Heero wasn't there. I got up and searched the rest of the apartment, but no luck. He wasn't anywhere. Neither were any of his belongings, which meant that he was definitely gone.
I don't know what I'm supposed to do about this. For that matter, I'm not even sure if I can do anything about this! At first, I thought that maybe Heero had received a mission, but I know he didn't. I checked myself. So now I just don't know what to do. I mean, what can I do?
I wish I knew where he is. Then I wouldn't be so worried. But I am, even though I know thatI shouldn't be. It's just that I'm afraid that he… That he ran off to Relena. Like he's going to marry her or something. I don't know why it should bother me so much. It's not like I can do anything about it, even if that is what he's done…
It's not like it concerns me. He's The Perfect Soldier. He can do whatever he wants to. Why should he care what I think? I'm just some ex- street-rat, an orphan. A stupid, lazy, American pilot. One who he wants to kill, or so he says. It's not like it's any of my business what he's gone and done. None of my business… But I still worry.
So now I'm sitting here at the dinner table, a half-empty coffee pot in front of me, a jar of sugar by my side, and a carton of milk in one hand. And I don't know what to do.