With Him

With him

There really isn't anything more to say

I thought…

I'm not going to think anymore

I can't quite believe it

And yet it's all too real

You're gone and what's worse is

You're with him

Did I screw up somewhere?

Or do you really have that little faith in us

Do you really think that?

No don't think

I hate this

I hate that you don't talk to me

I hate that you avoid me, and I hate that

You're with him

Why are you anyway?

What happened did I miss something?

I thought…

No don't let me think

When I think I see you two together

And honestly it makes me sick

Jealous and sick and I hate that

You're with him

When did this happen

Or has it been going on all along

I don't believe it

I don't believe that this is what you want

I won't believe that you want him

I can't

I can't believe that you want… that…

You are with him

This is some sick joke right

I'll wake up and realize that it's just a particularly cruel dream

I mean this isn't really happening

It's got to be a misunderstanding

You hate him

You always have

We've joked about how you can't stand him, but

You're with him

Why

Why are you with him?