I can't help but wonder if Relena can cook. I can't imagine her ever cooking. Or doing any other type of manual labor, for that matter--not with all her servants and groupies there to do everything for her. I raise one eyebrow in slight surprise. Is she doing all this for… me?
I don't feel bad this time. Now that I've begun thinking about it, I think that this is good for Relena. Even though I don't feel towards her what she feels towards me, this is still making her happy. She doesn't know how I feel, or rather, how I don't feel, about her. I'm going to try my best to keep things that way. I'm not going to lead her on; not only would that be cruel, but, quite frankly, I don't think I could handle being that nice to her for very long…
Instead, I'll just try not to be mean, and I might even talk to her occasionally. Not much, of course, but a little. She deserves to be happy every now and then; after all, she is doing a great deal of good for the people of Earth and the colonies, whether or not the other Gundam pilots and I want to admit it. As long as it doesn't interfere with any of my missions, I'll try to act tolerably towards her.
''' I'm preparing lunch for Heero… I'm preparing lunch for Heero… I'm preparing lunch for Heero… I'm preparing lunch for Heero! I can't believe this!Although I will admit thathaving Cook hovering over me is beginning to get annoying. I could just send her away, but I might need her advice and help for supper, so I'll let her stay for now.
Heero hasn't talked to me yet, but that's acceptable for now. I'm simply happy that he hasn't tried to run away--that is, leave--yet. And that idiotic American pilot hasn't shown up and ruined things, which is another pleasant surprise. Things seem to be turning out wonderfully today! Now I have to focus my efforts on making sure that the situation either remains as it is or improves… '''