Well, hi again! Another part of this Fic, hop you'll like it!
I forgot to write something here last time, sorry!!!
Ohhhhh, I was bribed not to kill Omi-chan by a certain reviewer ^-^ *sucks on her lollypop* (I was really planning on doing so, but oh well...) Thanks to everyone who reviewed to my Fanfiction!!
*jumps around happily*
Please don't stop reviewing!! Onegai!!!
A very special thanks to Eike,
the person who is scolding my grammar errors -_-'
(And correkts them *grin* Lot´s of work to do, ne?
No, really. Arigatou Eike!)
Luv u!
This time it´s dedicated to her!
Furry VII
Schuldig shot...
The bullet flew inches past the youngest weißes head.
Omi fell to the floor shocked.
"Ups, well that was lucky for you wasn´t it?
Let´s leave that for later."
The telepath grinned putting his gun back into its holster beneath his coat. Turning around the german started going out of the room.
"Long time no see, Braddy-chan!"
He said hoping that his stupid talk would get him out of showing his emotions which where treating to spill over.
The kitten meowed brushing his face against the germans cheek.
Giving up on wanting to hide his feelings Schuldig reached up to the kitten and pulled him into his arms. Stroking him softly.
"Come here!"
Craford was so happy as he was gathered into Schuldig´s arms again he purred loudly.
"Let´s go home..."
Schuldig wispered. The american rubbed his head to Schuldigs chest.
/Hai, I wan´t to go home.../
Crawford whispered back.
Schuldig went out of the room, not even giving the still shocked Omi a second look. Now, just the man (cat... I know -_-') in his arms counted.
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The drive back was rather quiet. But it was a happy silence, what wasn´t all to normal with Schwarz. Everyone was relived to have the american back. Nagi had to drive again because Schuldig had refused to give the kitten out of his arms.
The young telekinet had been nearly jumping at Schuldig
as he saw the kitten save in his hands and
Farfarello was just a bit unhappy
because there had been no big fight, but even he was glad
to have the american back to savety.
Schuldig was stroking the furr of the kitten and Crawford was purring happily. The redhead looked down at the black kitten.
/If he knew how much I missed him and how scared I was...
I´m glad he dosn´t. He would think I´m an idiot.../
Schuldig thought and sighed heavily.
The kitten looked up at the telepath, his big blue eyes worried.
/Schuldig..?/
The german just looked into those endless
seeming pools of saphire blue, not able to pull his gaze of of those eyes.
Crawford meowed.
Starteled Schuldig shook his head.
/Yeah? What?/
He asked quikly.
Crawford seemed to frown.
/What are you thinking about?/
The kitten questioned the redhead. Schuldig just strocked over the back of the small animal and grinned one of those falshe grins.
/Nothing... It´s nothing./
The german answered and played with the swaying tail of the kitten in his arms. Crawford meowed distrackted,
his felin habbits comming over him. He tried to catch the young mans hand with
his paw and turned onto his back to be more able to get what he wanted.
Schuldig smiled and rubbed the furry stomach of the american.
Dodging the little paws as they striked for his hand.
Evetually Crawford managed to catch the hand of the redhead and
he carefully held to it, not wanting to scratch the skin of the other.
The telepath grinned at the carefull actions of the pre-cog.
Suddenly the kitten liked his hand,
meowing playfully.
Starteled Schuldig pulled his hand back and blushed furiously.
Crawford stared up at the german,
not knowing what he had done wrong.
Schuldich looked away quickly, his feelings where running wild.
/I can´t be falling for a kitten.../
The telepath told himselv.
/...But this isn´t a kitten... This is Brad I´m thinking of.../
Schuldig thought of the handsome american. The cool behaivier when they had a mission, the abillity to hold the group togethter, to always be a step ahead of the others.
To the other smal details which not everyone saw, his smooth movements... How the light broke on his raven hair
and mirrowed on his
thin framed glasses... How he looked when he was asleep.
Yes, Schuldig had seen his great leader asleep,
fully at ease...
and absolutely defensless.
Crawford had been in the living room, lying on the couch and was working on a report.
It had took him nearly the whole night and as Schuldig had come down from his room to get something to drink he had sawn the american
sleeping on the couch.
