Katie Bell
Would you dance if I asked you to dance?
Would you love and never look back?
Would you cry if you saw me crying?
Would you save my soul tonight?
I can be your hero baby,
I can kiss away your pain,
I will stand by you forever,
You can take my breath away.
--- Hero, Enrique Iglesius
I miss my brother. If I had one single wish it would be that he was still alive. The thought of him being killed with the Unforgivable Curse still frightens me and gives me nightmares. I can still clearly remember the image of him and You-Know-Who in a muggle street in London.
None of my friends know about it as I never speak of my family. I think maybe some people are a little curious as to why I never talk about them because I know Fred and George well, they never shut up about the Weasley folks. But my life is different. I know at least Angelina and Alicia ask me about my family a lot. I try to cover up and say 'oh yeah they're normal'.
But they're not. My mother and father are okay for parents I guess but both are still haunted by the memory of him. We were so close. I guess like Harry, there is no way I will ever get to see a lost loved one again. Not unless they find a way to bring back the dead. Just for one second. Just to see his smiling face and beautiful big eyes again. It's really not that much to ask for is it?
Sure, I have photos and stuff but they're not the same. Anyway I've ran my fingers over them so many times and taken them away with me so often that they beginning to get a little ruined. I have one special one in my sock drawer here at Hogwarts and one day Angelina saw it so I have to hide it and only look at it whenever no one is around. Don't ask me why I can't tell anyone about him, it's just something I find difficult to talk about. Sounds stupid doesn't it?
Asides from that, I'm uncertain of the future and what it may hold. I have no hopes and wishes (asides from the obvious) because I don't want to have my heart broken again if I never achieve them. I suppose I just have to wait and see!