell her that for me?" "Yes I will good friend and thank you for trying to help" "bye see you next week Heero" "bye Quatre" and that was it. My dad! MY DAD LOVES SOMEONE OTHER THEN ME WHO??????!!!! I'm sorry to say but he never told me anything about a woman that's in his life! Oh wait maybe it is his sister no, no, no he doesn't have a sister. Maybe its he's mom no he lost his mom as I did when he was a baby. WHO IS THIS WOMAN!!!. I have to go think this through more right now I really can't write anymore. Later.
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December 11, AC 214
I told Mike about the call on the phone I told him my dad has another love in his life! Mike was all like "wow your life is really fucked up right now" "yeah" I said agreeing. First of all right now I don't have a mom 2. My dad is lying to me 3. I love my Best friend Mike 4. MY DAD LOVES A WOMAN OTHER THEN MY MOM WHO DIED WHEN I WAS 1 YEARS OLD! 5. Life isn't fair!!!!! Mike just came g2g .Later.
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December 12, AC 214
Yesterday you know Mike came over we were talking and my dad came in (the door was closed) he said, "I want this open" he was pointing to the door. When he left Mike said "what was that all about?" and I said, "you know dads… oh wait your not a girl never mind" "and what does that have to do with anything?"
"Everything!" then I said, "You know Parents?" Then he said, "Yeah I get you" come on seriously what we are going to do… HAVE SEX! Yeah right! (Mike is 15 he's birthday is in October of AC 199 and my birthday is in March of AC 200). DOES MY DAD TRUST ME ANYMORE!? PROBLEY NOT! Ok my dad is not him self lately, my dad LOVES ANOTHER WOMAN THAT'S NOT MY MOM BECAUSE MY MOM DIED 13 YEARS AGO!, I don't know my moms name, I don't know how my dads past went, I hate Lee!, and all of this is going on in my first year of high school! I don't want this life! G2g. Later.
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December 12 (later on)
I was on the net looking for info about Relena Peacecraft and you know what I found MISS RELENA IS COMING HERE TO L1 IN 2 WEEKS! I just have to find out where this place is first and I could get an interview with her! Then I can get an easy A+ on my report! I think I should ask my dad what he thinks but I think he's going to say no but you never know he has been surprising me lately (and he knows a lot of imported people) he could ask Mr. Winner to ask Miss. Relena if I could talk to her about what her life is like and all. (However, he didn't seem very happy about the war and all) maybe my grandfather died in that war and that's why he hates it? Why do I not know my grandfather? Why do I not know my moms name? Why does my dad have another Love or worst Lover in his life?! Maybe I should ask my dad … but then I'll be grounded for a month… I'll ask. Later.
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December 13, AC 214
You know that little conversation that I wanted with my dad…will it didn't turn out as I though it would. First, I walked in his room (he was working on something that he put away really fast) and I said "daddy… (I climbed up on his bed and sat down right next to him) remember that conversation at the dinner table when Aunt Hilde and Uncle Duo were over?... (I paused) will… Miss Peacecraft is coming in town for a conference… and… I was wondering if I could meet up with her and talk to her about her life and I would get an A+ for sure in History." My dad looked at me and said in a dead flat tone "no" no, NO how could you say no to me! I was giving him the puppy dogface look! Then he said, "Miss. Darlian is a very busy woman" yeah I know that but she can just take some time for me! I didn't say that of course. Then I went "you just don't want me to get an A do you! You don't care about me! That's it I had it with you DAD! I can't take it anymore… where's the dad I used to know?" then I left. Then the next thing I know my dad was saying he was sorry and how he's not him self lately. However, I still didn't get my interview.
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So… what do you think? Good? Bad? R&R! thanks for reading! Take care!