He had gone over to the sleeping form seeing the laptop still on and the pile of finished paperwork.
The redhead had watched the pre-cog sleep for a while, seing his face for the first time fully relaxed, no frown or smirk, his glasses slipped down to the tip of his nose.
Schuldig had to admit that he liked looking at Crawford when he was asleep. Gently he had placed a blanket over the raven haired man
and carefully took of his glasses.
That was his little secret he cept.
Now he knew that he was truley in love with his leader.
He also knew he would never be able to live without the
american in his live. He knew, but he wouldn´t be able to tell Crawford.
Schuldig was much to scared to loose the closeness that had finally formed between him and the pre-cog.
What if Crawford would be digusted by the thought of being loved by the german.
It wasn´t normal to love the american. He was a man afterall. But Schuldig couldn´t help it,
he couldn´t deny his feelings. It was all so hard. It made him want to cry, but he couldn´t show his weaknesses here. Holding the tears back as good as he could, Schuldig looked out of the car window.
Crawford saw thet the german was thinking about something, he didn´t know why the telepath was acting so strangely.
He had only...
With that the car drove into the car park of the Schwarz residenze.
"We´re home!"
Nagi called and turned the motor of, looking back at the others.
Schuldig was thankfull to hear that, he jumped up, the kitten on his lap falling onto the seat and got out.
Crawford meowed starteled looking after the redhead who ran into the house. He swore he could see something running down the germans cheek.
Like a tear. Was he crying?
Farfarello and Nagi looked at each other puzzled. The telekinet gathered the kitten into his arms and went into the house aswell, the irishman following him.
Nagi recognized that Crawford was sad. He wasn´t shure but he tipped that it was because of Schuldig. Looking up the stairs and seeing that the germans door was closed for the first time for a whole wile.
"Nani? what´s happened between you two..?"
Nagi asked, knowing that he would´n get an answer from the little kitten. He stroked the furr carefully.
Farfarello just stood near the door, his eyes looked as if he knew something the others didn´t.
Crawford tried to understand the situation.
He just couldn´t.
He wanted to be with Schuldig just now,
ask him what he had done wrong.
The american tried t o squirm free from Nagi´s hold.
"Hey, what are you doing?"
The young japanese asked. Crawford managed to jump out of the boys arms and landed rather gracefully on the floor.
Wondering how he had managed that, he ran over to the staircase.
Climbing clumsily up the stairs he headed to Schuldigs room.
Nagi looked after him.
"There´s something between them..."
He stated a bit surprised.
Crawford sat infront of the door. Why had Schuldig reacted like that?
What did I do? Whas it because I... liked his hand?
The american thought about that and found himself on the verge of a nosebleed (I don´t think something like that could happen to a cat...
but well -_-').
Well, that action COULD be seen as a kiss. But would that mean Schuldig was disgusted by that?
A cold knot formed in his stomache. Of course he was, he IS a man. He had accepted the germans closeness as granted, but what would happen when he tured back to normal? Schuldig would probably leave him alone again.
Like bevore as the telepath had always tried to stay as far away from him a possible. Maybe, just maybe, he could at least ceep up a friendship if he hid his love for the frail redhead deep inside.
Even thinking of this option made him sad.
If he told Schuldig what he felt for him he would probably destroy everything what could form between them. He didn´t want to loose Schuldig, even if it meant to hide his true feelings.
Carefully Crawford scratched at Schuldigs door. As nothing happened he meowed a bit uncertain. Still nothing came.
Crawford gave up and wanted to turn around, not expekting an answer, but suddenly the door was swung open. Shocked the little kitten looked up at the Schwarz.
He could see tears at the edge of the redheads eyes, which he had forgotten to brush away.
"What do you want, Crawford?"
Schuldig asked unfrindly. At the vehemence in the germans voice
the pre-cog unwillingly shot together. Crawford felt a feeling comming back up.
It hurt.
He had never thought that a normal sentence like that could have hurt him so much.
The kitten lowered his head and slowly turned around.
/Gomen Schuldig... It´s nothing.../
He wispered at the others mind. With that he went back down the stairs, not looking back at the german still standing in the doorframe.
Schuldig was still hooked in the mind of the pre-cog, but he was as carefull as he could so the other wouldn´t realize it.
