Awww! I feel really bad about how I made Aragorn well…you'll find
out. So please don't flame me about that. This is still a song fic to the
song Blurry by Puddle of Mud. If you haven't heard that song you should
listen to it pronto. The whole story is Legolas retelling what happened to
him to Haldir and Gimli. If that changes I will let you know. This chapter
has some A/L slash but there will be some F/L soon, I promise. Enjoy!
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"Come in," Aragorn's deep voice said in response to a knock on his door.
"Ah, Legolas you got my message," he said as I walked into his chamber.
"And why praytell, did you send for me?" I asked licking my lips. There could be only one reason why he sent for me this late at night.
"That should be quite obvious," he said, but his voice held no emotion.
Grinning, I sauntered over and kissed him hard. It worried me because he didn't respond right away. But then he redeemed himself by giving me a kiss that left me breathless. When we finally broke apart I whispered, "I missed you last night."
"I know…" began my lover but then he turned away as if ashamed of what he had just said.
"What's wrong?" I asked looking at him. "You look awful tense." With smooth fluent motions I began to massage his shoulders.
It was a reward to hear him sigh in relief. "That feels good…" I watched him. A internal battle seemed to be taking place for he yelled, "Stop Legolas!"
"Why?" I asked, scandalized.
"Because…" began Aragorn. "Well…you know why."
I felt confused and hurt. "No I don't," I replied coldly. "Enlighten me Aragorn."
"Legolas, you know we can't go on like this. The mission. We can't let us get in the way."
That stupid mission! I wouldn't care less about it. He had used that as and excuse to get away from me for weeks. "God damn it Aragorn! That isn't the real reason you're avoiding me, and you know it!"
At that moment another knock could be heard. "Hide!" hissed Aragorn shoving me behind a couch. "Come in!" he said in the voice I loved so much. But the person who walked in made me snarl in anger. Arwen Evenstar. She had always been trying to get me away from Aragorn. She loved him, but I knew he didn't love her. He loved me, he promised he'd love me forever. And I believed him. They began to talk and I listened carefully.
"I wish you didn't have to go," she whispered in elvish running her hands over Aragorn's chest.
"But I have to," murmured Aragorn, catching her wrists in his strong grip. I smiled at this but at Aragorn's next actions I almost cried out.
"Don't despair, my love," he said wiping tears off her face before kissing her passionately. I watched in horror, tears pouring down my face. I had never cried once in all my 2,931 years of existence.
*************************************************************Can you take it all away,
Can you take it all away,
When you shoved it,
In my face,
This pain you gave to me…
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"So this is why he was pushing me away," I whispered, trying not to watch my love, his lips locked with another. Knowing that they wouldn't notice me now I climbed out of the skylight, and sat on the roof, hugging my knees to my chest.
"You promised, you bastard!" I screamed, watching the two entangled bodies lying on the bed below me. A rumble of thunder and a flash of lightning answered my sobs.
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Can you take it all away,
Can you take it all away,
When you shoved it in my face,
This pain you gave to me…
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"Come in," Aragorn's deep voice said in response to a knock on his door.
"Ah, Legolas you got my message," he said as I walked into his chamber.
"And why praytell, did you send for me?" I asked licking my lips. There could be only one reason why he sent for me this late at night.
"That should be quite obvious," he said, but his voice held no emotion.
Grinning, I sauntered over and kissed him hard. It worried me because he didn't respond right away. But then he redeemed himself by giving me a kiss that left me breathless. When we finally broke apart I whispered, "I missed you last night."
"I know…" began my lover but then he turned away as if ashamed of what he had just said.
"What's wrong?" I asked looking at him. "You look awful tense." With smooth fluent motions I began to massage his shoulders.
It was a reward to hear him sigh in relief. "That feels good…" I watched him. A internal battle seemed to be taking place for he yelled, "Stop Legolas!"
"Why?" I asked, scandalized.
"Because…" began Aragorn. "Well…you know why."
I felt confused and hurt. "No I don't," I replied coldly. "Enlighten me Aragorn."
"Legolas, you know we can't go on like this. The mission. We can't let us get in the way."
That stupid mission! I wouldn't care less about it. He had used that as and excuse to get away from me for weeks. "God damn it Aragorn! That isn't the real reason you're avoiding me, and you know it!"
At that moment another knock could be heard. "Hide!" hissed Aragorn shoving me behind a couch. "Come in!" he said in the voice I loved so much. But the person who walked in made me snarl in anger. Arwen Evenstar. She had always been trying to get me away from Aragorn. She loved him, but I knew he didn't love her. He loved me, he promised he'd love me forever. And I believed him. They began to talk and I listened carefully.
"I wish you didn't have to go," she whispered in elvish running her hands over Aragorn's chest.
"But I have to," murmured Aragorn, catching her wrists in his strong grip. I smiled at this but at Aragorn's next actions I almost cried out.
"Don't despair, my love," he said wiping tears off her face before kissing her passionately. I watched in horror, tears pouring down my face. I had never cried once in all my 2,931 years of existence.
*************************************************************Can you take it all away,
Can you take it all away,
When you shoved it,
In my face,
This pain you gave to me…
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"So this is why he was pushing me away," I whispered, trying not to watch my love, his lips locked with another. Knowing that they wouldn't notice me now I climbed out of the skylight, and sat on the roof, hugging my knees to my chest.
"You promised, you bastard!" I screamed, watching the two entangled bodies lying on the bed below me. A rumble of thunder and a flash of lightning answered my sobs.
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Can you take it all away,
Can you take it all away,
When you shoved it in my face,
This pain you gave to me…