/Why is he crying?/
The kitten asked himself. The redhead felt the sadness of the older man. But he didn´t understand why he was so sad.
/What did I do wrong? I didn´t want to hurt him in any way.../
Schuldig smiled warmly at that thought, well at least he knew for shure that Crawford did care at least a bit for him, even if it wasn´t in the way he desired it would be.
/Why do I have these feelings for Schuldig? This is wrong.../
The telepaths eyes grew wide as he heard what the kitten was thinking.
All his senses where conzentrating on the little kitten.
/I... I love him... but I can´t tell him. It´s just to hard.
And he wouldn´t understand what I feel, he would think that I´m sik...
Well... I am. I have to be... Loving a man.../
Schuldig was shocked, his mind slipped out of the americans.
"He... He loves m-me?!?"
The german wispered and sank to the floor.
Tears ran down the face of the tall man.
He just couldn´t belive it. Crawford loved him.
/This must be a dream./
Schuldig thought dazed.
Then he remembered what the little kitten had
exatley. He thought that it was unrequired love he felt and he was as scared as Schuldig himself to confess his feelings to the other.
Crawford was tapping across the hallway,
heading to the living room.
The american had decided to give up and go back to normal live.
He had managed to live without the german requiring his love befor this had all happened, he could do that now too.
It would just be damn hard.
Crawford wanted to be human again. Then he wouldn´t at last be able to work again and that would get his mind of of these stupid thougths.
As he came into the living room he jumped up on to one of the chairs and curled together into a little ball.
Although he didn´t want to admit it, he hurt badly. Not his body but his soul. He did love the redheadded man and now he knew that he wouldn´t be able to tell the other what he felt. It was just too much for him.
In the meantime Schuldig had stood up and decided that he wanted to hear Crawford´s confession of love from him in words not in his thoughts. That meant he had to be around the little kitten for the next time. He just had to behave like always.
The telepath grinned and went after the pre-cog.
This would be fun! He could show his feelings freely,
it would just give the raven kitty more courage to tell him.
Opening the door of the living room he saw that there was noone in there.
/Exept for Braddy!/
He thought happily.
t.b.c
Hope you all liked it! Till next time!
I forgot to write something here last time, sorry!!!
Ohhhhh, I was bribed not to kill Omi-chan by a certain reviewer ^-^ *sucks on her lollypop* (I was really planning on doing so, but oh well...) Thanks to everyone who reviewed to my Fanfiction!!
*jumps around happily*
Please don't stop reviewing!! Onegai!!!
A very special thanks to Eike,
the person who is scolding my grammar errors -_-'
(And correkts them *grin* Lot´s of work to do, ne?
No, really. Arigatou Eike!)
Luv u!
This time it´s dedicated to her!
Furry VII
Schuldig shot...
The bullet flew inches past the youngest weißes head.
Omi fell to the floor shocked.
"Ups, well that was lucky for you wasn´t it?
Let´s leave that for later."
The telepath grinned putting his gun back into its holster beneath his coat. Turning around the german started going out of the room.
"Long time no see, Braddy-chan!"
He said hoping that his stupid talk would get him out of showing his emotions which where treating to spill over.
The kitten meowed brushing his face against the germans cheek.
Giving up on wanting to hide his feelings Schuldig reached up to the kitten and pulled him into his arms. Stroking him softly.
"Come here!"
Craford was so happy as he was gathered into Schuldig´s arms again he purred loudly.
"Let´s go home..."
Schuldig wispered. The american rubbed his head to Schuldigs chest.
/Hai, I wan´t to go home.../
Crawford whispered back.
Schuldig went out of the room, not even giving the still shocked Omi a second look. Now, just the man (cat... I know -_-') in his arms counted.
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The drive back was rather quiet. But it was a happy silence, what wasn´t all to normal with Schwarz. Everyone was relived to have the american back. Nagi had to drive again because Schuldig had refused to give the kitten out of his arms.
The young telekinet had been nearly jumping at Schuldig
as he saw the kitten save in his hands and
Farfarello was just a bit unhappy
because there had been no big fight, but even he was glad
to have the american back to savety.
Schuldig was stroking the furr of the kitten and Crawford was purring happily. The redhead looked down at the black kitten.
/If he knew how much I missed him and how scared I was...
I´m glad he dosn´t. He would think I´m an idiot.../
Schuldig thought and sighed heavily.
The kitten looked up at the telepath, his big blue eyes worried.
/Schuldig..?/
The german just looked into those endless
seeming pools of saphire blue, not able to pull his gaze of of those eyes.
Crawford meowed.
Starteled Schuldig shook his head.
/Yeah? What?/
He asked quikly.
Crawford seemed to frown.
/What are you thinking about?/
The kitten questioned the redhead. Schuldig just strocked over the back of the small animal and grinned one of those falshe grins.
/Nothing... It´s nothing./
The german answered and played with the swaying tail of the kitten in his arms. Crawford meowed distrackted,
his felin habbits comming over him. He tried to catch the young mans hand with
his paw and turned onto his back to be more able to get what he wanted.
Schuldig smiled and rubbed the furry stomach of the american.
Dodging the little paws as they striked for his hand.
Evetually Crawford managed to catch the hand of the redhead and
he carefully held to it, not wanting to scratch the skin of the other.
The telepath grinned at the carefull actions of the pre-cog.
Suddenly the kitten liked his hand,
meowing playfully.
Starteled Schuldig pulled his hand back and blushed furiously.
Crawford stared up at the german,
not knowing what he had done wrong.
Schuldich looked away quickly, his feelings where running wild.
/I can´t be falling for a kitten.../
The telepath told himselv.
/...But this isn´t a kitten... This is Brad I´m thinking of.../
Schuldig thought of the handsome american. The cool behaivier when they had a mission, the abillity to hold the group togethter, to always be a step ahead of the others.
To the other smal details which not everyone saw, his smooth movements... How the light broke on his raven hair
and mirrowed on his
thin framed glasses... How he looked when he was asleep.
Yes, Schuldig had seen his great leader asleep,
fully at ease...
and absolutely defensless.
Crawford had been in the living room, lying on the couch and was working on a report.
It had took him nearly the whole night and as Schuldig had come down from his room to get something to drink he had sawn the american
sleeping on the couch.
He had gone over to the sleeping form seeing the laptop still on and the pile of finished paperwork.
The redhead had watched the pre-cog sleep for a while, seing his face for the first time fully relaxed, no frown or smirk, his glasses slipped down to the tip of his nose.
Schuldig had to admit that he liked looking at Crawford when he was asleep. Gently he had placed a blanket over the raven haired man
and carefully took of his glasses.
That was his little secret he cept.
Now he knew that he was truley in love with his leader.
He also knew he would never be able to live without the
american in his live. He knew, but he wouldn´t be able to tell Crawford.
Schuldig was much to scared to loose the closeness that had finally formed between him and the pre-cog.
What if Crawford would be digusted by the thought of being loved by the german.
It wasn´t normal to love the american. He was a man afterall. But Schuldig couldn´t help it,
he couldn´t deny his feelings. It was all so hard. It made him want to cry, but he couldn´t show his weaknesses here. Holding the tears back as good as he could, Schuldig looked out of the car window.
Crawford saw thet the german was thinking about something, he didn´t know why the telepath was acting so strangely.
He had only...
With that the car drove into the car park of the Schwarz residenze.
"We´re home!"
Nagi called and turned the motor of, looking back at the others.
Schuldig was thankfull to hear that, he jumped up, the kitten on his lap falling onto the seat and got out.
Crawford meowed starteled looking after the redhead who ran into the house. He swore he could see something running down the germans cheek.
Like a tear. Was he crying?
Farfarello and Nagi looked at each other puzzled. The telekinet gathered the kitten into his arms and went into the house aswell, the irishman following him.
Nagi recognized that Crawford was sad. He wasn´t shure but he tipped that it was because of Schuldig. Looking up the stairs and seeing that the germans door was closed for the first time for a whole wile.
"Nani? what´s happened between you two..?"
Nagi asked, knowing that he would´n get an answer from the little kitten. He stroked the furr carefully.
Farfarello just stood near the door, his eyes looked as if he knew something the others didn´t.
Crawford tried to understand the situation.
He just couldn´t.
He wanted to be with Schuldig just now,
ask him what he had done wrong.
The american tried t o squirm free from Nagi´s hold.
"Hey, what are you doing?"
The young japanese asked. Crawford managed to jump out of the boys arms and landed rather gracefully on the floor.
Wondering how he had managed that, he ran over to the staircase.
Climbing clumsily up the stairs he headed to Schuldigs room.
Nagi looked after him.
"There´s something between them..."
He stated a bit surprised.
Crawford sat infront of the door. Why had Schuldig reacted like that?
What did I do? Whas it because I... liked his hand?
The american thought about that and found himself on the verge of a nosebleed (I don´t think something like that could happen to a cat...
but well -_-').
Well, that action COULD be seen as a kiss. But would that mean Schuldig was disgusted by that?
A cold knot formed in his stomache. Of course he was, he IS a man. He had accepted the germans closeness as granted, but what would happen when he tured back to normal? Schuldig would probably leave him alone again.
Like bevore as the telepath had always tried to stay as far away from him a possible. Maybe, just maybe, he could at least ceep up a friendship if he hid his love for the frail redhead deep inside.
Even thinking of this option made him sad.
If he told Schuldig what he felt for him he would probably destroy everything what could form between them. He didn´t want to loose Schuldig, even if it meant to hide his true feelings.
Carefully Crawford scratched at Schuldigs door. As nothing happened he meowed a bit uncertain. Still nothing came.
Crawford gave up and wanted to turn around, not expekting an answer, but suddenly the door was swung open. Shocked the little kitten looked up at the Schwarz.
He could see tears at the edge of the redheads eyes, which he had forgotten to brush away.
"What do you want, Crawford?"
Schuldig asked unfrindly. At the vehemence in the germans voice
the pre-cog unwillingly shot together. Crawford felt a feeling comming back up.
It hurt.
He had never thought that a normal sentence like that could have hurt him so much.
The kitten lowered his head and slowly turned around.
/Gomen Schuldig... It´s nothing.../
He wispered at the others mind. With that he went back down the stairs, not looking back at the german still standing in the doorframe.
Schuldig was still hooked in the mind of the pre-cog, but he was as carefull as he could so the other wouldn´t realize it.
/Why is he crying?/
The kitten asked himself. The redhead felt the sadness of the older man. But he didn´t understand why he was so sad.
/What did I do wrong? I didn´t want to hurt him in any way.../
Schuldig smiled warmly at that thought, well at least he knew for shure that Crawford did care at least a bit for him, even if it wasn´t in the way he desired it would be.
/Why do I have these feelings for Schuldig? This is wrong.../
The telepaths eyes grew wide as he heard what the kitten was thinking.
All his senses where conzentrating on the little kitten.
/I... I love him... but I can´t tell him. It´s just to hard.
And he wouldn´t understand what I feel, he would think that I´m sik...
Well... I am. I have to be... Loving a man.../
Schuldig was shocked, his mind slipped out of the americans.
"He... He loves m-me?!?"
The german wispered and sank to the floor.
Tears ran down the face of the tall man.
He just couldn´t belive it. Crawford loved him.
/This must be a dream./
Schuldig thought dazed.
Then he remembered what the little kitten had
exatley. He thought that it was unrequired love he felt and he was as scared as Schuldig himself to confess his feelings to the other.
Crawford was tapping across the hallway,
heading to the living room.
The american had decided to give up and go back to normal live.
He had managed to live without the german requiring his love befor this had all happened, he could do that now too.
It would just be damn hard.
Crawford wanted to be human again. Then he wouldn´t at last be able to work again and that would get his mind of of these stupid thougths.
As he came into the living room he jumped up on to one of the chairs and curled together into a little ball.
Although he didn´t want to admit it, he hurt badly. Not his body but his soul. He did love the redheadded man and now he knew that he wouldn´t be able to tell the other what he felt. It was just too much for him.
In the meantime Schuldig had stood up and decided that he wanted to hear Crawford´s confession of love from him in words not in his thoughts. That meant he had to be around the little kitten for the next time. He just had to behave like always.
The telepath grinned and went after the pre-cog.
This would be fun! He could show his feelings freely,
it would just give the raven kitty more courage to tell him.
Opening the door of the living room he saw that there was noone in there.
/Exept for Braddy!/
He thought happily.
t.b.c
Hope you all liked it! Till next time!